Thursday, December 31, 2009

Actuallyssss

Posted by Ebel at 8:43 PM 0 comments

Monday, December 28, 2009

tak happyyyyyyy

Posted by Ebel at 8:01 PM 0 comments
is not really happy recently..
happy where r u..?
where r u..?
im finding you..
haiz..
sien er..
dear miss you so much er..
actually ntg much to talk about..

bubye..

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

crying =(

Posted by Ebel at 2:43 AM 6 comments
i am damn miss u now..
is damn damn damn miss you..
how ah..yoong jen..
i really miss u..
haiz..
T.T

Friday, December 18, 2009

ipppoh...

Posted by Ebel at 5:31 PM 0 comments
at ipoh now..
just came bac nia..^^
tot he will not come bac since tat was wat he told me..
but then he changed his mind yesterday n for sure i wil follow him bac..
feeling weird..
dunno wat is in his mind..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
read her blog...
actually i not really know her..
just know her name..
is fren's fren..
erm..
since i ntg to do last night..
(ei..actually got lotzz of thing waiting me to do lo)

i dun understand wat actually a guy's mind..
as they are really weird..
girls are never know wat they are thinking..

u love a person but then u wanna break up ur realtionship with the one u love..
is this logic..?
or they having some problem that we dunno..
maybe..
however..
this is not my business and i shouldn't give so much opinion in tat case..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
is online at cousin's house now...
mummy daddy..when only u wan set wireless in our house ah..
im waiting ler..
i wan online in my room..
whenever i wan..


tats all la..
bubey..?^^

Thursday, December 17, 2009

WHY???????????

Posted by Ebel at 11:18 PM 0 comments
y ah..?
i dun wan to lose my room..
i wan bac my room..
tat is my room..
pls..give me bac..
haiz...
sien ah..
dear is not going bac tis week..
haiz..
i oso feel dun wan go bac..
first..
there is no room for me..
second..
i go bac jau cant online d..
since broadband expired d..
haiz..
but yao cant stay at here..
haiz,..
im sure very miss u de lo..
haiz..
haiz..
haiz..
no mood..
bad mood..
u fast fast come la..
i miss u ah..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

mix mix...

Posted by Ebel at 6:25 PM 0 comments
like long time din update le..
recently..here d line is very bad..
always need refresh n dc..
haiz..

tis week really busy er..
but finally..
everything is over..
now left sociology midterm..
n a lot of assignment..
n presentation..
sien...

today..
my dear piggy shan's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ah pig..^^
muackss...

tuesday night..
my head pain like hell..
stomach pain..
feel wan vomit..
dear come n take care me..
he is really a good bf..
i know he really worry me..
he so tired..n yet..
stil wan wait me sleep le den only sleep..
how good is him..
is very touch tat night..
thanks dear so so so so so so much..

yesterday night had a little argue with dear..
but at last oso ntg le..
my dear..sick le..
fever..
i so worry him now..
seriously worry him..
he sick le ..
but i can do ntg..
am i useles..?
haiz..
really hope sick de is me..
n hope my dear can get well as fast as possible..!!
dear..i love u ..
anything remember must tell me..
muackss..

wat i wan to say is..
we all are 18 years old d..
dun everything oso blame on ppl..
cant u use ur mouth to ask..?
still say till like tis..
have u ever think of ppl who is really work so much..?
i dunno..
use ur brain n think..

Saturday, December 5, 2009

down

Posted by Ebel at 12:16 AM 0 comments
i am down now..
is crying hard again..
i like to cry..?
maybe..
after i cry i feel better..

we facing a lot of stress now..
especially him..
assignment n exam...
he decided to do himself the assignment..
he feel stress..
exhausted..
i can understand him..
i hope him can manage his thing well..
i feel sad see him like tat..
i just hope to see him happy..

he called me..
thanks..
is more than enough...
when i know u r ok...

i wan to be strong..
hardworking a bit..
if my parent know i cry like tat..
sure they will hurt..


night..

Thursday, December 3, 2009

happy birthday^^

Posted by Ebel at 9:45 AM 0 comments
1st of december...
my big big day..

28-11-2009
night..
my dad suggest celebrate my birthday earlier..
since i cant go bac on tuesday..
i really touch u know..
something happened in the morning..
but stil my dad suggest celebrate for me..
i cried becoz i did wrong thing..
i cried becoz is very touch..
i cried becoz i know my dad very sayang me..
dad bought cake n kfc..

30-11-2009
night had a celebration with
my dear--yoong jen, shan, weng, choy, jien, yang, nono, ckk, choon meng,kai xuan
at 2 in 1 near tesco tat 1..
steamboat..
happy..^^

dear n shan planned a lot for my birthday..
sing birthday song..
eat cake there..
received present..
happy..^^

go bac le..
kena tipu again..
shan say she stomachache..
den she go bac sms all our classmates..
n when i reach home..they oso reach d..
surprise..^^
they sing birthday song n we eat cake again..
neighbour gave me few slices of cake since they know is my birthday..
but until now i not even touch..sorry ha..

dear come pui me tat night..
love dear so much..
can pass my birthday with my beloved bao bei dear..

1-12-2009
night kena tipu again..
i ask jian le come teach me web page design d practical..
but then they come celebrate for me..
i really dunno if jian le din send wrong msg..
jian le..u too clever la..haha...^^
but oso feel surprise la..
coz i really never expect they will come celebrate for me..
they sing birthday song n we eat cake again..^^

2-12-2009
night..
last sem classmates come celebrate with me after exam..
they bought a cake n we eat cake again..^^

wat i want to say is..
THANKS
thanks for everything..
first time i received so many present..
first time i had 5 cakes for my birthday..


I HAD A GREAT 18 WITH YOU ALL...

thanks my dear so so much...

2nd cake bought by dear,shan,choy,jien,yang,weng,ckk,nono,choon meng,kai xuan



dear n me..^^



1st cake bought by dad..^^


sis n bro bought me present..^^
 

   3rd cake bought by hui xin(ji mui),jian le,wai hong,william,shan shan..^^


pendrive from cousin

 
from choy..



from nono..



from yang n jien...



from ckk..



from hui xin,ben,shan,weng,yekey,n TA 11 classmates..



last..from my lovely dear..muacks..




Monday, November 30, 2009

^^

Posted by Ebel at 6:58 PM 0 comments
huu..i feel relief now..
thanks..
hope everyday will be like tis..^^

Friday, November 27, 2009

simple

Posted by Ebel at 10:39 PM 0 comments
i just wan simple life..
khoo ebel..
can u pls dun care so much thing..
it is so suffer..
tat day my heart really broke..
broke into how many pieces..?
i dunno..
but it is very suffer tat night..



soemtimes i feel suffer..
i wish to start all over my life..
but my family how..?
him..
how..?
i dunno..
im ok currently..
but for next week..
how am i going to face again..?
i hope i dun care n think too much again..



i am blind for now on..
i am deaf..
thanks..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

back

Posted by Ebel at 10:17 PM 0 comments
just bac from kl last night...
went to kl to attend relative's wedding dinner..
3 days 2 night..
quite happy..
almost all members of the family were went to kl..
include my aunt n cousin sister n her daughter...
stayed in MELIA..
i like hotel..^^
went to ISETAN,PAVILLION N TIMES SQUARE..
bought something for myself..
shirt..shorts pants..formal skirt..
is having sales in kl now..
quite cheap..

the wedding dinner..
is a large number of ppl..
never see many ppl attending wedding dinner..
80++ tables...
i tables for 10 ppl..
i think is 800 ++ ppl tat night..
is so grand..
bride is so beautiful..
but groom is ok ok only..
n he was like 'gao gao zan'..
see how he sit n the way he talk..
have a bad image in most our's mind..
somemore the MC..
was totally BAD..
english bad..
chinese bad..
wat oso bad..
talk nonsense there..
uncle..ppl wedding dinner la..

i hope u can know the truth 1 day..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

BLUR!!!!!!!!

Posted by Ebel at 7:30 PM 0 comments
ei..i very blur lo..
is super super blur ah...
y suddenly u 2 stop everything..?
like angry me..
not like..is angry me..
but i dunno wat i did wrong leh..
im thinking everyday...
y will like tat de...
really think everyday..
coz i really feel weird..
n I WAN TO KNOW..!!
can u 2 tell me..?
pls let me know la..
tell le baru angry ok..?
if i really did anything wrong to both of you..
i really sorry..
but i really dunno wat i did wrong er...
i feel wan to ask both of u..
but i not dare..
really not dare..but
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW AH!!!!!!!!!

i will very appreciate if both of u let me know..
u can angry me hate me..
but at least let me know THE REASON..ok..?
is it ok..?

Friday, November 13, 2009

photos....

