An Unpleasant Sem...

this is the first sem that i cried the most for my study...
so many unpleasant things keep happening day by day..
one of the main reason is as what i said in the previous post..couldnt tell out the real feelings of mine..
if i would have the chance to tell i wont be that suffer..
i always wondering is that mine problem or the people's problem...
as i knew that ppl always think that is mine problem to be a such person..
but cant u the ppl think properly..is whose problem in fact..
ppl behave like that they have ntg wrong but if i behave like that...i am like did a serious mistake..
the world is so unfair sometimes...

one more thing is when ppl asked for help u help but u might wont get any compliment..i mean as simple as a thank you...is ok..
but when u need help...they reject you by whatever reason they can think of..
i am not saying that im the one who always help others..
but at least i did help ppl sometimes..
TOOOOOOOOO unfortunately, when i need help at this moment..no one could help...
my dear is the exception..i knew he will try his best to help me whenever he can...♥
of course...only some of them are like this..
i still have a lot of friends who are so willing to help me when i need their help..
thats why i am SERIOUSLY REALLY so APPRECIATE when they help me..

so much thank you to who ever help me before..

you should not behave like this..

How Good If Everything Can Be Expressed...

not as hardworking as last time anymore...
i mean in terms of updating the blog...
perhaps..there is ntg Special for me to update oso..
everyday routine is the same...

the title suit my feeling so well...
too many unhappy things too little people to share with..or none perhaps...haiz...
so what if u found tat the person not good or something make u unhappy..?
u can scold her meh..?u can tell her meh..?u can discuss with her meh..? no..cannot..
maybe others found problem on me but same they not dare to tell me..everyone is the same...
for sure we will experience these...

so san fu when there are tonnes of things inside the heart but none of it can be throw out..
u  know tat feeling..?哑子吃黄莲有苦说不清...am i using it correctly..?
haiz..i dunno la...sien with these kind of feelings..so i decided something..
to make myself not tat san fu when face the same problem again..

kinda miss Taiwan's trip...
wish to go again..
i wish to go with him and my frens..
go again tat place where full of clothes, pants, shoes, bags, and so on...
go eat the french fries again...
go famous night market...
eat, eat, eat, shop, shop, shop, buy, buy ,buy
another country that i wish to go is Korea...
no reason...just wan to go...

how good if i am rich..surf so many websites that sell clothes these two days..
wanted to buy so many clothes..but i dun have extra $ to buy...my money is just enough for food..too bad...
if i am rich..i can buy many many clothes..
if la...wont demand for so much la...think of Japan...we are so so so so good d..haiz..god bless them..
really hope that Utar can organise and collect funds for Japan...other colleges and uni oso collecting funds d..
their situation are even worst than last time China tat one...haiz...

♥