P.R.I.

u r not here when i need u so much..
i know we r impossible to meet each other everyday..
impossible u come my house every night...
i know de..
i understand..
but sometimes i really need you..
seriously..
tis few days i really not happy..
eventhough laugh till how but whenever im alone..
i will think of u..
think of something..
i used to be alone sometimes...
i like to be alone..
especially when i wan cry out loud..
cry out all my sadness..
i know u dun like i cry..
i know cry will make ppl feel fan..
i know all tis..
so i prefer to cry when im alone..
dun ask me anything..
i oso dunno y wan cry..
maybe i too sad..
too many unhappy things happen..
the only way to make me feel better is CRY..
very miss u..
feel wan go find u sometimes..
no matter how..
walk..
cycle or wat..
i just feel wan to see u..

i know u r busy...
go for class..
assignment..
exam..
under a lot of pressure as u said...
so dun care wat i say here..
if u read it..
actually i oso dunno u know my blog or not..
really dun care..
i just write out my feelings..
maybe tis is a way to let me 'fa xie'..

i wish to be a good gf for you..
i dun wan be a gf tat will make u feel annoying..
i wish to be a fren tat u all feel ok..
but i dunno how u all think bout me...
for someone..i knew the answer..
but for someone..i really dunno wat u all thinking..
maybe i did something wrong..
i dont know..
pls tell me if i do so..
if not i will not improve..
dun suddenly stop everything..
i will suffer...
thanks..

u always say u useless..
i dun like u say like tat..
if i say like tat..u sure scold me..
i really dun like u say like tat..
ya..maybe u r not perfect..
no one is perfect in this world..
but u r the best for me..
really..
i told u many times d..
hope u will trust me..
i feel tat u always just trust or has confident in wat ur fren say..
pls trust me oso..
try do wat i tell u..
i wont harm u..
i love you..
i hope u everything oso ok..

Cheong Yoong Jen

you are the only one...
i gt tat feeling..
you are the only one..
i love..
love forever...
you are the only one..
i write..
for you..
just for you..