freaking sad...

listening to Leaving by westlife..
tears rolling down..
i beg u don't go but i already know you're leaving..
u had promised me..
i remember wat u told me word by word..
every single word...
when i heard tat..
i really feel disappointed n i cant act ntg..
act like nvm..though i tell u nvm through sms..
but i mind..i really mind..
tell u nvm is scare u angry..but i know u know me well..u sure know i will feel very sad..
i really tot u will come to accompany me..
my stomach not feeling well..
tot u can come sayang me..
my heart really pain..
i know i cant blame u..
u already come here for 3 nights d..
but..
forgive my selfish..
i really wish to sleep with u everynight..
the night without u..
is so long..
so hard to pass..
i so bu she de you..
but wat can i do..

sorry for always make u into trouble..
im the useless gf for u..
the useless ppl in the world..
i scare of loneliness..
scare being lonely..
especially at night..

sorry dear...