Posted by Ebel at 10:46 PM 0 comments



most lovely d lecturer..we love her very much^^

a big fish found in westlake^^

first time see ppl use fireworks to celebrate birthday..
wonder where they buy it...

so cute d bun...


grey colour-i buy for dear
purple colour-dear buy for me..nice..^^


new house = lovely home


dining table tat choose by me^^

tats all..^^

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Miss~~

Posted by Ebel at 12:16 PM 0 comments
seriously..i miss my daddy mummy leh...
last week din go bac...
like long time din see them le..
miss my house..
miss my room..
miss my bed..
my toilet..
dunno ok le ma..
i love my room so so much..
my toilet^^
my bed...
is very comfortable..
kampar d bed oso not bad lo..
tis few days oso quite shu fu 1..
i gt my 'xiang xiang' d blanket..
im proud of it..
so many ppl like tat 'wei dao'
hehe..of coz myself..
love it much..

ipoh house d bed.^^
kampar 1 is dinosaur d..^^


gt class later..
sien lo....

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

***********

Posted by Ebel at 9:21 PM 0 comments
i used to be update my blog so frequently..
coz im too boring..
im alone most of the time..
unhappy things happened..
no one can accompany me 24 hours..
blog..
laptop..
are the only things accompany me..

just wake from nightmare n took a bath...
the nightmare is quite scary..
n after bath i feel quite comfortable..
i like d feeling after hav a bath..
is very 'shu fu'..
was sent a msg to him..
but still not yet receive his reply..
dunno wat he doing leh..
before sleep..was sms with him..
realise tat he really gt a lot of pressure..
especially driving stuff..
i know he really feel hurt..
dear..i sam tong..
i cried when u tell me tat u feel hurt..
u seldom tell me tat u feel hurt..

dun feel hurt...
im always here to sayang u bac..
anything just tell me..
eventhough i cant do anything..
but at least i can sayang u bac..
i feel happy tat u tell me all tis..
i love u dear...

dear dun so scare ler..
i give confident to u..
u give urself too..
actually ur driving skills is far more better than me..
really..
trust urself..
practice more..
im sure u can..

and ah..i really miss u er..
u gt miss me or not er..?

P.R.I.

Posted by Ebel at 10:59 AM 0 comments
u r not here when i need u so much..
i know we r impossible to meet each other everyday..
impossible u come my house every night...
i know de..
i understand..
but sometimes i really need you..
seriously..
tis few days i really not happy..
eventhough laugh till how but whenever im alone..
i will think of u..
think of something..
i used to be alone sometimes...
i like to be alone..
especially when i wan cry out loud..
cry out all my sadness..
i know u dun like i cry..
i know cry will make ppl feel fan..
i know all tis..
so i prefer to cry when im alone..
dun ask me anything..
i oso dunno y wan cry..
maybe i too sad..
too many unhappy things happen..
the only way to make me feel better is CRY..
very miss u..
feel wan go find u sometimes..
no matter how..
walk..
cycle or wat..
i just feel wan to see u..

i know u r busy...
go for class..
assignment..
exam..
under a lot of pressure as u said...
so dun care wat i say here..
if u read it..
actually i oso dunno u know my blog or not..
really dun care..
i just write out my feelings..
maybe tis is a way to let me 'fa xie'..

i wish to be a good gf for you..
i dun wan be a gf tat will make u feel annoying..
i wish to be a fren tat u all feel ok..
but i dunno how u all think bout me...
for someone..i knew the answer..
but for someone..i really dunno wat u all thinking..
maybe i did something wrong..
i dont know..
pls tell me if i do so..
if not i will not improve..
dun suddenly stop everything..
i will suffer...
thanks..

u always say u useless..
i dun like u say like tat..
if i say like tat..u sure scold me..
i really dun like u say like tat..
ya..maybe u r not perfect..
no one is perfect in this world..
but u r the best for me..
really..
i told u many times d..
hope u will trust me..
i feel tat u always just trust or has confident in wat ur fren say..
pls trust me oso..
try do wat i tell u..
i wont harm u..
i love you..
i hope u everything oso ok..

Cheong Yoong Jen

you are the only one...
i gt tat feeling..
you are the only one..
i love..
love forever...
you are the only one..
i write..
for you..
just for you..

miss you

Posted by Ebel at 10:19 AM 0 comments

Friday, October 30, 2009

simply write..

Posted by Ebel at 6:21 PM 0 comments
just bac from kampar...
bac together with dear er..
yang fetch us..
n we went to parade 'gai gai' a while..^^

tis whole week actually not really happy..
dunno wat feeling is tat..
n will worry every single little things..
tired..
really dunno y will like tat..

yesterday night went to celebrate a quite new fren,mango's birthday..
they all so co-operate to give her a surprise..
feel sorry to shan..
coz say le wan sleep there but at last went bac to my house...
coz my dear coming to pui me..
im berat bf more than fren..
yea..i admit..
but its very hard for me to meet my dear..
so i really dun wish to miss the chance..
shan is so good..
thanks ya...^^

tat's all for now^^

love Cheong Yoong Jen..
muacks,.
hope we can together forever..
miss u..

Monday, October 26, 2009

tis is wat called---human

Posted by Ebel at 1:04 AM 2 comments
==
wat title is tat..?
duno...found out tat human really 'fan jin'
how come say like tat..?
for example,when we are having schooling days..we hope holidays come faster..
but when we having holidays..we hope to have schooling days..isn't it..?

when im in ipoh i hope to go bac to kampar..
when im in kampar...i hope to go bac to my lovely home..
tis is wat so called---'fan jin'

haiz..tis few days seems like having bad luck..
not only me..
my fren too...
cant get car sticker..
regist the wrong timetable..
love problem..
me too..having such pro..

its freaking damn suffer when its come to me..
i hate those feeling..
really feel wanna die..
its really suffer..u know..?

something happened yesterday..
its very serious for me..
hope it wont happen ANYMORE..
im very serious..
its deep inside my heart...
its hurt me a lot..
heart bleeding..
who knows...?

now is almost 1a.m.
and yet he still not yet reply me..
im worry..
ya..u 18 already...
but as ur gf..i still will worry..
at least reply me...
let me know tat u r safe..then its more than enough d...
but still..the phone never show ur name..
sad...

is guys really hate gals jealous..?
y will hate.?
feel 'fan' ?
feel tat ur gf not trust..?
or just simply feel hate..?
To guys: who read tis post..feel free to reply my question..
To gals:if u know..u oso can answer ..

just feel wan to know..thanks..

but sometimes gals are not really simply jealous 1..
pls try to understand gals..
try stand at our side and think...
guys do jealous sometime..
so..its not fair..
when gals jealous..
n guys hate it..

i really love u
pls dun do tat to me anymore
my heart cant stand it
its hurt
thanks for all u've done
love u ever

Friday, October 23, 2009

first week......

Posted by Ebel at 9:05 PM 0 comments
completed first week of second sem..
ntg special..
but many things need to worry..
sien ah..haiz..
'fan' enough..
many problem need to be solved asap...


wat problem..?
first..shan cant get the car sticker..
stupid utar
stupid fatty officer..
second..we wrongly registered web page design d class for shan..sorry shan...=(
now need to write letter n request to change..
hope can succesfully be approved..
haiz...
really 'fan' ah..
dun wan list out d..
coz now really 'fan'..


hard to be happy..
tat day after know tat we cant get the car sticker..
we went to A box..
'fa xie'
sing loudly...
shout loudly...

such a small little mic..



its time to release!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

new sem~~~

Posted by Ebel at 7:21 PM 0 comments
started my new sem with shan shan,little n weng...
happy nia =)
laugh non-stop from the begining of lecture till the end of lecture..
dunno laugh wat geh..
little bit thing oso can laugh non-stop..
hope everyday oso like tat..=)


first day had lecture for writing for business n writing for mass comm....
sien~~~
writing for business was ok..but its very hard..
first lecture already like tat..how to continue it..?
its something write essay..
but its for business purpose...
no interest...
next
writing for mass comm..
it was freaking sien....
n i hate tat lecturer much..
how old are u..?
eventhough u r young..
but u r a lecturer..
pls dun be so childish lo..
haiz..
hope tutorial not teach by her..
pls..i dun wan..
feel like wanna kill her..


second day = today had lecture for management studies..
so far so good..
i love tat lecturer..
the way she teach ...
we can understand easily..


haiz..no chance to meet my dear..
i know its not a good choice if i choose same timetable with him..
but..now oso cant meet..
sometime just feel like..
erm..dunno how to say...

hope little can be more happy..
we are always be ur side..
dun think too much le..
everything just let it 'shun qi zi ran'
we cant control tis kind of thing de..
just try ur best..

