i am ugly..so what !

actually i am not tat angry and not to talk bout something related to leng or wat..
just feel like wan to put tis title..
but i know..
i am not wat leng lui or outstanding girl..
but i satisfy with wat i have now..
although sometimes i will complain tat im not leng..
i am fat..
i need car..
and wat wat wat..
but seriously..
wat i have now is more than enough...
becoz of my lovely family♥
becoz of you♥
becoz of my beloved fren♥ (maybe some of them are forgot bout me..feel sad)
but still..
their appear make my life interesting..
sometimes complain so much is all becoz i wan you♥ to tam me..
hee..i like being tam by you♥

seriously..i am not tat happy recently..
like so many things need to fan..
think so much..
hard to tell..
even my dear..
how am i going to tell you the things..?
its ntg happen but still feel unhappy..
maybe now is my hard time..
i need to release out something..
wat..?
maybe those unhappy feeling..
actually is ntg serious la..=)

seldom update my blog..
ntg much to write..
now is the 2 hours break time for me..
resting in room..
so came to blog..^^

found tat both of us are kinda scary..
we have the propensity to violence ..haha..
dear..i hope i can win u 1 day..hehe♥
let me win la..aiyo..

now seldom can together with jien them le..
seldom join them d..
feel sad..
we are not tat good as last time d..
haiz..
i miss our sushi king time..
i miss our egg mayo..
miss our tesco time..
miss sdo..
miss study time with u all when final in first sem...
miss our steamboat time..
miss our go-bac-ipoh-time..
miss our whole-night-din-sleep-and-went-to-mcd-at-6something
miss our roti boom..
i miss all those things..
i know we still can go out sometimes..
but the feelings is different..
i think i cant find bac those feelings anymore..
yet..u all are still my beloved frens..
Best Friend Forever♥

good luck and all the best to everyone..

not happy..

just came bac from kampar and went to secondary school again...
to take cert again..
1119 cert..
due to the stupid officer we have to go there twice..
they din tell us tat we still have one more cert to take at the time we take our spm cert..

tis week friday only come bac..
because yesterday is pooi hean sha po's d birthday..
celebrated her birthday at night..
met someone..
i tot he din study d..
who know cgpa 1.0++ d ppl still can study in utar..?
i heard they say his father use money to settle this thing..
waste money la..
i am very sure tat tis sem he will get the same result lo..
aiyo..

thanks dear purposely wait me and come bac today♥

once i step into the house..
my sis say today gt many things to do..
coz tomorrow someone is coming to our house..
i  dunno who they are..
i just know they are going to sleep in my room again..
i am very angry with this lo..
everytime oso like tat..
haiz..
i dun like ppl sleep my room..(except dear♥)
dun like ppl sleep my pillow..my bed and so on..(except dear♥)
i dun like they use my toilet..
i hate ppl din clean the toilet after they use..
haiz..
somemore here is very hot...
damn hot..
make me more 'mang'..

have to continue with my assignment d..
4 essay..
try my best oo..

bye..

22/03/2010

is here again..
feel boring and like ntg to do with the laptop..
so im here to blog..

ntg special these few days actually..
everything is very normal..
just exactly same as last week..
but last week dear was here..
now he is not here..

dunno wat to write oso..
psychology..
is not tat easy as i think..
it has thousandsssssssss of theory..
luckily lecturer told us tat we can write our own words for the definition..
no need to write out exactly same with the one in the note..
but..
is still gt many..

tis morning had my second math quiz..
quite tough for me..
becoz it is tougher than the first 1..
first 1 is damn easy..
but i scare i cant score full mark for it..
coz lecturer said many of us made mistake..
hope im not 1 of them..
pls..
i will proud and like math..if i can get full marks..
i wish and hope tat i can really get full marks ler..

Dear♥ 

I'm ready to begin this journey♥

Well i'm with you every step you take♥

We've got a whole lifetime to share♥

And i'll always be there♥

Darling this i swear♥

So please believe me♥

For these words i say are true♥

And don't deny me♥

A lifetime loving you♥

And if u ask will i be true♥

Do i give my all to you♥

Then i will say i do♥

i love you my dear..
thanks for ur everything..
i am proud to have you as my boyfriend♥ 

Today♥

today is my mum's birthday..
happy birthday mi ♥
wish u always happy and healthy..

woke up at 10 tis morning..
11 something went to old house to clean out all the things..
ready to pass to the new owner..
finally..everything was settled..
so tired..

just had my dinner...
we had our dinner very late today..

still gt lots of thing need to do..
math..
study psychology..
assignment..
but i am still blogging..
feel like so free..
but is actually not..

