The True Ever

came bac yesterday..
but never online after came bac here..
coz dun have the mood to online..
cheong yoong jen♥ is fulfill the place in my mind..
i cant even concentrate when i am studying..
is half way study half way waiting for his msg..
finally his msg reached..♥
so happy to see his msg..
haiz..
cant meet him for 1 whole week..
i really miss him so much♥
but ntg to do..
we have to study tis week..
and his laptop is took to repair..
his car is going to take by his cousin to service oso..
the only thing we can do is sms..
how sad..
i will cry whenever i miss you♥
i cry whenever i think of this week..
you had accompany me for the whole week..
i really enjoy when together with you..
although i fa pi qi quite frequent this week..
you still tolerate with me..♥

i am very worry about my life in kampar when im in degree..
many things i have to worry..
seriously..
i dun like to be alone..
i hate to be alone..
i hope to have my friends as my housemate..
and at the same time..
dear still can find me 1..
i really very envy whenever i go dear's house..
whenever i go little house..
whenever i go yee qing's house..
all of them have their frens to live together..
maybe tat is my fate to live alone..
u all always say live together will have problem 1..
i rather have problem..
oso dun wan be alone..
i need yoong jen♥
i need fren as well..
i just dun need alone..
i feel like being neglect by fren sometimes..
becoz my present is not a matter to them..
honestly..i am crying when i writing tis post..
becoz i feel hurt..
i know i still gt him to accompany me..
but how about when he is not with me..?
ya..somebody will say i useless..
sometimes alone oso cannot..
alone is better and so on..
yea..i am useless in this case..
but do you ppl really experience the time when u are alone..?
u all ppl say jau pandai..
of course..becoz u all have friends to be with you ppl..
or else u really experience this..
if not dun simply comment me..
i really experience this for the first sem..
take bus alone to school..
waiting at campus..
bring laptop to pass my time..
but i still considered as very lucky..

Coz i have dear♥

although he dun have car tat time..

but he still cycle to my house to pui me..

sometimes midnight only cycle to my house..

dear..u everytime say i just remember ur bad thing..

i din actually..

i know u pay so much in our relationship..

i know u feel sam tong so now u try ur best to fetch me..

dun allow me to take bus if u can fetch me..

u dun care about the petrol and fetch me here and there..

i know u are my dear..

but i will still bu hao yi si..

as u always dun allow me to pay u bac..

i always say if i dun have you..i dunno how am i going to continue my life..

tats is oso y i so care and can be say jealous sometimes..

Coz i have jien shan yang weng..

they always invite me to dinner with them..

as tat time dear dun have car cannot fetch me to dinner..

they are the 1 who always take care of me...

A very big thank you to five of you..

Cheong Yoong Jen♥
Lim Lee Jien & Pang Weng Yeong
Tan Wai Shan
Liew Kah Weng

i just cant stop crying at this moment..
my heart feel touch and pain at the same time..

dear pls dun scold me after u read this post..
becoz i know u dun like i cry..
tis is the first time..
i write out all of my feelings..