^^

huu..i feel relief now..
thanks..
hope everyday will be like tis..^^

simple

i just wan simple life..
khoo ebel..
can u pls dun care so much thing..
it is so suffer..
tat day my heart really broke..
broke into how many pieces..?
i dunno..
but it is very suffer tat night..

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soemtimes i feel suffer..
i wish to start all over my life..
but my family how..?
him..
how..?
i dunno..
im ok currently..
but for next week..
how am i going to face again..?
i hope i dun care n think too much again..

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i am blind for now on..
i am deaf..
thanks..

back

just bac from kl last night...
went to kl to attend relative's wedding dinner..
3 days 2 night..
quite happy..
almost all members of the family were went to kl..
include my aunt n cousin sister n her daughter...
stayed in MELIA..
i like hotel..^^
went to ISETAN,PAVILLION N TIMES SQUARE..
bought something for myself..
shirt..shorts pants..formal skirt..
is having sales in kl now..
quite cheap..

the wedding dinner..
is a large number of ppl..
never see many ppl attending wedding dinner..
80++ tables...
i tables for 10 ppl..
i think is 800 ++ ppl tat night..
is so grand..
bride is so beautiful..
but groom is ok ok only..
n he was like 'gao gao zan'..
see how he sit n the way he talk..
have a bad image in most our's mind..
somemore the MC..
was totally BAD..
english bad..
chinese bad..
wat oso bad..
talk nonsense there..
uncle..ppl wedding dinner la..

i hope u can know the truth 1 day..

BLUR!!!!!!!!

ei..i very blur lo..
is super super blur ah...
y suddenly u 2 stop everything..?
like angry me..
not like..is angry me..
but i dunno wat i did wrong leh..
im thinking everyday...
y will like tat de...
really think everyday..
coz i really feel weird..
n I WAN TO KNOW..!!
can u 2 tell me..?
pls let me know la..
tell le baru angry ok..?
if i really did anything wrong to both of you..
i really sorry..
but i really dunno wat i did wrong er...
i feel wan to ask both of u..
but i not dare..
really not dare..but
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW AH!!!!!!!!!

i will very appreciate if both of u let me know..
u can angry me hate me..
but at least let me know THE REASON..ok..?
is it ok..?

photos....

most lovely d lecturer..we love her very much^^

a big fish found in westlake^^

first time see ppl use fireworks to celebrate birthday..
wonder where they buy it...

so cute d bun...

grey colour-i buy for dear

purple colour-dear buy for me..nice..^^

new house = lovely home

dining table tat choose by me^^

tats all..^^

Miss~~

seriously..i miss my daddy mummy leh...
last week din go bac...
like long time din see them le..
miss my house..
miss my room..
miss my bed..
my toilet..
dunno ok le ma..
i love my room so so much..
my toilet^^
my bed...
is very comfortable..
kampar d bed oso not bad lo..
tis few days oso quite shu fu 1..
i gt my 'xiang xiang' d blanket..
im proud of it..
so many ppl like tat 'wei dao'
hehe..of coz myself..
love it much..

ipoh house d bed.^^
kampar 1 is dinosaur d..^^

gt class later..
sien lo....

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i used to be update my blog so frequently..
coz im too boring..
im alone most of the time..
unhappy things happened..
no one can accompany me 24 hours..
blog..
laptop..
are the only things accompany me..

just wake from nightmare n took a bath...
the nightmare is quite scary..
n after bath i feel quite comfortable..
i like d feeling after hav a bath..
is very 'shu fu'..
was sent a msg to him..
but still not yet receive his reply..
dunno wat he doing leh..
before sleep..was sms with him..
realise tat he really gt a lot of pressure..
especially driving stuff..
i know he really feel hurt..
dear..i sam tong..
i cried when u tell me tat u feel hurt..
u seldom tell me tat u feel hurt..

dun feel hurt...
im always here to sayang u bac..
anything just tell me..
eventhough i cant do anything..
but at least i can sayang u bac..
i feel happy tat u tell me all tis..
i love u dear...

dear dun so scare ler..
i give confident to u..
u give urself too..
actually ur driving skills is far more better than me..
really..
trust urself..
practice more..
im sure u can..

and ah..i really miss u er..
u gt miss me or not er..?

P.R.I.

u r not here when i need u so much..
i know we r impossible to meet each other everyday..
impossible u come my house every night...
i know de..
i understand..
but sometimes i really need you..
seriously..
tis few days i really not happy..
eventhough laugh till how but whenever im alone..
i will think of u..
think of something..
i used to be alone sometimes...
i like to be alone..
especially when i wan cry out loud..
cry out all my sadness..
i know u dun like i cry..
i know cry will make ppl feel fan..
i know all tis..
so i prefer to cry when im alone..
dun ask me anything..
i oso dunno y wan cry..
maybe i too sad..
too many unhappy things happen..
the only way to make me feel better is CRY..
very miss u..
feel wan go find u sometimes..
no matter how..
walk..
cycle or wat..
i just feel wan to see u..

i know u r busy...
go for class..
assignment..
exam..
under a lot of pressure as u said...
so dun care wat i say here..
if u read it..
actually i oso dunno u know my blog or not..
really dun care..
i just write out my feelings..
maybe tis is a way to let me 'fa xie'..

i wish to be a good gf for you..
i dun wan be a gf tat will make u feel annoying..
i wish to be a fren tat u all feel ok..
but i dunno how u all think bout me...
for someone..i knew the answer..
but for someone..i really dunno wat u all thinking..
maybe i did something wrong..
i dont know..
pls tell me if i do so..
if not i will not improve..
dun suddenly stop everything..
i will suffer...
thanks..

u always say u useless..
i dun like u say like tat..
if i say like tat..u sure scold me..
i really dun like u say like tat..
ya..maybe u r not perfect..
no one is perfect in this world..
but u r the best for me..
really..
i told u many times d..
hope u will trust me..
i feel tat u always just trust or has confident in wat ur fren say..
pls trust me oso..
try do wat i tell u..
i wont harm u..
i love you..
i hope u everything oso ok..

Cheong Yoong Jen

you are the only one...
i gt tat feeling..
you are the only one..
i love..
love forever...
you are the only one..
i write..
for you..
just for you..

miss you

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