♥ You

yesterday went out with dear oo..
again..his laptop was took to fixed again..
and this time..i drive..
becoz his car...erm..dunno do wat d..
and my dad went to cambodia..so i have car to drive..
quite enjoy driving geh..
but yesterday quite many cars d..
and i almost...wa..hak sei me ah..haiz..

after sent his laptop..
we went to parade a while..as we long time din go there d(can considered as long time)
we walk around there..with ntg to do..ntg to buy..
after tat..went to kfc again..haha
yes..kfc...tis time becoz i wan buy for my siblings la..

erm..quite happy and satisfied yesterday..
but negative thinking attack me again at night..
according to social psychology..lol
ppl feel weak especially at night...
i agree with this..
coz i always like this 1..think too much
at last tears drop down..

my dear♥ dun understand y i always like to cry..
i think no one like to cry in this world geh..
the feelings when cry can kill ppl..
the heart pain like hell..
really like broke into thousands of pieces..
though..i still cant stop myself from crying when i am sad..
i think it will be more more x 10000 times suffer if i keep everything inside..
salute to those who can do this..
but from now on..
i hope i can take everything as easy..(i gt mention in my blog before..?forgot d..)
just let it be..
i dun wan to be so tired of thinking so so much in everyday life..
sometimes really feel fed-up with such feelings..
even feel fed-up with my life..
i stand too rigid on something..can be say everything..is tired..

something is destined..
we cant change even we try how hard..
i mean to something la...this not means that we can sit at home do ntg..
and money will come to us...NO of course..
but i do remind myself like this when i am too sad..
yes..i am a negative thinking ppl..
sometimes sadness can bring some stupid mind to myself..
as a human being..we have to appreciate our life rite..?
we all are considered as very hang fuk 1..
cant imagine if i am the victim of earthquake in sichuan last 2 years..
now only their places have a bit of improvement..
many of us are still dunno how to appreciate of course I AM ONE OF THEM..
start to appreciate now..still not late...

知足常乐
try to use this in my daily life too...
a smile a day,keep sadness away..=)