Pls motivate me!!!

tis week is not a happy 1..
quite many unhappy things happen and i cried dunno twice or 3 times tis week..
that incident i will never forget 1..

i was damn unhappy tat time but who know..?
Dear is the only one..
i think dear not really know why am i so unhappy but he just console me..
i am the only one can feel the pain..
wonder that whatever thing i do is also a wrong 1..
u make feel that i am so stupid and useless..
i feel scare whenever i want to do something..

now is already week 11..3 weeks more..final will be there to wait us..
tis time is so different..
i dun have confidence anymore..
people around me just keep beat me down recently..
sometimes feel like just give up will it be better..
but i cant..

i hope that my mum can faster change her phone..i wan use something new..
later will be going bac to ipoh..
has been 4 weeks we din bac ipoh on friday d..

i need something to motivate me..!