Should I ?

first of all...i want to say....
the fb really damn lag lo..what happen..?
line problem or fb problem...?
both my laptop as well as my iphone trained my patient...= =

a very complicated question keep on appear in my mind recently..
should i care or should i nt care..?
and i think too much recently i guess...
scare this and that...

i scare when i care too much..ppl will feel annoying..perhaps..they already hate me..who know..
i scare when i nt care...no one will care and things will go worst...
so how..?
somebody tell me pls..

i worry that they dislike me..
i worry for my work..
i worry for everything..

i wish to be like them...
perhaps i should learn from them...?

whoever read this..no offence...just writing down my mind..

recently..(recently again) i write diary in my phone..
i downloaded one app named secret diary..
pink in colour..so nice..
write out everything...is able to add in photo as well as music..nice app...

I wan yum cha with frens....
especially pooi chee and hui xin...

I wan sing k with dear...
going to list out the songs that i wanted to sing...

I wan eat steamboat...
eat many many red pork...chicken...ice cream and so on...

I wan to see my favourite idol...
SNSD, Beast, Cn Blue...when can i..?

I wan to finish all my assignments and presentations..
fast fast finish exam too..i wan proceed to next short sem..

I wan to have a nice chat with them..
tell them what i think..and hope they dun mind..

I wan buy a new bag...
attracted by a bag from jimfashion...

I wan buy a new shoe..
my shoe spoilt..=(

I wan change phone..
mum pls change ur phone..so tat i can change mine..=p (chances are low) my phone lag like hell..

I wan to keep fit..
dun seduce me with food pls..although kampar's food is nt really that nice..but i just simply feel like wan to eat..


i've come to end of my post..thank you..=)