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currently at ipoh again..
will stay here for another week..

my first time..
blood donation..
had captured a lot of photo tat day..
but now is damn no mood to upload those photo..
feel scare when is come to my turn..
but actually is ntg and i feel very normal..
no dizzy..
no faint..
no pain..
everything normal..
and i realise that my blood group is O..
universal donor..=)
thanks weng and shan accompany me..
going to donate again next time..

coming weeks will be the most sad week for me..
he is not coming anymore..
starts worry..
scare tis will affect my study mood..
and for sure it will..
dun scold me if i cry again..
coz myself oso cant control..
a bit fed-up with my life...

about d timetable..
can feel tat he wan to change..
but dunno will change or not..
if not..
again..
becoz of me..?
if yes..
i will wait u until friday d..
wont ask parent come fetch me d..
will wait for u..
really..
is purposely write to let u see...
hope u will read it..

will accept everything..
if it is a must to happen..
coz samething..
i cant control..
sad and cry..
after tat..
happy sure will come bac to me..i trust..
it's the timing problem only..
cry as hard as i can when im not happy..
to express it out..
i will feel better after tat..
but if no need to cry is the best ler..

god bless me..
bless dear..
bless everyone..