* really wan to be with u forever..
  pls dun leave me alone..
  i need u all the time...
  i love u..
  u r the only 1...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

happy nightzz =)

Posted by Ebel at 4:10 PM 0 comments
yesterday night went to mp (small tat 1)
celebrate MY DEAR n BEN d birthday..
very happy becoz can meet dear again..
n n n...first time celebrate my dear's birthday with him...
11 ppl attented...
me,dear (yj),little,her bebe(yang),my xiao shan,choy,rabbit,hui xin,jian le,ben  n his gf...
happy happy neh..=)
my dad help me booked d place..
but actually no need book oso can..
coz not tat many ppl yesterday night..

we eating n chit-chating at there again..
choy bought le 2 cakes..
1 chocolate 1 fruit..
huhu..dunno is ah choy ask geh or tat waiter so clever..
play de birthday song..

after tat eat cake lu..
took le quite number of pic..
but is not in my hand..
maybe can see at facebook ler..
waiting waiting~~

11 something wait ben d gf bac le we oso wan bac le..
but they say wait till 12..
while waiting..
those cbs..
play dao ntg to play..
call ppl n play..
it was super funny..
everyone laugh till....
haha..

finally reached 12 le..
sing le birthday song to ben den bac lu..
happy can bac with dear..

oh ya..forgot about d present..
erm..ben n dear receive d present mostly the same..
thanks yang n little..
bought us couple-t..
really thanks..
i love it much..
tis was wat i hope to get long long time ago..
but no chance to buy..

yesterday night was SUPER DUPER HAPPY...
hope my dear n ben oso feel happy...=)



finally..holidays comes to the end..
and now im in kampar..
and tomorrow second sem will starts ler..
hope everythings ok...and home-sick pls dun come n find me...thanks..
AND hope my dear and shan shan can successfully apply for the car sticker..


k lu..
bye bye..=)

* i love u my dear..
  hope to be with u forever..
  i hope u will like wat i done for u..
  muacks.. 

Friday, October 16, 2009

tak syok~~

Posted by Ebel at 8:54 PM 0 comments
i tak syok YOU!!!
blek...

gt my result last week..
1A..erm..considered ok ba...
i happy becoz my mass communication subject get an A..
tats wat i hope..
n my account,computer studies..pass..
huu...luckily la..
if failed..i really dunno wat to do....
thanks my 2 dear..yoong jen n shan shan..
teach me lotss in account...
if both of them din teach me..
i think i wont be able to get  B-..if just read by myself..
thanks u2 very very much..muacks...=)
i think my parent oso satisfied with my result ba..
even though not very good..

next sem must study hard more n more er..
i wan get higher gpa..
third sem i will have a subject tat i hate the MOST..
MATHEMATICS

i hate..
but how..hav to study oso..
i think second sem break need start study maths..
need help from u le..my dear..^^

today my lovely dear's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear..
i love u..muackss..
happy always er..=)

i tak syok someone..
but tak boleh cakap ><

sem break gonna end soon..
so fast..
first day still very sien..
but so fast left 3 days to go only...
going bac to kampar soon..
dunno ok or not..not dare to judge too earlier...^^
but tis holiday is the worst holiday i have..
doing ntg everyday..
one word..SIEN..

k ler..end here..
bye..=)


*wanna be with my dear..yj..forever..
 dun wanna to leave u..
 i love u very very much*

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Ebel at 6:16 PM 0 comments
very angry now...
super duper angry..
feel like wan kill someone...
shit...
hate..


just came bac..
went to yum cha with hui xin n pooi chee again..
same is on wednesday..
but tis time dear din go with me..
a bit sad..
but..
happy to chat with ji mui...
we are going bac to kampar tis sunday le..
pooi chee..take care urself lu.
wish to see u with a thinner size body next time when i see u^^


so fast..
have to go bac kampar le.
dunno is a good thing or not...


my dear birthday coming very very soon..
tis friday..
1016..his birthday...
i wish wat i do for him..
he will like it...
love u my dear^^
wish to be with him forever..
can..?


both leg still very pain..haiz..

ok ler..
bye =(

Thursday, October 8, 2009

wuu..happy WEDNESDAY..

Posted by Ebel at 1:14 PM 4 comments
09-10-2009
a very happy day...
for me n my ji mui..
and oso my lovely dear...

long time din see our best fren---pooi chee
so we went out yesterday..
went to 'lao di fang' (old place) beside oldtown kopitiam..
and then parade..

met jing wen n gaik see..
long time no see oo..

pooi chee n hui xin went to a shop named 'ai yi'
me n my dear jau go gai gai ler...hehe
after tat join hui xin them bac...
hui xin try jor many clothes there ler..
almost try jor 1 hour..
just in a same shop..haha
she so like 格子d clothes..

pooi chee gt tt de...
but ponteng becoz of us..
so wei da nia..(herself oso lazy to go geh)hehe
den ma go kopitiam eat lu...
my dear so da fang er...
yesterday whole day oso he belanja us eat de..
thanks dear oo...
chatting there....so funny er..
so happy...we chat till very happy...laugh non-stop geh..
haha...miss tat moment..

met yee ching...
our new fren in UTAR..
suprise^^
wear till so leng lui ha..

continue chatting there..
den go shopping again..
huixin go buy clothe again^^
so rich ha..

really so happy hang out with ji mui n dear ler..
thanks dear so much er..
normally if all gals hang out ..boys oso wont join de...especially if just a boy..
but my dear so good...pui me out..
love dear er..



love u all much much^^


wish to hang out with u all again oo...
miss^^
MUACKSS

* really happy...
* to have yj as my dear...caring me tat much..
* hui xin as my ji mui..study together in kampar..
* pooi chee as my ji mui...from form 2 till form 5..
  all the things happened between us..i wont forget..
  although we not meet each other tat much..
  but our friendship is never ending 1

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

1.31

Posted by Ebel at 1:41 AM 2 comments
now is already 1.31a.m le..
still haven sleep..
now considered early for me..(key siao,hokkien means gila)
haiz..sien la..
no wan to chat with..
especially him..
chat so less recently..maybe chat till ntg to chat le..
wat to do..haiz..
feel like we are 'fu meng yun yong'..
wanna meet each other oso tat hard..
who ask us dun have our own car..?
and we still under control of parent..
anything should ask for permission first..like tis sien lo..
now he is dota-ing...no chance to chat with de la..
boy always like tat...game,and thier hobbies always come first...
okie..boy is like tat..so we should accept lo..
or else...wat to do wor..?


actually ntg special d..just come n talk rubbish..
sien ma..

ok ler..
nite everyone..
sweet dreams...

Monday, October 5, 2009

= =

Posted by Ebel at 12:56 AM 0 comments
erm...wat to write leh..?
last friday went to feifei's d farewell le..
he is going to australia...to be a pilot...(nt so fast la,have to study first)= =
em..will miss him geh..be classmates 2 years le...although we r not really tat fren till gt chat 'sam si' but happy to know him oso..
take care of urself at there lu...
wish u all the best lu...


is feifei's farewell..but i just look like dating with my dear ler..
of course la..so hard only can meet..
me n dear..little n yang..bgee n choy(we force 1)..n hui xin.
she cham a bit ler..alone..
but finally gt a bubu..

not eat tat much...dunno wan to eat wat..
somemore tat thing so small la..
not syok at all..
must big like kampar d 2 in 1 de ma..
like tat only shuang ..

we chat more than eat...
yj n yang always talk something tat just they know n laugh..
sha sha d 2 ppl..talk non-stop geh..
choy baru pity ah..
haha..dunno how to describe..but i feel pity to him..

after  steamboat..went to hui xin house stay 1 night..
long time din go le..
still like tat..still tat big..lol (a bo..?hokkien)

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ntg to say much bout ta farewell le..
oh ya..before tat farewell..i went to another farewell in the afternoon...
which was held in school..
prefectorial board d farewell..
long time din go bac to poi lam le.
not change much..
still gt a fatty,annoying d jaga..
stupid her la..

actually not feel wan to go to school de..
just feel wan go out..
at home too sien d la..
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y our 'taste' so big different de..?
we like d things never same 1..


ok ler..end up here ler..

good night everyone..
good night my dear..
love u..

