Be ♥ Precious

Two Months

2012-01-03T18:02:00.001+08:00

last post was two months ago..
i guess tis is the first time i abandoned my blog for such a long period...
all becoz of those assignments and presentations and exam and of course my Laziness...
i dun even make a last post for 2011 and new post on the first day of 2012..
as i did for last year..

2011

My first time to visit other country---Taiwan

The relax-est short semester i ever have with only one final paper which was Japanese...

First time had reunion dinner at restaurant but not grandma's house

Celebrate the 2nd Anniversary with my Dear

Have a trip to Genting with Dear, Jien, Yang, Shan, Yekey, Weng, Choy--- a very enjoy trip with them

Celebrate My Dear's 20th birthday

My 20th birthday

tis year Dear lie to me again..we had planned to celebrate at Secret recipe but i tot is dinner of two of us
when i reached secret recipe tat night i first saw Weng
den i so surprise not because of they came for my celebration
i tot y so coincidence they have their dinner there oso..
den i second saw nono...
den only i realized they were there for my celebration.
had my cordon bleu
and my birthday cake was--- a whole Durian Durian
received presents that i like it so much
went to A station with jien them -- first time..
Dear gave me Mango's bag as present recently..♥

First time passed my new year eve in Penang -- Uncle's house

went to Penang on 29th reach there at 9pm something
because parents and my uncle and aunt will depart to Phuket on the next day
so the house left only me, cousin, bro, grandma
went to Gurney, Queensbay , bought iphone casings, diy the casing, a clothe and hair accessories
went to Winter Warmers, Dave Deli, Tao, Salsa, curry mee that highly recommended by uncle, the nicest chu cheong fun
overall, i enjoyed the days in Penang..thanks to cousin..

time flies..is already the third day of 2012

I hope all of us can be more mature

everyone of us my parents my family members healthy and happy

no matter how...we have to appreciate and treasure what we have now

i read Evon's latest post..

she said she wants to be more closer with hi-bye friend as well as course mates..

same goes to me...

will try my best to get closer with them..

i hope to join some events as well..

i hope is not too late for now..

as for all i know experience is very important

Happy New Year everyone

A Good Year ahead...

Week 3

2011-11-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

is already week 3 now...
4 more weeks to go we going to have final again..
and sem break also awaiting us not far away...

just finish our moral campaign...
time flies...still remember the first meeting we had..
overall our campaign not bad i think as our group get praise by lecturer..
happy working with them...
i like the feel which we all doing the works together...
so i hope we can get marks that will satisfy all of us..

although we had finish the moral campaign..
but i know still got few more awaiting us there..
especially the creavtive strategy...
advertising subject always the hak yan zhang one..
so many assignments..i dislike although i know we could learn something from there..
but what to do..i dislike...
oh ya...we did some sort of mv for here in my home..
thanks my groupmates for the video as i know i didnt put much effort in it..
and anyone who read my blog..
kindly help me click like in youtube and also fb ya..the likes will contribute to my coursework marks..
so thank you in advanced...
here are the link..
Facebook one..
https://www.facebook.com/utarhereinmyhome
Youtube one..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mJfHYGFX-w

My Dear Birthday 16/10♥

2011-10-25T11:37:00.000+08:00

October is my Dear's birthday month..

his birthday falls on 16th of October..

no one is perfect..

but for me he is the best..

although we do argue quite often sometimes..

i show him my temper..

he show me his temper..

but we getting "sweeter" after each time we argue..

words couldnt describe how much we love and need each other..

the love that we both know..

is more than enough..

I Love You My Dear♥

Back to the Reality

2011-10-25T11:24:00.000+08:00

3 weeks holidays had gone..and i am now back to the study life..
now is already week 2..tones of things need to be done in week 3..
moral campaign...video remake..presentations..
i hope i can survive through all these..
i believe 7 weeks will gone very fast too..
so be patient and wait for the next sem break..
coz sincerely i miss my life staying at home..
i saw ppl always complaint that they are boring at home and etc..
but i do not feel boring at all..
i love wake up early in the morning breakfast with mum..
bring my laptop downstairs..online while watching tv and so on...
korean drama, entertainment show, astro enrich my holidays...

i miss them...