my dear is so suffer now..
due to the ulcer and he has sore throat..
we hate ulcer..
so pain..
so hard to eat sometimes..
hope dear♥ can recover asap ler...
dun wan you so suffer er..
sayang♥
muacks..

quiz and mid-term next week..
all the best
for everyone.
=)

Went out♥

today is friday..went out with him♥ again..^^
to repair his pc..
erm..
had an argue..
due to misunderstanding..
haiz..
went to parade..
bought a red wine for my mum as her birthday present..
den went to jusco..
met my uncle in parade..= =

watched 'Just Another Pandora's box'..
very funny d..
den went to have our lunch..
met chong yee ching in jusco..

sorry dear♥
i really heard tat de..
if not i not dare to say wan go parade d..
sorry..
i think i heard wrong d..
love you♥
you are such a good bf..
muacks..

update!

long time din update d..
my laptop was spoilt on last week saturday..
stupid..how can a laptop simply spoil like tis..
luckily..shan's bf help me repair it..
thanks ya..
but..
is very sad tat all my things had LOST!
becoz need to format..
haiz..
watever ler..
as long as it is ok now..
but like still gt a bit problem sometimes..
thanks my dear♥ help me install bac all the software..
muacks..

yea..it's thursday again..
and is in ipoh now..
just came bac..
is the time to blog d..

erm..tis week is the third week in utar sem 3..
the first quiz is easy..
thanks god..
hope tat coming quiz will be easy too..
tis week kinda different becoz we start to have discussion d..
is quite tired..feel sleepy when lecturing..

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went to genting last week friday...
i forgot to bring my phone to there..
how stupid..
first time din bring phone to trip..
haiz..
so inconvenient..
and due to tis..
i miss the chance to meet kar lin in genting..
coz she was went to there same day with me..
she sms me..
but then i din bring my phone..
and is genting really tat big..?
we din even meet each other..
had renew the pass d..
but is a bit useless..
we are not playing at outdoor most of the time...
went to TERRACE COFFEE HOUSE to have our buffet there..
erm..ok la..not bad..
and stayed in resort hotel..
tat hotel is nice..
much more better than first world..
but is quite far from first world plaza la..

first time took photo with brother like tis.(he tot himself very leng zai..but is not lo..)

took in Beryl's chocolate wonderland..

tis is wat i wear to first world plaza at the night..(lazy to wear sport shoe) 

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tis week went to Vegas with dear♥ two times d..

the food there is quite nice..

is very full after eat tat burger..

i prefer fish and chips...^^

next week gt quiz again..

gt mid-term too..

haiz..

assignment TOO..

haiz..

hope everything will be fine..

yesterday went to class with jien them..

haha..

they ask me go together since i ntg to do and wait for my dear♥

feel happy..

gambateh la u two..

finally my cousin help me bought the bag d..

i was wait for so long d..

for me..it quite nice d..

k ler..

wish everyone good luck and all the best..

♥Appreciate♥

just went bac from kampar..
and went to SMJK POI LAM with dear just now..
finally we took our cert d..
walk through the bridge..
tat we used to walk everyday 2 years ago..
kinda miss our secondary school life..
is much more better than university life..
however,will treasure the time in university too..

recently..a bit much of thinking..
but is learning to appreciate wat i hav now..
not to think too much..
hope to be happy with the one♥ i love everyday..
which included my family..my dear♥ and all my friends..
is missing last sem..
with shan,jien and weng..
miss our sushi king time♥
tesco time..
talking while lecture is going on..
play with highlight pen..
all this thing..
it wont happen in my life anymore..
wish u 3 all the best in tis new sem..
get good result for tis sem..
hardworking do ur tutorial question..
miss you 3..

Dear♥
i know sometimes im a bit 'fan'..
coz sometimes i so easy to get angry..
always wan u 'tam' me..
even u feel tired d..
u still have to tam me..
sometimes i easy to feel jealous..
i know u dun like..
sometimes..
i do something u dun like..
sometimes..
i din listen to u..
i dunno how to explain y i will like tis..
but i just so love u 'tam' me d..
Dear♥
i dunno whether we can together forever or not..
i really hope tat we can reach tat 10 years♥
i will appreciate wat u do for me♥
i will cherish you♥
i will treasure the time when we 2 together♥
please forgive me for wat i had done wrong..

