Anyone can console me..?

everything not going smoothly this few days..
i dunno what happen..i just like so dao mei...
bill haven pay..haven register..timetable dunno yet..
still not sure whether the bill can be pay by tomorrow or not..
argue with him..

dear♥..
im not mean that tat is not a problem..
i just dun wan u fan for the things that haven come..
im so sorry for make u so angry again..

i am such a useless 1..
yes...i dun have fren that really will care bout me anymore..
i am failure..
i should not be born in this world..
as my existing may just bringing problem to ppl..
i am a troublesome ppl..

i feel exhausted to the problem that i cant control and cant solve myself..
i feel guilty to my dad..as he may need rush to kampar for me to pay the bill and come bac to work..
my hopes all gone..
i feel so tired..
i am so so down now..i just hope my happy day will come to me asap..
y my 'di chao qi' always tat long and like never end..
since when i never feel really really happy d..?
y everytime there must be something unhappy happen when i feel happy..?
sounds complicated..?

sorry for writing post like this..
as i really need some space to express a bit..
SORRY to all of you..