Time Pls Stop

2011-10-06T12:38:00.000+08:00

time flies...is already the second week of my holidays..
one more week result will be released and gonna go bac for the short sem..
how come time passes tat fast.?

currently fall into a drama named New Gisaeng Story..
is a story about gisaeng and her love story...
she is very beautiful and experience a hard life..
the story is really attractive...
although is a bit long for drama..
in short..i really love this drama..
how the guy insist on getting married with the one he love..
no matter how hard his parent stop him...
no matter how many times he being rejected by her..
she has to force herself to reject him and leave him although she is so in love with him too..
as she know she couldnt pair up with him who came from a very rich family while she is only an unknown who being dumped and somemore she is a gisaeng...
this is a drama that worth to watch if u have free time...especially girls..will surely love this drama..
however, is this kind of love really exists in reality..?i wonder..

♥

Let's Recall..

2011-09-26T17:32:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone..finally im here again...
my final had end on last wednesday..
i had plan to write this post few weeks ago..

this happened when i passed by SMJK POI LAM..
in the car i was recalled bac all those happy memories that i have in this small compound.

everyone is missing their secondary school's life..isn't it..?
以前我们总是上课等下课，下课等放学...
but now we all realised how good was it..
i miss everything during my secondary school life..
Form 1 to Form 5...

Form 1
i was quite lucky to get into second class and knew 3 of them who were very close to me tat time..
they are jing wen, yuen theng and hui xin..
as we do not need to sit accordingly so 4 of us exchange our table-mates..
sometimes i sit with hui xin..sometimes i sit with jing wen and sometimes i sit with yuen theng..
we are very close that time and 4 of us were trainee for prefect tat time..
during form 1..other than 3 of them..others who were same class with me i dun really have a clear memories with them..i doubt that did i talk to them tat time...
p/s: many of my fren now were in same class with me from Form 1 to Form 5..include my dear..=) but we were a bit closer only when form 2..
being a trainee prefect occupied my most of my time in school...duty and so on...
i was being lucky to be the assistant head of the prefectorial board..(did i spell wrongly?)
became AJK together with hui xin, jing wen and yuen theng...still remember the time we prepared farewell for our AJK..so happy as we can skip classes..haha...

Form 2
this year, we dun have specific class..our class was at biology lab...and we have to change our class for different subjects...not bad though coz we wasted some times for the next sub when we walk to the next class..
tis year, jing wen and yuen theng changed class d..left me and hui xin..but tis time..pooi chee and kar yee came to our class..and we are 4 people again..
i still remember clearly our seat in bio lab..the left side last table...
pooi chee and kar yee always curi sleep at the back...
being AJK was fun..skipped classes again..meeting and duty...

Form 3
so lucky 4 of us were in same class again...we exchanged our seat with each other oso..as we have our class in this year..
me and hui xin continue to be prefect..started with trainee again..= =
i still remember tat time me and pen sin were like dog and cat..i tak syok him..he oso tak syok me..
so unlucky to same group with him in prefect...every time oso argue with him..haha
i really have no idea since when we became good friends one..cannot imagine...haha..
tis year was my PMR year..my math so poor..my dad first time attend the parent's day for me den the mr.show who was my form teacher tell my dad my math very poor...shouldnt be tat poor as a chinese..
= = and my dad ask me do more math exercises...
and i forgot who was the one teach me and do math exercise with me as that person helped me a lot..thank you..although i really forgot who was tat person..
one more thing..ppl..do u still remember the english quiz by mr.tan..?some kind of competition..2 cans of 100plus as rewards..and we worked so hard for the 2 cans of 100 plus..haha