*sorry..becoz having bad mood when i write tis post

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

wuhuu...im bac

Posted by Ebel at 12:45 PM 5 comments
Im here again..
will be a long long post oo..coz will contain the things happened from long long time ago till now...
hehe..see..i said i will come bac de la...dunno when only ma^^
now having holidays er..sem break...wat a boring+ sien d sem break...
sien la...if u were me..u can un my feeling lo...
tis 14 weeks happened le many many things around me er...
gt happy de...unhappy de..n unforgetable d..
happy know a lot of new fren in utar...
although some are not really good as s2's d fren..cant even fight ah..haha
but they help me a lot too...
some even 'bou' tea for me when im having sore throat..(tat tim
e reli no sound but still go for bbq)
some help me in assignment...help me get a lot of marks..
some give happiness to us...
but now...our frenship seems like just hold for 14 weeks only...==
now all separate d lu..next sem will not be together again..
but thanks them too ler...have a lot of memory with them too...



erm..not really can adapt the life in kampar...
live alone..
everynight sure cry 1...haiz..
but really lucky tat i have my real dear YJ..my little LJ..my dear(shan)..
they always accompany me...little them will always ask me out makan together..
eat with them really happy de...altough ah yang n ben d mouth..hehe...i know ..u know...
just becoz like tat ..they really funny d..becoz they a
re from cb gang..almost every member of tis gang are quite funny de..hehe..my real dear is the leader oo ^^



uni life really not good as form five..
cant suka suka jau absent..(although i still will absent)
if absent must ask ppl sign for u lo...so u must at least fren with someone in ur class..lol
i hate go to campus for 1 or 2 hours den hav to go bac few hours and then go to campus again..
waste my bus ticket...
i take bus to campus d oo..
erm..not bad d..bus gt air-con wat..
the only not good is have to 'fight' with many ppl lo..
really many ppl d ah...n some of them will use thier big size body to push u away..hate
them..'dai jek dai sai' ah..?
since my cycling skills not really good..so i not dare cycle to campus ler...
i just dare cycling in westlake area...bad..there quite dangerous too de...so many cars...



ally tat fren la)since dunno when..we(me,little,shan,weng) calling each other 'mei nv'..hehe
of course we din call weng like tis la..just he call us like tis...
n everytime we met..sure will shout 'mei nv'..so fun...we not leng ma (exclude shan,she is leng lui) mai call shuang lo...
we know ma good lo...now all their classmates oso know le...they oso call me like tat...
i know i not leng la...read tis blog d ppl dun say so much there oo^^
we just call shuang only...
thier classmates very friendly d...so fast we become fren jor..(not really tat fren la)
but still attend ppl's birthday oo..have fun tat night too^^
AND they will be my classmates next sem too..haha
excited oo...
of course shan them oso same class with me le^^


SLOWLY de i become not tat close with my classmates le...
as i always together with shan them...happy er^^
n slowly de...i become so close with them ler..
stay at their warm warm house(at least better than mine 1)
play with them...they 'teach' me play sdo...
untill i addicted to sdo d..u guys bad^^
we play boy vs girl mode..lose le wear tis kind of funny things..weng is one of the pig..^^
almost 3 or 4 days like tat i will stay overnight at their house..
everyday sdo sdo n sdo...
if not sdo..den must be pps n pps..
somemore is sleep n sleep..
they like to sleep...like pig..wuhuu..
coz every night sleep with my piggy shan..now i oso become a bit pig d...learn form her d..
at their house...wont sleep before 2am...hehe
n now piggy shan is my second dear d...
of course my very first dear is CYJ la...wont change d^^



final coming tat time..
i still stay at thier house..
study together with them..
we study d 'look'^^



we so geng d..forget is who d idea le..
go sushi king study..geng bo..?
coz noon tat time super hot lo..den someone say go find a air-con place to study lo...
dunno y will think dao sushi king d..we say dao must do dao geh..
all fast fast change clothe jau go d wor..
but we really got study at there de..
of course got eat la..
our common favourite EGG MAYO(i recommend d oo) GOLDEN BALL(little recommend d)..
not only 1 time lo...we go there few times le...since tat day start..
every time we go..egg mayo n golden ball must be ordered..
n everytime our accountant---SHAN will keep the receipt...
n now we ate le 300++ d sushi le...just in 1 month oo..
so less hor..?we gt control ourselves d ma..
everytime no money geh..but say dao go sushi king..everyone seems like suddenly got money d oo...haha


SUSHI KING d power..

hav a lot of fun study at there..
ask each other question...




we not tat rich till can go there everyday la^^
will study at house too...
half study half play lo..
study le 1 hour like tat..
like study le whole day d..
must sdo 'a while' to 'relax' ourselves..lol..


relaxing himself..^^


tat time d life oo..?
sleep after 2,3 am like tat..
next day wake up at 1,2pm like tat..
go da bao..
come bac eat le study..
study le play..
play le sleep 'a while'
wake up le go eat ..
come bac study again...^^
wat a HEALTHY life style we have...lol

GOOD GOOD GOOD...


miss tat life style...
got 1 night more geng..
play till 2am like tat ..wan fetch weng go home le..
den i suggest go westlake..
really go le..play at there ..just we 3 ppl oo...
oso hav fun at there..
den yang call n say hungry..ask us da bao...
we dun wan..go bac...fetch them..
come out eat together..eat till 4 ..
go home...5 something only sleep..

oh ya..forgot le...
our favourite at mamak...BOOM...
1 week dunno BOOM le how many times le..^^
always say wan go boom d..syok^^

and 1 thing er..we start talk in hokkien...
funny...especially weng..his hokkien really...laugh sei u lo...
i wan go bac to kampar er...miss...


exam really start tat time sin know gan jeong..
really gt study..
somemore do pass year..
jun xian..shan them d classmates..be a tt teacher..
teach us econ..more understand after he explain to us..thanks him oo..
fight together d feel really good...


thanks my dear so so much...coz cycling to my house to pui me...
cycling really hard n tired de..

LOVE u..MY DEAR...



edit using hp d..dun laugh me oo..^^





really happy tat i have them lo..will treasure u all^^
thanks my piggy SHAN..hehe



here are some photo ler^^



saloon--shan washing weng's hair..one of the hair style..not dare to put so much^^



shan teaching mango maths..wuhuu..pro oo^^+new hair clips...




playing sdo oo^^




PROFESSIONAL OF SDO^^



THE END

thanks for reading^^

BYE BYE (*_*)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

not SUIT me...

Posted by Ebel at 8:06 PM 2 comments
write blog tis kind of thing really not suit me er..

i really very lazy to update my blog..

n no one wan to read my blog oso..haha

nvm ler...decide not to come and update for sometimes ler..

i think i more suit to read others ppl's blog ler..hehe

anyway...tis will be the last post for temporary....hehe

coz dunno when i will sot jor yao come update again de..

haha..move to kampar soon ler..

first time leaving my parent..even though not very far la..

but oso leaving ma..means not staying together..

dunno how de leh..?but must be so sien there ler...

i think i will miss home de...hehe..

just buy jor laptop..so happy to own a laptop...

will treasured it...

ok la..end here ba..

wish u all good luck..n ALL THE BEST in future..haha (sounds so serious)

BYE BYE....

Saturday, May 2, 2009

WELCOME BACK....

Posted by Ebel at 10:00 AM 0 comments

FINALLY my cousin come ler....

really long time din see her d ler...

bout 10 years ler...

my cousin is a japanese...coz my aunty married a japan guy...

last saturday..26 of apr..she came to malaysia..with her husband n daughter..

her daughter 3 years old only..super cute 1..

i like to play with her..even though i dunno how to communicate with her at all..
as she just know japanese..

my cousin came here for 1 week only er..

now she go bac d..really so fast ah..

she should stay here one more week de...

miss them er...especially MIHANNA--my cousin's daughter name..

she like to play ..like to talk..like to sing n dance..
















mybro,Mihanna n me.. Mihanna n me..


PEACE


yesterday my cousin went to Kl d ler..
before go kl..we have our breakfast together...

after breakfast my parent bring them to kl ..when we say goodbye..

my cousin cry er..coz we really hard to see each other de..

den i oso cry..coz i cant tahan d...i see her cry i oso feel wanna cry d..

really不舍得them.

DUNNO WHEN ONLY CAN SEE THEM AGAIN...
YUKI sister ..take care ya..
welcome bac to malaysia again..

from left to right..

my dad's elder sis..YUKI--my cousin..my cousin's husband..my grandma..my dad's younger sis..my grandfather..AND the little girl MIHANA...

photo take at 三保洞。。。

Saturday, April 11, 2009

SIEN + FREE

Posted by Ebel at 11:21 AM 0 comments
stopped working for 3 days only ...
i feel like going bac to the day i just finished my SPM...
everyday doing the same things...
but ...within 3 days i already went out for 2 days ...geng leh..?
tuesday i stopped working d..wednesday i jau go out with hui xin n pooi chee d..
we went to jusco den parade...1 day went for 2 places...
actually we go jusco just have our brunch only..
den we go parade..tat hui xin sha po..said wan go try the cloth wor..
she try 1 ..pooi chee try 1...same cloth same size(free size) just different colour only..
haha..something very miracle happened d..haha...just me hui xin n pooi chee know wat had happened only..

thursday i so guai..stay at home...
coz no one invite me go out ma..
hehe
yesterday hui xin ask me go her student's school sport day..
we reached there around 10 like tat..
haha...saw all the little children take part in the competiton...
they really so cute la..
so happy to see cute children or baby...
sometimes really feel like wanna go take photo with those cute cute de children..
but how wor..?ppl dunno u ..u go take photo ah..?siao siao...
i remember tat day i working in the hotel..
a very cute n handsome boy always call me 'jie jie' when he saw me..
so happy..
somemore gt a baby...smile n wave his small small hand to me..
he saying goodbye to me..hehe....
tat oso a part of happy memory working in the hotel...

haiz..i very free now..if u all go out can invite me oso ler..
feel like wan to go out with frens everyday..hehe....
but now i lack of money er..hehe...
or u wan come my house oso can de..
welcome welcome...

okay la..end up here...

