sorry

i really not tat meaning..
pls forgive me...
i really dunno wat else can i say..
my heart is damn pain now..

i scare he wont forgive me anymore...
the most important ppl in my life..
ya..he is..
family should come first..
but then he occupied the place..

i no suspect him at all..
i swear..
but it is really my fault..
i am such a failure..
kill me pls..

tis is the black colour in my life..
kar lin say: god wont create problem without solution..
it is very true..
but ..
at this moment..
i cant find any solution to solve my problem....