Form 4
we all passed our PMR with good results..but tis year left me and pooi chee..hui xin and kar yee went 4S1..and me and pooi chee in 4S2..
tis year i get close with jien, weng them...we always gossip when teacher didnt come or haven come..we wouldnt waste our time..haha...some talking while some sleeping..like pooi chee..?haha..and some of the guys like nono...?haha..they wouldnt waste a second for sleeping..
can i say 4S2 is like a big family..?we were so co-operate...we got 最有礼貌的班..?am i right..?cannot imagine..haha..and we even have our trip during holidays...
our class fulled with fun always..thanks to cb gang in our class...they sure have something/ someone to play with when teacher are not in class..we girls talk, watch and laugh...
oh ya..we met en.oh tis year..he teach us chemistry..so gan jeong whenever we are going to have chemistry class...
early in the morning reach school fast fast borrow fren's one and copy.. recess time not dare to eat..coz prefect eat after student's reccess time and chemistry was after the recess time..
we sit infront of him so gan jeong...more gan jeong when he ask questions....dun look at him..he will call ur name! haha....luckily we passed our form 4 peacefully...but chemistry experiments is the best among 3 science subjects

Form 5
the last year in poi lam..SPM year...in the air-con room...
early in the morning reach school go on the air-con first haha...
when gt chemistry class..faster go borrow and copy..faster paste all those paper into our exercise book...
form 4 and form 5 wasted 8 blue colour long book...8 oso cannot finish one..
the class still fulled with fun...but a bit different from form 4...
me and pen sin always buy many kacang putih and hide inside our prefect coat...and take bac to the class..
we are like having party of kacang putih..the benefits of having a prefect coat..haha..kinda miss my prefect uniform...
i sit with pooi chee...after retired from being prefect..we eat together everyday...so happy...

The Happiness 5S2♥

i miss everything especially things in form 5..

i miss my prefect uniform..

i miss most of them...

even now we are still getting very excited whenever we talk about our class 5S2...

even we had repeated the same topic every time we talk about our secondary school life..

we are still that excited...

the happy one..

the embarrassing one...

what other ppl did..

the way our teacher punish us for being noisy..

*Do not forget to help me click for my nuffnang ya..*

*Thanks*

*Bye*

Please Be Patient

2011-09-03T13:59:00.002+08:00

note to myself : Please Be Patient

as i feel like so wanted to update my blog...but due to final coming soon..a week to go..

so i have to wait after my final and will update during my sem break...

see you.. and good luck to all of us for our final exam...

Happy Birthday to Piggy Jien? Peggy Jien?

2011-08-25T00:27:00.002+08:00

Lim Lee Jien......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

surprise ler..?guess what i am going to do..

yes! write about your birthday celebration..

oops..sorry for the late late late like super late...=)

coz im very free now..so shun bian post for you lo..haha..feel touch..?

took before the main character come bac...what a cute hello kitty cake she had..♥

surprisingly it taste nice..

the second cake for her..secret recipe cappucino cheese cake...so it is so obvious that the hello kitty is for playing one..lol..too bad

again, surprisingly i can accept this cheese cake..

the main character of the night with her bf..wait long long dun wan come in..

make me and her bf hold the cake for soooo long...

wish both of you

白头到老，永结同心..

with her beloved hello kitty...she is so in love with hello kitty...

where's the candle?

is deep in the cake..

nah..ng si wa ah....picture as bukti...i didnt touch you ya...so dun revenge ok..?thank you..

lastly..all girls of the night...=)

she is a sor poh who always with her sor por characteristics...

know her since form one..but close with her only when form 4..we need 3 years to be good fren..lol..

think of the time we reach school early in the morning chit chat together..

we even exchange our diary for a period...tat time we started our mixing dialects conversation...

great to know you this sor poh..hehe

thanks for bring me out sometimes...hehe

*Help me Click for Nuffnang Ads Ya*

*Thank You So Much*

*Good Night*

Halo People

2011-08-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

is week 13 right now...
i think i do not need to attend classes anymore but im still in kampar now...
started my revision bit by bit..although is really a bit like 1 chapter per day..? lol
at least better than none right..just to let myself feel better..= =

problems come after problems..
when will it comes to the end..
i seriously do not want to cry anymore..

ok..should think some other things to distract me from those problems...
i love to do manicure myself...
but i lack of skills and materials...
just try my best to do whatever i can...
here are some i did for myself..

seriously i am only confident in doing polka dots...

these are all what i have..

stickers..

