Changed..

as wat i said earlier..
everything has changed..
no longer last time d one i know..
not the outside changed..
is inside..
all changed...
last time just know how to critiques ppl..
but then now....
is the same only...

y..?
is it two things never can come to a balance..?
i shouldn't be so selfish..
but i just cant control myself..
i wish to go bac last time..
d happy time we have..
im not the perfect person..
just let me be tat selfish..
and if u mind..
oso nevermind..
dun care le..
blog is the only place i can shout out my voice..
sometimes i feel suffer..
wonder wat im doing as a human..
y should i be so unhappy..?
and im not purposely wan to be unhappy..
my eq is low..i admit..
i dunno n cant control my feelings well..
maybe im tat straight ppl..
tats..
i will smile if im happy..
i will not smile if im not happy..
tats me..
real me..
dun like to be fake to my fren..

is confusing..
sometimes is still treat me good..
but is not same as wat we do last time..
really cant be so selfish d..
sorry for im too selfish..

tis sem gonna end soon..
problem is coming to me too..
transport..
main problem..
but i think i can take bus..
i still can take bus even im alone..
i sincerely trust tat i will have my car 1 day..
i mean 1 day...
is still waiting the day come to me..

currently alone-ing..
the feel is coming too..
miss him..=(