confused..

is currently alone in a room..
with the only laptop..
listening song..
ntg else can do..
beside..
study..?
watch drama..?
and fb..
kinda boring here..
with no one to talk with..

sometimes is so confused..
do i need a roomate..?
for sure is not when he♥ is here...
sometimes alone is good..
when u are emo or something else..
u can just do watever u wan to..
no need care for other ppl..rite..?
ya..i do think so..
maybe i just need a fren to be my HOUSEMATE..
is housemate oo..

tis house is not tat bad actually..
the problem is all are degree students...
the only 1 i close with is my cousin..
and the truth is..
we are not tat close ..
not even meet..even we are living in the same house..
everytime come bac just can hide inside the room..
very sien 1 er..
tat day..
here no electric..
my housemate can go their fren's room to chat..
at least they can chat..
and me just stay inside the dark room..
and waiting alone here..
is sad rite..?
other than all tis things..
is good to live here actually..
tats y i say im confused sometimes..

tomorrow 8am class again..
going to sleep soon..

i knew he♥ will feel tat i am controlling him..
i dun like smoke..
and because of this..
i dun like you to go tat kind of place..
full with smoke..
maybe i shouldn't be like tat..
but if u say u go da gei..
i totally ok with tat..
so..is the place's problem..
hope you♥ can understand..
dun misun me er..
do miss you much now♥

good night♥