* Help me Click Nuffnang Ads Ya*

*Thanks so Much*

*Good Night*

Life

2011-08-18T14:54:00.000+08:00

i am 19 ++ years old now...turn into 20 on the first day of december..
however, until today i couldnt use words to describe how is my life..
these 19 years..what have i been..?classes is the dominance of my life..
i have nt been doing something great/meaningful..should have take part next time..
happiness would nt stay long around me...happiness came after sadness..and after happiness..is sadness to visit again...
quite emo these two days...

let me just jot down some happy things here...
tuesday night went yum cha with jien,shan and weng..
actually i was in Astation tat time and they invite me to go with them...
for sure i wan as i miss roti pisang of mm...but so unfortunately..pisang was out of order..
that tan wai shan keep on asked me order roti pisang even though i/we had told her that pisang was not available for 3 times like that..jin jiak blur...
thanks ah weng for treating me...but is actually a compliment as i praise that he is handsome than someone..haha

finally i am a little bit free now..
as we had done 90% of our courseworks..now left crisis presentation only..
hope they wont ask us tricky questions la..

did u guys help me click for the nuffnang ads..? i hope yes..
thanks so much for those who helped me..although i do nt know is there anyone help me click it..

sing k sing k i wan sing k...invite me if u go sing k..

miss the time we sing k together..♥

NuffNang...

2011-08-14T00:12:00.001+08:00

last year..erm..is it last year..?
i placed nuffnang ads on my blog once last time..
for earning money through this...as i heard ppl said it works..
i remembered last time i was keep on asking frens and dear to help me click for the ads..
everyday go click as we roughly know when its going to appear..
so is like everyday i will go click..and what...we were nt click for once..
was a lot..me myself clicked for like 10 times so i will have 10 new tab..
now i feel that myself so stupid..lol
okay...a month had passed..i got RM 50 something like tat..
i was so happy and ready to cash out the money..
unfortunately...nuffnang sent me an email and said something like i was misuse it or something like this..
i cant remember as is almost a year..so i was so disappointed and give up..
took off all the ads and stop playing it..

AND today...im placing the ads again in my blog...
coz i read other pretty girl's blogs..
they really earned a lot...like RM 700++...lol
so i decided to place it again..
I KNEW i am not pretty at all...but i just place it with the "let it be" state of mind...
wan to click or not is up to you...but of course i do really hope that whoever read my blog and so coincident that u able to see the ads (the ads is nt coming out 24hours per day)..
PLEASE HELP ME TO CLICK..just one click is more than enough..
i will help those who place their ads in their blog too...
THANKS A LOT FOR YOUR HELP FIRST...=)

i wan to do nail arts...
i have to buy a lot of different colour of nail lacquer..
i have to buy tools...
but i dun have money...=(
today sit there for 2 hours like tat..but what i did are all failed...
too bad..i had limited tools..i had poor quality of nail lacquer...and limited colour...
and thats why i did polka dots AGAIN...
which i didnt do for some time d..
the colours are pink base with purple dots...

tis is so sweet..(from google)...both pink colour and white colour of mine are so sticky so cannot be used anymore..and the most important is this colour doesnt look nice with my skin tone..im dark..

i miss Taiwan a lot..♥

Should I ?

2011-08-07T00:06:00.003+08:00

first of all...i want to say....
the fb really damn lag lo..what happen..?
line problem or fb problem...?
both my laptop as well as my iphone trained my patient...= =

a very complicated question keep on appear in my mind recently..
should i care or should i nt care..?
and i think too much recently i guess...
scare this and that...

i scare when i care too much..ppl will feel annoying..perhaps..they already hate me..who know..
i scare when i nt care...no one will care and things will go worst...
so how..?
somebody tell me pls..

i worry that they dislike me..
i worry for my work..
i worry for everything..

i wish to be like them...
perhaps i should learn from them...?

whoever read this..no offence...just writing down my mind..

recently..(recently again) i write diary in my phone..
i downloaded one app named secret diary..
pink in colour..so nice..
write out everything...is able to add in photo as well as music..nice app...