BYE..see u ....

happy saturday to everyone...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Monday, December 28, 2009

tak happyyyyyyy

is not really happy recently..
happy where r u..?
where r u..?
im finding you..
haiz..
sien er..
dear miss you so much er..
actually ntg much to talk about..

bubye..

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

crying =(

i am damn miss u now..
is damn damn damn miss you..
how ah..yoong jen..
i really miss u..
haiz..
T.T

Friday, December 18, 2009

ipppoh...

at ipoh now..
just came bac nia..^^
tot he will not come bac since tat was wat he told me..
but then he changed his mind yesterday n for sure i wil follow him bac..
feeling weird..
dunno wat is in his mind..

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read her blog...
actually i not really know her..
just know her name..
is fren's fren..
erm..
since i ntg to do last night..
(ei..actually got lotzz of thing waiting me to do lo)

i dun understand wat actually a guy's mind..
as they are really weird..
girls are never know wat they are thinking..

u love a person but then u wanna break up ur realtionship with the one u love..
is this logic..?
or they having some problem that we dunno..
maybe..
however..
this is not my business and i shouldn't give so much opinion in tat case..

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is online at cousin's house now...
mummy daddy..when only u wan set wireless in our house ah..
im waiting ler..
i wan online in my room..
whenever i wan..


tats all la..
bubey..?^^

Thursday, December 17, 2009

WHY???????????

y ah..?
i dun wan to lose my room..
i wan bac my room..
tat is my room..
pls..give me bac..
haiz...
sien ah..
dear is not going bac tis week..
haiz..
i oso feel dun wan go bac..
first..
there is no room for me..
second..
i go bac jau cant online d..
since broadband expired d..
haiz..
but yao cant stay at here..
haiz,..
im sure very miss u de lo..
haiz..
haiz..
haiz..
no mood..
bad mood..
u fast fast come la..
i miss u ah..

Thursday, December 10, 2009

mix mix...

like long time din update le..
recently..here d line is very bad..
always need refresh n dc..
haiz..

tis week really busy er..
but finally..
everything is over..
now left sociology midterm..
n a lot of assignment..
n presentation..
sien...

today..
my dear piggy shan's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ah pig..^^
muackss...

tuesday night..
my head pain like hell..
stomach pain..
feel wan vomit..
dear come n take care me..
he is really a good bf..
i know he really worry me..
he so tired..n yet..
stil wan wait me sleep le den only sleep..
how good is him..
is very touch tat night..
thanks dear so so so so so so much..

yesterday night had a little argue with dear..
but at last oso ntg le..
my dear..sick le..
fever..
i so worry him now..
seriously worry him..
he sick le ..
but i can do ntg..
am i useles..?
haiz..
really hope sick de is me..
n hope my dear can get well as fast as possible..!!
dear..i love u ..
anything remember must tell me..
muackss..

wat i wan to say is..
we all are 18 years old d..
dun everything oso blame on ppl..
cant u use ur mouth to ask..?
still say till like tis..
have u ever think of ppl who is really work so much..?
i dunno..
use ur brain n think..

Saturday, December 5, 2009

down

i am down now..
is crying hard again..
i like to cry..?
maybe..
after i cry i feel better..

we facing a lot of stress now..
especially him..
assignment n exam...
he decided to do himself the assignment..
he feel stress..
exhausted..
i can understand him..
i hope him can manage his thing well..
i feel sad see him like tat..
i just hope to see him happy..

he called me..
thanks..
is more than enough...
when i know u r ok...

i wan to be strong..
hardworking a bit..
if my parent know i cry like tat..
sure they will hurt..


night..

Thursday, December 3, 2009

happy birthday^^

1st of december...
my big big day..

28-11-2009
night..
my dad suggest celebrate my birthday earlier..
since i cant go bac on tuesday..
i really touch u know..
something happened in the morning..
but stil my dad suggest celebrate for me..
i cried becoz i did wrong thing..
i cried becoz is very touch..
i cried becoz i know my dad very sayang me..
dad bought cake n kfc..

30-11-2009
night had a celebration with
my dear--yoong jen, shan, weng, choy, jien, yang, nono, ckk, choon meng,kai xuan
at 2 in 1 near tesco tat 1..
steamboat..
happy..^^

dear n shan planned a lot for my birthday..
sing birthday song..
eat cake there..
received present..
happy..^^

go bac le..
kena tipu again..
shan say she stomachache..
den she go bac sms all our classmates..
n when i reach home..they oso reach d..
surprise..^^
they sing birthday song n we eat cake again..
neighbour gave me few slices of cake since they know is my birthday..
but until now i not even touch..sorry ha..

dear come pui me tat night..
love dear so much..
can pass my birthday with my beloved bao bei dear..

1-12-2009
night kena tipu again..
i ask jian le come teach me web page design d practical..
but then they come celebrate for me..
i really dunno if jian le din send wrong msg..
jian le..u too clever la..haha...^^
but oso feel surprise la..
coz i really never expect they will come celebrate for me..
they sing birthday song n we eat cake again..^^

2-12-2009
night..
last sem classmates come celebrate with me after exam..
they bought a cake n we eat cake again..^^

wat i want to say is..
THANKS
thanks for everything..
first time i received so many present..
first time i had 5 cakes for my birthday..


I HAD A GREAT 18 WITH YOU ALL...

thanks my dear so so much...

2nd cake bought by dear,shan,choy,jien,yang,weng,ckk,nono,choon meng,kai xuan



dear n me..^^



1st cake bought by dad..^^


sis n bro bought me present..^^
 

   3rd cake bought by hui xin(ji mui),jian le,wai hong,william,shan shan..^^


pendrive from cousin

 
from choy..



from nono..



from yang n jien...



from ckk..



from hui xin,ben,shan,weng,yekey,n TA 11 classmates..



last..from my lovely dear..muacks..




Monday, November 30, 2009

^^

huu..i feel relief now..
thanks..
hope everyday will be like tis..^^

Friday, November 27, 2009

simple

i just wan simple life..
khoo ebel..
can u pls dun care so much thing..
it is so suffer..
tat day my heart really broke..
broke into how many pieces..?
i dunno..
but it is very suffer tat night..



soemtimes i feel suffer..
i wish to start all over my life..
but my family how..?
him..
how..?
i dunno..
im ok currently..
but for next week..
how am i going to face again..?
i hope i dun care n think too much again..



i am blind for now on..
i am deaf..
thanks..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

back

just bac from kl last night...
went to kl to attend relative's wedding dinner..
3 days 2 night..
quite happy..
almost all members of the family were went to kl..
include my aunt n cousin sister n her daughter...
stayed in MELIA..
i like hotel..^^
went to ISETAN,PAVILLION N TIMES SQUARE..
bought something for myself..
shirt..shorts pants..formal skirt..
is having sales in kl now..
quite cheap..

the wedding dinner..
is a large number of ppl..
never see many ppl attending wedding dinner..
80++ tables...
i tables for 10 ppl..
i think is 800 ++ ppl tat night..
is so grand..
bride is so beautiful..
but groom is ok ok only..
n he was like 'gao gao zan'..
see how he sit n the way he talk..
have a bad image in most our's mind..
somemore the MC..
was totally BAD..
english bad..
chinese bad..
wat oso bad..
talk nonsense there..
uncle..ppl wedding dinner la..

i hope u can know the truth 1 day..

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

BLUR!!!!!!!!

ei..i very blur lo..
is super super blur ah...
y suddenly u 2 stop everything..?
like angry me..
not like..is angry me..
but i dunno wat i did wrong leh..
im thinking everyday...
y will like tat de...
really think everyday..
coz i really feel weird..
n I WAN TO KNOW..!!
can u 2 tell me..?
pls let me know la..
tell le baru angry ok..?
if i really did anything wrong to both of you..
i really sorry..
but i really dunno wat i did wrong er...
i feel wan to ask both of u..
but i not dare..
really not dare..but
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW AH!!!!!!!!!

i will very appreciate if both of u let me know..
u can angry me hate me..
but at least let me know THE REASON..ok..?
is it ok..?