I Love You My Dear♥

take care everyone..

wednesday..

time flies..
today is wednesday d..
tomorrow after 2 will be going bac to ipoh again..
at first we planned to bac on friday together and go to our secondary school take our spm cert...
but me n dear will take tomorrow..
coz tis friday i am going to genting with my family again..
not really feel like wan to go..
but then..how to reject my parent..?
and i dun wan to stay at my cousin house..
when my family is in genting..
and i know..i will get into trouble again..
coz something sure will happen in genting..
tis is a must everytime i go genting with my family..
haiz..
watever la..
no choice d..

and im now in his♥'s house..
using his laptop to blog♥
first time..
and it is different feeling..
hehe..^^

today's math lecture class is a quite good 1..
at least i know wat is he talking about in tat 2 hours..
not like yesterday 1..
dunno wat is he taking bout oso..
sien...
and i think tat way is really good for us to find the answer..

recently..i feel so 'mang'd..
especially when at night..
very hot cant sleep tat time..
i feel like wan take my bed to outside and sleep at outside..
outside is much more colder than my room..
but now better d..
coz i bought a small fan last week...
and dear♥ pay it half..
thanks dear bring me go tesco and buy it ♥
and set it up..
when i was sick..
plus..
i clean up my ceiling fan yesterday..
used 8 chairs only can reach the fan..
and i feel proud of myself d...
it is my first time..
and i never do tis kind of thing in my house..

k ler..
ntg to write le..
good luck all the time..♥

confused..

is currently alone in a room..
with the only laptop..
listening song..
ntg else can do..
beside..
study..?
watch drama..?
and fb..
kinda boring here..
with no one to talk with..

sometimes is so confused..
do i need a roomate..?
for sure is not when he♥ is here...
sometimes alone is good..
when u are emo or something else..
u can just do watever u wan to..
no need care for other ppl..rite..?
ya..i do think so..
maybe i just need a fren to be my HOUSEMATE..
is housemate oo..

tis house is not tat bad actually..
the problem is all are degree students...
the only 1 i close with is my cousin..
and the truth is..
we are not tat close ..
not even meet..even we are living in the same house..
everytime come bac just can hide inside the room..
very sien 1 er..
tat day..
here no electric..
my housemate can go their fren's room to chat..
at least they can chat..
and me just stay inside the dark room..
and waiting alone here..
is sad rite..?
other than all tis things..
is good to live here actually..
tats y i say im confused sometimes..

tomorrow 8am class again..
going to sleep soon..

i knew he♥ will feel tat i am controlling him..
i dun like smoke..
and because of this..
i dun like you to go tat kind of place..
full with smoke..
maybe i shouldn't be like tat..
but if u say u go da gei..
i totally ok with tat..
so..is the place's problem..
hope you♥ can understand..
dun misun me er..
do miss you much now♥

good night♥

haiz..

can we really scold ppl through blog..?
how many of blogger can really express their feelings..
while we writing our blog..
expressing the feelings..
should we think of other ppl's feeling...?
many of them said..
blog is the useful way to express their feelings..
but i not really agree with tat..
unless..
their blog are private 1..
if ur blog can be view by any ppl..
u have to care of their feelings..rite..?
how if wat u wrote break ur frenship..?

dunno y suddenly feel wan to write tis..
is not in the good mood actually..
ntg to write much oso..
feel a bit helpless too..

every month must be like tat 1..
is tis related to 'tat'..?

5-3-2010

today is not a good day..
today my dear♥ came to teach me maths..
but i am not serious at all ler..
make dear angry d..
sorry er dear..
i so scare u really go bac..
next time i not dare like tat ler..
will listen to you♥ d..
continue to teach me er..
i really cannot handle myself d..
thanks dear♥

just 2 subjects in tis sem..
i hope i can score better for tis 2 subjects ler..
trying to do maths tutorial question le..
but still gt a lots dunno how to do d..
need ask dear♥d..

hope i can fully recover asap ler..
coz i wan drink cold drinks er...
dear..
i drinking plenty of water now er..

my mouth is damn pain er..
cough nvm..
i just hope the 3 ulcers can disappear ASAP!!..
it is so suffer er...
better disappear when i wake up tomorrow morning..
haiz..
but is impossible d lo..

ntg to write le..bye..^^

♥

so fast..the first week of 3rd sem was completed..
and is sick for the whole week..
never sick for so long..
really thanks my dear♥ for take care of me all the time..
bring me go see doctor..
even pay for me..
everyday purposely wake up so early to fetch me..
evening purposely come to fetch me..
every night bring me to dinner..
thanks for everything my dear♥

is in ipoh now..
yesterday came bac d...

math test is on 3rd week onwards..
is so worry..
coz i so lazy to do the tutorial..
haiz..

sick

is sick now..
so suffer for tis 2 days..
especially when im in the class..
it was so suffer..
like something burn inside my head..
hope i can recover asap ler..
it is suffering myself..
and oso dear♥
coz he is take care of me all the time♥
thanks dear so much..
now still headache and flu..
haiz..