I wan yum cha with frens....
especially pooi chee and hui xin...

I wan sing k with dear...
going to list out the songs that i wanted to sing...

I wan eat steamboat...
eat many many red pork...chicken...ice cream and so on...

I wan to see my favourite idol...
SNSD, Beast, Cn Blue...when can i..?

I wan to finish all my assignments and presentations..
fast fast finish exam too..i wan proceed to next short sem..

I wan to have a nice chat with them..
tell them what i think..and hope they dun mind..

I wan buy a new bag...
attracted by a bag from jimfashion...

I wan buy a new shoe..
my shoe spoilt..=(

I wan change phone..
mum pls change ur phone..so tat i can change mine..=p (chances are low) my phone lag like hell..

I wan to keep fit..
dun seduce me with food pls..although kampar's food is nt really that nice..but i just simply feel like wan to eat..

i've come to end of my post..thank you..=)

Envy & Salute

2011-07-26T13:47:00.001+08:00

I feel like wan to blog in chinese..but i am so lazy to type...
one word of chinese maybe need to type up to 5 alphabets...
unlike english...straightforwad..dun need to choose which word to use somemore...

let me talk about the attitude and personality that i like..
i salute ppl when they did something that i wanted to do but dun have the courage to do..
i envy ppl when they have something that i wanted to have but im not able to have it..

*came to blog again becoz i saw yu qing blog..so i have the feel to blog oso..lol

Recently..

I salute ppl who earn their own money and get the things themselves by using their own money..
I salute ppl who can get to know new fren easily..
I salute ppl gt endless topic to chat with fren even a new fren..
I salute ppl who are independence..(especially those who walk to campus alone)
I salute fbf students who always having the toughest subjects...doesn't mean that fas subjects not hard..but fbf subjects will never easier than fas one..
I salute ppl who can stay overnight and still so energetic the next day..
I salute ppl who can drive expertly..(especially girls who drive big car / manual car)
I 'salute' ppl who can ignore msg which are urgent to other person..
I 'salute' ppl who can ignore their assignment...
I 'salute' ppl who can ignore their marks too..
I 'salute' ppl who does not want to care about their assignment..

Recently..

i got only one thing which i envy the most..

我很羡慕男生之间的友情

they can make joke of each other..
they can scold each other even with sentence full of rude words..

girls are complicated perhaps..or should i say we are too concern on relationship..?
so we care every word we say..we care others feeling..
but the way we care perhaps is too over..
tats y we couldnt scold each other like how boys do..do not mean to scold but more to...like joking..?
boys like never have hard feeling..maybe not all boys are like tat..
but at least male frens of mine are like tat..
like my dear and his fren..they seldom call each other their real name..or they always will add some word in front their name..?haha
i like the way they call each other..

City Hunter♥

Recently

2011-07-20T17:20:00.001+08:00

has been a while since my last update...
getting lazy to blog nowadays...
first, ntg new to write for..
second, lazy to upload photos to the laptop..
hmmm...is on the half way doing assignment actually..
stuck there so came to update...

recently, i was thinking to make my blog into private..
coz blog should be the best place for me to release whatever i couldn't release in front of others..
but in fact, i am hiding many things especially own feelings whenever im writing a new post..
so wat for i make it into public and make myself suffer from hiding things...
sometimes i confuse..human should be acting or should be honest.?
for example, ur fren did something wrong...either u tell him/her or u just act ntg and somemore u keep say is good is good..which one is the correct one..?

Life is so Complicated, Human are even more Complicated..

another thing is..a day without phone is definitely a crisis..nope..is not even a day..is few hours only..
imagine u couldnt contact anyone when u really need to contact someone...

oh ya..last two days..the first time we purposely go bac to ipoh for Transformer..
Transformer is indeed an awesome movie...i love the storyline though the main actress is not as pretty as the previous one..megan fox..but still is a very nice movie..
luckily i do have the chance to watch at last.. i tot im gonna miss this again..
thanks to the limited cinema available in ipoh..

taken by dear when outing with jien them..as teng is leaving to aussie..(she leave malaysia d..)

take care ah teng..=) hereby wish u all the best in ur future..=)