Friday, November 13, 2009

photos....




most lovely d lecturer..we love her very much^^

a big fish found in westlake^^

first time see ppl use fireworks to celebrate birthday..
wonder where they buy it...

so cute d bun...


grey colour-i buy for dear
purple colour-dear buy for me..nice..^^


new house = lovely home


dining table tat choose by me^^

tats all..^^

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Miss~~

seriously..i miss my daddy mummy leh...
last week din go bac...
like long time din see them le..
miss my house..
miss my room..
miss my bed..
my toilet..
dunno ok le ma..
i love my room so so much..
my toilet^^
my bed...
is very comfortable..
kampar d bed oso not bad lo..
tis few days oso quite shu fu 1..
i gt my 'xiang xiang' d blanket..
im proud of it..
so many ppl like tat 'wei dao'
hehe..of coz myself..
love it much..

ipoh house d bed.^^
kampar 1 is dinosaur d..^^


gt class later..
sien lo....

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

***********

i used to be update my blog so frequently..
coz im too boring..
im alone most of the time..
unhappy things happened..
no one can accompany me 24 hours..
blog..
laptop..
are the only things accompany me..

just wake from nightmare n took a bath...
the nightmare is quite scary..
n after bath i feel quite comfortable..
i like d feeling after hav a bath..
is very 'shu fu'..
was sent a msg to him..
but still not yet receive his reply..
dunno wat he doing leh..
before sleep..was sms with him..
realise tat he really gt a lot of pressure..
especially driving stuff..
i know he really feel hurt..
dear..i sam tong..
i cried when u tell me tat u feel hurt..
u seldom tell me tat u feel hurt..

dun feel hurt...
im always here to sayang u bac..
anything just tell me..
eventhough i cant do anything..
but at least i can sayang u bac..
i feel happy tat u tell me all tis..
i love u dear...

dear dun so scare ler..
i give confident to u..
u give urself too..
actually ur driving skills is far more better than me..
really..
trust urself..
practice more..
im sure u can..

and ah..i really miss u er..
u gt miss me or not er..?

P.R.I.

u r not here when i need u so much..
i know we r impossible to meet each other everyday..
impossible u come my house every night...
i know de..
i understand..
but sometimes i really need you..
seriously..
tis few days i really not happy..
eventhough laugh till how but whenever im alone..
i will think of u..
think of something..
i used to be alone sometimes...
i like to be alone..
especially when i wan cry out loud..
cry out all my sadness..
i know u dun like i cry..
i know cry will make ppl feel fan..
i know all tis..
so i prefer to cry when im alone..
dun ask me anything..
i oso dunno y wan cry..
maybe i too sad..
too many unhappy things happen..
the only way to make me feel better is CRY..
very miss u..
feel wan go find u sometimes..
no matter how..
walk..
cycle or wat..
i just feel wan to see u..

i know u r busy...
go for class..
assignment..
exam..
under a lot of pressure as u said...
so dun care wat i say here..
if u read it..
actually i oso dunno u know my blog or not..
really dun care..
i just write out my feelings..
maybe tis is a way to let me 'fa xie'..

i wish to be a good gf for you..
i dun wan be a gf tat will make u feel annoying..
i wish to be a fren tat u all feel ok..
but i dunno how u all think bout me...
for someone..i knew the answer..
but for someone..i really dunno wat u all thinking..
maybe i did something wrong..
i dont know..
pls tell me if i do so..
if not i will not improve..
dun suddenly stop everything..
i will suffer...
thanks..

u always say u useless..
i dun like u say like tat..
if i say like tat..u sure scold me..
i really dun like u say like tat..
ya..maybe u r not perfect..
no one is perfect in this world..
but u r the best for me..
really..
i told u many times d..
hope u will trust me..
i feel tat u always just trust or has confident in wat ur fren say..
pls trust me oso..
try do wat i tell u..
i wont harm u..
i love you..
i hope u everything oso ok..

Cheong Yoong Jen

you are the only one...
i gt tat feeling..
you are the only one..
i love..
love forever...
you are the only one..
i write..
for you..
just for you..

miss you

Friday, October 30, 2009

simply write..

just bac from kampar...
bac together with dear er..
yang fetch us..
n we went to parade 'gai gai' a while..^^

tis whole week actually not really happy..
dunno wat feeling is tat..
n will worry every single little things..
tired..
really dunno y will like tat..

yesterday night went to celebrate a quite new fren,mango's birthday..
they all so co-operate to give her a surprise..
feel sorry to shan..
coz say le wan sleep there but at last went bac to my house...
coz my dear coming to pui me..
im berat bf more than fren..
yea..i admit..
but its very hard for me to meet my dear..
so i really dun wish to miss the chance..
shan is so good..
thanks ya...^^

tat's all for now^^

love Cheong Yoong Jen..
muacks,.
hope we can together forever..
miss u..

Monday, October 26, 2009

tis is wat called---human

==
wat title is tat..?
duno...found out tat human really 'fan jin'
how come say like tat..?
for example,when we are having schooling days..we hope holidays come faster..
but when we having holidays..we hope to have schooling days..isn't it..?

when im in ipoh i hope to go bac to kampar..
when im in kampar...i hope to go bac to my lovely home..
tis is wat so called---'fan jin'

haiz..tis few days seems like having bad luck..
not only me..
my fren too...
cant get car sticker..
regist the wrong timetable..
love problem..
me too..having such pro..

its freaking damn suffer when its come to me..
i hate those feeling..
really feel wanna die..
its really suffer..u know..?

something happened yesterday..
its very serious for me..
hope it wont happen ANYMORE..
im very serious..
its deep inside my heart...
its hurt me a lot..
heart bleeding..
who knows...?

now is almost 1a.m.
and yet he still not yet reply me..
im worry..
ya..u 18 already...
but as ur gf..i still will worry..
at least reply me...
let me know tat u r safe..then its more than enough d...
but still..the phone never show ur name..
sad...

is guys really hate gals jealous..?
y will hate.?
feel 'fan' ?
feel tat ur gf not trust..?
or just simply feel hate..?
To guys: who read tis post..feel free to reply my question..
To gals:if u know..u oso can answer ..

just feel wan to know..thanks..

but sometimes gals are not really simply jealous 1..
pls try to understand gals..
try stand at our side and think...
guys do jealous sometime..
so..its not fair..
when gals jealous..
n guys hate it..

i really love u
pls dun do tat to me anymore
my heart cant stand it
its hurt
thanks for all u've done
love u ever

Friday, October 23, 2009

first week......

completed first week of second sem..
ntg special..
but many things need to worry..
sien ah..haiz..
'fan' enough..
many problem need to be solved asap...


wat problem..?
first..shan cant get the car sticker..
stupid utar
stupid fatty officer..
second..we wrongly registered web page design d class for shan..sorry shan...=(
now need to write letter n request to change..
hope can succesfully be approved..
haiz...
really 'fan' ah..
dun wan list out d..
coz now really 'fan'..


hard to be happy..
tat day after know tat we cant get the car sticker..
we went to A box..
'fa xie'
sing loudly...
shout loudly...

such a small little mic..



its time to release!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

new sem~~~

started my new sem with shan shan,little n weng...
happy nia =)
laugh non-stop from the begining of lecture till the end of lecture..
dunno laugh wat geh..
little bit thing oso can laugh non-stop..
hope everyday oso like tat..=)


first day had lecture for writing for business n writing for mass comm....
sien~~~
writing for business was ok..but its very hard..
first lecture already like tat..how to continue it..?
its something write essay..
but its for business purpose...
no interest...
next
writing for mass comm..
it was freaking sien....
n i hate tat lecturer much..
how old are u..?
eventhough u r young..
but u r a lecturer..
pls dun be so childish lo..
haiz..
hope tutorial not teach by her..
pls..i dun wan..
feel like wanna kill her..


second day = today had lecture for management studies..
so far so good..
i love tat lecturer..
the way she teach ...
we can understand easily..


haiz..no chance to meet my dear..
i know its not a good choice if i choose same timetable with him..
but..now oso cant meet..
sometime just feel like..
erm..dunno how to say...

hope little can be more happy..
we are always be ur side..
dun think too much le..
everything just let it 'shun qi zi ran'
we cant control tis kind of thing de..
just try ur best..

* really wan to be with u forever..
  pls dun leave me alone..
  i need u all the time...
  i love u..
  u r the only 1...