Friendship = Full of Unknown

2011-06-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

recently watched a korean drama named 49 days..
is the best korean drama i had ever watch...
a strongly recommended drama oso..
the story line is so so good...and it wont like other korean dramas...purposely make it longer..

wat is the story all about is not only focus on love but more to frienship and reality of this world..
who knows a best fren like this will betray you..? who knows ur fiancee use u as a tool..?
is really so hurt even me feel sam tong for tat girl...

this is not only happen in drama..in reality too..
but i like the ending so much..though the girl died at the end..
but all those bad guys finally wake up and realise that they are wrong..
they cry sincerely just becoz of her...so touching..

treasure ur fren with ur true heart...treat them as real as u can..=)

Beast Cn Blue SNSD CYJ♥

2011-05-28T13:39:00.001+08:00

list of my favourite..

know the title of this post..?

first two might be not tat famous among my friends..but SNSD is famous enough le gua..?haha
and CYJ..im sure most of you know...

BEAST

Lee Gi Kwang is one of the member of Beast that i like the most...
he can dance very well so he is the main dancer and i like his smiling face very much...is so so sincere and handsome...
i love beast...handsome..funny...good in dancing as well as singing...

cute..?

this is Beast..Beast is the Best..♥

*enlarge to see clearly*

CN BLUE

Jong Yong Hwa is the leader of Cn Blue..

handsome and is a good boyfriend to SNSD Seohyun..they are so sweet..

imagine a guy make scarf for his gf all by himself..cook breakfast for Seohyun..

the last episode of them really make me cry so much..

this is Cn Blue♥

they were married in the korean reality show...Seohyun look real pretty in wedding gown..

GIRLS' GENERATION

in SNSD i love Seohyun the most..becoz of We Got Married...

she is very pretty...and she is same age with me...

she is also the youngest in Girls' Generation...with the best personality and attitude...

currently love this of photo of her so so much..capture from Mr. Taxi mv..♥

wedding gown as they capture wedding photo..♥

CYJ♥

last one and also the most important one..

sure very jealous while reading this post ler..?

dun worry..u are my important one no matter how handsome are they...hehe

at first i plan to separate this post with our Anniversary post..

but i wan them to be in the same post now..

HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR♥♥♥

time flies..we have been together for 2 years d..is not very long time but also is not a short time for us..

really happy and it is so xing fu to be with you my dear..

ntg much i can say to you my dear...

dedicate a song to you...

although i know u nt really like this song..haha
but read through the lyric pls..

我常在想应该再也找不到

任何人像你对我那么好

好到我的家人也被照料

我的朋友还为你撑腰

你还是有一堆毛病改不掉

拗起来气得仙女都跳脚

可是人生完美的事太少

我们不能什么都想要

你是我最重要的决定

我愿意每天在你身边苏醒

就连吵架也很过瘾不会冷冰

因为真爱没有输赢只有亲密

我愿意打破对未知的恐惧

就算流泪也能放晴将心比心

因为幸福没有捷径只有经营

although we are not going to marry..

although we are not exactly like wat the lyric say..

but i wanted to tell dear..you really treat me so good...

although sometimes i will compare us with other couples..

but i truely know that it is so great to have you my dear..

the lyric is kinda match with us..

last but not least..

Happy 2 years Anniversary to you My Dear

and many many more anniversary to go with you My Dear...

♥

Back !

2011-05-09T15:57:00.001+08:00

it's been some times since my last update...
occupied by assignments, presentations and i just finish my exam..
and i having my holidays till 30th of May..
so i finally have time to come here and update..

overall this sem was just so so only..
many unhappy things happen...not happy with this sem...
hope next sem will be better...

let me start with the topic of Penang Trip with family ba..
went to Penang for qing ming and celebrated my cousin brother birthday as well..
the very first time to go qing ming..yes...20 years old d...only go for the first time..
erm..every time when we reach Penang the first things is go temple..
i dunno the name of tat place and oso name of the temple..haha..
i only know there is a ice cream stall selling a very special coconut ice cream..
only there have it...
although it is not as smooth as baskin, haagen daz or even mc donald ice cream..
BUT it is so much delicious than those ice cream i mentioned..really..the coconut taste is so so good..
it is made from real coconut one..tat auntie said..
we wouldnt miss out the chance every time we go that temple..
too bad she din sell in box if not for sure i will buy it..

we stayed two nights there..first night we went to somewhere (forgot the name again)..
somewhere like foodcourt..many stalls selling many different type of food..
we ordered so much...and is very full as well as delicious...especially the chicken wings..
here is the photo of the favourite ice cream and the 'foodcourt'..may look not tasty as the quality of photo..