Sunday, October 18, 2009

happy nightzz =)

yesterday night went to mp (small tat 1)
celebrate MY DEAR n BEN d birthday..
very happy becoz can meet dear again..
n n n...first time celebrate my dear's birthday with him...
11 ppl attented...
me,dear (yj),little,her bebe(yang),my xiao shan,choy,rabbit,hui xin,jian le,ben  n his gf...
happy happy neh..=)
my dad help me booked d place..
but actually no need book oso can..
coz not tat many ppl yesterday night..

we eating n chit-chating at there again..
choy bought le 2 cakes..
1 chocolate 1 fruit..
huhu..dunno is ah choy ask geh or tat waiter so clever..
play de birthday song..

after tat eat cake lu..
took le quite number of pic..
but is not in my hand..
maybe can see at facebook ler..
waiting waiting~~

11 something wait ben d gf bac le we oso wan bac le..
but they say wait till 12..
while waiting..
those cbs..
play dao ntg to play..
call ppl n play..
it was super funny..
everyone laugh till....
haha..

finally reached 12 le..
sing le birthday song to ben den bac lu..
happy can bac with dear..

oh ya..forgot about d present..
erm..ben n dear receive d present mostly the same..
thanks yang n little..
bought us couple-t..
really thanks..
i love it much..
tis was wat i hope to get long long time ago..
but no chance to buy..

yesterday night was SUPER DUPER HAPPY...
hope my dear n ben oso feel happy...=)



finally..holidays comes to the end..
and now im in kampar..
and tomorrow second sem will starts ler..
hope everythings ok...and home-sick pls dun come n find me...thanks..
AND hope my dear and shan shan can successfully apply for the car sticker..


k lu..
bye bye..=)

* i love u my dear..
  hope to be with u forever..
  i hope u will like wat i done for u..
  muacks.. 

Friday, October 16, 2009

tak syok~~

i tak syok YOU!!!
blek...

gt my result last week..
1A..erm..considered ok ba...
i happy becoz my mass communication subject get an A..
tats wat i hope..
n my account,computer studies..pass..
huu...luckily la..
if failed..i really dunno wat to do....
thanks my 2 dear..yoong jen n shan shan..
teach me lotss in account...
if both of them din teach me..
i think i wont be able to get  B-..if just read by myself..
thanks u2 very very much..muacks...=)
i think my parent oso satisfied with my result ba..
even though not very good..

next sem must study hard more n more er..
i wan get higher gpa..
third sem i will have a subject tat i hate the MOST..
MATHEMATICS

i hate..
but how..hav to study oso..
i think second sem break need start study maths..
need help from u le..my dear..^^

today my lovely dear's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear..
i love u..muackss..
happy always er..=)

i tak syok someone..
but tak boleh cakap ><

sem break gonna end soon..
so fast..
first day still very sien..
but so fast left 3 days to go only...
going bac to kampar soon..
dunno ok or not..not dare to judge too earlier...^^
but tis holiday is the worst holiday i have..
doing ntg everyday..
one word..SIEN..

k ler..end here..
bye..=)


*wanna be with my dear..yj..forever..
 dun wanna to leave u..
 i love u very very much*

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

very angry now...
super duper angry..
feel like wan kill someone...
shit...
hate..


just came bac..
went to yum cha with hui xin n pooi chee again..
same is on wednesday..
but tis time dear din go with me..
a bit sad..
but..
happy to chat with ji mui...
we are going bac to kampar tis sunday le..
pooi chee..take care urself lu.
wish to see u with a thinner size body next time when i see u^^


so fast..
have to go bac kampar le.
dunno is a good thing or not...


my dear birthday coming very very soon..
tis friday..
1016..his birthday...
i wish wat i do for him..
he will like it...
love u my dear^^
wish to be with him forever..
can..?


both leg still very pain..haiz..

ok ler..
bye =(

Thursday, October 8, 2009

wuu..happy WEDNESDAY..

09-10-2009
a very happy day...
for me n my ji mui..
and oso my lovely dear...

long time din see our best fren---pooi chee
so we went out yesterday..
went to 'lao di fang' (old place) beside oldtown kopitiam..
and then parade..

met jing wen n gaik see..
long time no see oo..

pooi chee n hui xin went to a shop named 'ai yi'
me n my dear jau go gai gai ler...hehe
after tat join hui xin them bac...
hui xin try jor many clothes there ler..
almost try jor 1 hour..
just in a same shop..haha
she so like 格子d clothes..

pooi chee gt tt de...
but ponteng becoz of us..
so wei da nia..(herself oso lazy to go geh)hehe
den ma go kopitiam eat lu...
my dear so da fang er...
yesterday whole day oso he belanja us eat de..
thanks dear oo...
chatting there....so funny er..
so happy...we chat till very happy...laugh non-stop geh..
haha...miss tat moment..

met yee ching...
our new fren in UTAR..
suprise^^
wear till so leng lui ha..

continue chatting there..
den go shopping again..
huixin go buy clothe again^^
so rich ha..

really so happy hang out with ji mui n dear ler..
thanks dear so much er..
normally if all gals hang out ..boys oso wont join de...especially if just a boy..
but my dear so good...pui me out..
love dear er..



love u all much much^^


wish to hang out with u all again oo...
miss^^
MUACKSS

* really happy...
* to have yj as my dear...caring me tat much..
* hui xin as my ji mui..study together in kampar..
* pooi chee as my ji mui...from form 2 till form 5..
  all the things happened between us..i wont forget..
  although we not meet each other tat much..
  but our friendship is never ending 1

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

1.31

now is already 1.31a.m le..
still haven sleep..
now considered early for me..(key siao,hokkien means gila)
haiz..sien la..
no wan to chat with..
especially him..
chat so less recently..maybe chat till ntg to chat le..
wat to do..haiz..
feel like we are 'fu meng yun yong'..
wanna meet each other oso tat hard..
who ask us dun have our own car..?
and we still under control of parent..
anything should ask for permission first..like tis sien lo..
now he is dota-ing...no chance to chat with de la..
boy always like tat...game,and thier hobbies always come first...
okie..boy is like tat..so we should accept lo..
or else...wat to do wor..?


actually ntg special d..just come n talk rubbish..
sien ma..

ok ler..
nite everyone..
sweet dreams...

Monday, October 5, 2009

= =

erm...wat to write leh..?
last friday went to feifei's d farewell le..
he is going to australia...to be a pilot...(nt so fast la,have to study first)= =
em..will miss him geh..be classmates 2 years le...although we r not really tat fren till gt chat 'sam si' but happy to know him oso..
take care of urself at there lu...
wish u all the best lu...


is feifei's farewell..but i just look like dating with my dear ler..
of course la..so hard only can meet..
me n dear..little n yang..bgee n choy(we force 1)..n hui xin.
she cham a bit ler..alone..
but finally gt a bubu..

not eat tat much...dunno wan to eat wat..
somemore tat thing so small la..
not syok at all..
must big like kampar d 2 in 1 de ma..
like tat only shuang ..

we chat more than eat...
yj n yang always talk something tat just they know n laugh..
sha sha d 2 ppl..talk non-stop geh..
choy baru pity ah..
haha..dunno how to describe..but i feel pity to him..

after  steamboat..went to hui xin house stay 1 night..
long time din go le..
still like tat..still tat big..lol (a bo..?hokkien)

===================================================================

ntg to say much bout ta farewell le..
oh ya..before tat farewell..i went to another farewell in the afternoon...
which was held in school..
prefectorial board d farewell..
long time din go bac to poi lam le.
not change much..
still gt a fatty,annoying d jaga..
stupid her la..

actually not feel wan to go to school de..
just feel wan go out..
at home too sien d la..
=======================================================================

y our 'taste' so big different de..?
we like d things never same 1..


ok ler..end up here ler..

good night everyone..
good night my dear..
love u..

*sorry..becoz having bad mood when i write tis post

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

wuhuu...im bac

Im here again..
will be a long long post oo..coz will contain the things happened from long long time ago till now...
hehe..see..i said i will come bac de la...dunno when only ma^^
now having holidays er..sem break...wat a boring+ sien d sem break...
sien la...if u were me..u can un my feeling lo...
tis 14 weeks happened le many many things around me er...
gt happy de...unhappy de..n unforgetable d..
happy know a lot of new fren in utar...
although some are not really good as s2's d fren..cant even fight ah..haha
but they help me a lot too...
some even 'bou' tea for me when im having sore throat..(tat tim
e reli no sound but still go for bbq)
some help me in assignment...help me get a lot of marks..
some give happiness to us...
but now...our frenship seems like just hold for 14 weeks only...==
now all separate d lu..next sem will not be together again..
but thanks them too ler...have a lot of memory with them too...



erm..not really can adapt the life in kampar...
live alone..
everynight sure cry 1...haiz..
but really lucky tat i have my real dear YJ..my little LJ..my dear(shan)..
they always accompany me...little them will always ask me out makan together..
eat with them really happy de...altough ah yang n ben d mouth..hehe...i know ..u know...
just becoz like tat ..they really funny d..becoz they a
re from cb gang..almost every member of tis gang are quite funny de..hehe..my real dear is the leader oo ^^



uni life really not good as form five..
cant suka suka jau absent..(although i still will absent)
if absent must ask ppl sign for u lo...so u must at least fren with someone in ur class..lol
i hate go to campus for 1 or 2 hours den hav to go bac few hours and then go to campus again..
waste my bus ticket...
i take bus to campus d oo..
erm..not bad d..bus gt air-con wat..
the only not good is have to 'fight' with many ppl lo..
really many ppl d ah...n some of them will use thier big size body to push u away..hate
them..'dai jek dai sai' ah..?
since my cycling skills not really good..so i not dare cycle to campus ler...
i just dare cycling in westlake area...bad..there quite dangerous too de...so many cars...



ally tat fren la)since dunno when..we(me,little,shan,weng) calling each other 'mei nv'..hehe
of course we din call weng like tis la..just he call us like tis...
n everytime we met..sure will shout 'mei nv'..so fun...we not leng ma (exclude shan,she is leng lui) mai call shuang lo...
we know ma good lo...now all their classmates oso know le...they oso call me like tat...
i know i not leng la...read tis blog d ppl dun say so much there oo^^
we just call shuang only...
thier classmates very friendly d...so fast we become fren jor..(not really tat fren la)
but still attend ppl's birthday oo..have fun tat night too^^
AND they will be my classmates next sem too..haha
excited oo...
of course shan them oso same class with me le^^


SLOWLY de i become not tat close with my classmates le...
as i always together with shan them...happy er^^
n slowly de...i become so close with them ler..
stay at their warm warm house(at least better than mine 1)
play with them...they 'teach' me play sdo...
untill i addicted to sdo d..u guys bad^^
we play boy vs girl mode..lose le wear tis kind of funny things..weng is one of the pig..^^
almost 3 or 4 days like tat i will stay overnight at their house..
everyday sdo sdo n sdo...
if not sdo..den must be pps n pps..
somemore is sleep n sleep..
they like to sleep...like pig..wuhuu..
coz every night sleep with my piggy shan..now i oso become a bit pig d...learn form her d..
at their house...wont sleep before 2am...hehe
n now piggy shan is my second dear d...
of course my very first dear is CYJ la...wont change d^^



final coming tat time..
i still stay at thier house..
study together with them..
we study d 'look'^^



we so geng d..forget is who d idea le..
go sushi king study..geng bo..?
coz noon tat time super hot lo..den someone say go find a air-con place to study lo...
dunno y will think dao sushi king d..we say dao must do dao geh..
all fast fast change clothe jau go d wor..
but we really got study at there de..
of course got eat la..
our common favourite EGG MAYO(i recommend d oo) GOLDEN BALL(little recommend d)..
not only 1 time lo...we go there few times le...since tat day start..
every time we go..egg mayo n golden ball must be ordered..
n everytime our accountant---SHAN will keep the receipt...
n now we ate le 300++ d sushi le...just in 1 month oo..
so less hor..?we gt control ourselves d ma..
everytime no money geh..but say dao go sushi king..everyone seems like suddenly got money d oo...haha


SUSHI KING d power..

hav a lot of fun study at there..
ask each other question...




we not tat rich till can go there everyday la^^
will study at house too...
half study half play lo..
study le 1 hour like tat..
like study le whole day d..
must sdo 'a while' to 'relax' ourselves..lol..


relaxing himself..^^


tat time d life oo..?
sleep after 2,3 am like tat..
next day wake up at 1,2pm like tat..
go da bao..
come bac eat le study..
study le play..
play le sleep 'a while'
wake up le go eat ..
come bac study again...^^
wat a HEALTHY life style we have...lol

GOOD GOOD GOOD...


miss tat life style...
got 1 night more geng..
play till 2am like tat ..wan fetch weng go home le..
den i suggest go westlake..
really go le..play at there ..just we 3 ppl oo...
oso hav fun at there..
den yang call n say hungry..ask us da bao...
we dun wan..go bac...fetch them..
come out eat together..eat till 4 ..
go home...5 something only sleep..

oh ya..forgot le...
our favourite at mamak...BOOM...
1 week dunno BOOM le how many times le..^^
always say wan go boom d..syok^^

and 1 thing er..we start talk in hokkien...
funny...especially weng..his hokkien really...laugh sei u lo...
i wan go bac to kampar er...miss...


exam really start tat time sin know gan jeong..
really gt study..
somemore do pass year..
jun xian..shan them d classmates..be a tt teacher..
teach us econ..more understand after he explain to us..thanks him oo..
fight together d feel really good...


thanks my dear so so much...coz cycling to my house to pui me...
cycling really hard n tired de..

LOVE u..MY DEAR...



edit using hp d..dun laugh me oo..^^





really happy tat i have them lo..will treasure u all^^
thanks my piggy SHAN..hehe



here are some photo ler^^



saloon--shan washing weng's hair..one of the hair style..not dare to put so much^^



shan teaching mango maths..wuhuu..pro oo^^+new hair clips...




playing sdo oo^^




PROFESSIONAL OF SDO^^



THE END

thanks for reading^^

BYE BYE (*_*)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

not SUIT me...

write blog tis kind of thing really not suit me er..

i really very lazy to update my blog..

n no one wan to read my blog oso..haha

nvm ler...decide not to come and update for sometimes ler..

i think i more suit to read others ppl's blog ler..hehe

anyway...tis will be the last post for temporary....hehe

coz dunno when i will sot jor yao come update again de..

haha..move to kampar soon ler..

first time leaving my parent..even though not very far la..

but oso leaving ma..means not staying together..

dunno how de leh..?but must be so sien there ler...

i think i will miss home de...hehe..

just buy jor laptop..so happy to own a laptop...

will treasured it...

ok la..end here ba..

wish u all good luck..n ALL THE BEST in future..haha (sounds so serious)

BYE BYE....

Saturday, May 2, 2009

WELCOME BACK....


FINALLY my cousin come ler....

really long time din see her d ler...

bout 10 years ler...

my cousin is a japanese...coz my aunty married a japan guy...

last saturday..26 of apr..she came to malaysia..with her husband n daughter..

her daughter 3 years old only..super cute 1..

i like to play with her..even though i dunno how to communicate with her at all..
as she just know japanese..

my cousin came here for 1 week only er..

now she go bac d..really so fast ah..

she should stay here one more week de...

miss them er...especially MIHANNA--my cousin's daughter name..

she like to play ..like to talk..like to sing n dance..
















mybro,Mihanna n me.. Mihanna n me..


PEACE


yesterday my cousin went to Kl d ler..
before go kl..we have our breakfast together...

after breakfast my parent bring them to kl ..when we say goodbye..

my cousin cry er..coz we really hard to see each other de..

den i oso cry..coz i cant tahan d...i see her cry i oso feel wanna cry d..

really不舍得them.

DUNNO WHEN ONLY CAN SEE THEM AGAIN...
YUKI sister ..take care ya..
welcome bac to malaysia again..

from left to right..

my dad's elder sis..YUKI--my cousin..my cousin's husband..my grandma..my dad's younger sis..my grandfather..AND the little girl MIHANA...

photo take at 三保洞。。。

Saturday, April 11, 2009

SIEN + FREE

stopped working for 3 days only ...
i feel like going bac to the day i just finished my SPM...
everyday doing the same things...
but ...within 3 days i already went out for 2 days ...geng leh..?
tuesday i stopped working d..wednesday i jau go out with hui xin n pooi chee d..
we went to jusco den parade...1 day went for 2 places...
actually we go jusco just have our brunch only..
den we go parade..tat hui xin sha po..said wan go try the cloth wor..
she try 1 ..pooi chee try 1...same cloth same size(free size) just different colour only..
haha..something very miracle happened d..haha...just me hui xin n pooi chee know wat had happened only..

thursday i so guai..stay at home...
coz no one invite me go out ma..
hehe
yesterday hui xin ask me go her student's school sport day..
we reached there around 10 like tat..
haha...saw all the little children take part in the competiton...
they really so cute la..
so happy to see cute children or baby...
sometimes really feel like wanna go take photo with those cute cute de children..
but how wor..?ppl dunno u ..u go take photo ah..?siao siao...
i remember tat day i working in the hotel..
a very cute n handsome boy always call me 'jie jie' when he saw me..
so happy..
somemore gt a baby...smile n wave his small small hand to me..
he saying goodbye to me..hehe....
tat oso a part of happy memory working in the hotel...

haiz..i very free now..if u all go out can invite me oso ler..
feel like wan to go out with frens everyday..hehe....
but now i lack of money er..hehe...
or u wan come my house oso can de..
welcome welcome...

okay la..end up here...

BYE..see u ....

happy saturday to everyone...
 

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