♥

the second night celebrate cousin birthday...

uncle treat us TAO..

i wonder the TAO in penang and TAO in kl is different..they like offering different food..

and their choices of food are kinda limited

but anyhow..is ok as the abalone taste so so nice with the sauce..

erm..let's see the photo ba..some are taken from google..

before exam..me and my dear went to jusco becoz of SUSHI KING BONANZA...

quite satisfied as last time we need to fight with ppl to get those expensive sushi..

tis time no need..we reach there 11am..so so less ppl..haha

and we bought 2pm movie ticket..tat chinese ghost stories..

tat girl is so so pretty...

as there are still 2 more hours to go so we decided to go de garden there yum cha..

at last we choose strawberry moment..

haha...dear ask me to promote strawberry moment here..

because of the strawberry there is 'so so so so so so sweet'

hope u all understand how 'sweet' are the strawberry there..

look so nice hor..?

Dear♥

at the end become like this..= =

edited..

holidays d..looking forward to more outings...

stop here..

bye..

thanks dear's sis souvenir..=)

Tell me Tell me WhY....

2011-04-12T12:16:00.002+08:00

trying to make myself think in more positive way..
in order to reduce the level of frustration...
angry..unsatisfied...so what..?still have to do...
haiz....

tat day went jusco with dear..
ntg to do and we went to sing k again..
although dear is not so willing i know...
anyway, we had fun there..

Match..?♥

Sat went out with dear again...as i wanted to change my license...
time flies..is already two years..
but the JPJ not working on sat..
so we went to oldtown to have our breakfast..
after that we headed to parade..
again..dear is not so willing to go one..hehe

An Unpleasant Sem...

2011-03-31T17:06:00.000+08:00

this is the first sem that i cried the most for my study...
so many unpleasant things keep happening day by day..
one of the main reason is as what i said in the previous post..couldnt tell out the real feelings of mine..
if i would have the chance to tell i wont be that suffer..
i always wondering is that mine problem or the people's problem...
as i knew that ppl always think that is mine problem to be a such person..
but cant u the ppl think properly..is whose problem in fact..
ppl behave like that they have ntg wrong but if i behave like that...i am like did a serious mistake..
the world is so unfair sometimes...

one more thing is when ppl asked for help u help but u might wont get any compliment..i mean as simple as a thank you...is ok..
but when u need help...they reject you by whatever reason they can think of..
i am not saying that im the one who always help others..
but at least i did help ppl sometimes..
TOOOOOOOOO unfortunately, when i need help at this moment..no one could help...
my dear is the exception..i knew he will try his best to help me whenever he can...♥
of course...only some of them are like this..
i still have a lot of friends who are so willing to help me when i need their help..
thats why i am SERIOUSLY REALLY so APPRECIATE when they help me..

so much thank you to who ever help me before..

you should not behave like this..

How Good If Everything Can Be Expressed...

2011-03-24T16:17:00.000+08:00

not as hardworking as last time anymore...
i mean in terms of updating the blog...
perhaps..there is ntg Special for me to update oso..
everyday routine is the same...

the title suit my feeling so well...
too many unhappy things too little people to share with..or none perhaps...haiz...
so what if u found tat the person not good or something make u unhappy..?
u can scold her meh..?u can tell her meh..?u can discuss with her meh..? no..cannot..
maybe others found problem on me but same they not dare to tell me..everyone is the same...
for sure we will experience these...

so san fu when there are tonnes of things inside the heart but none of it can be throw out..
u know tat feeling..?哑子吃黄莲有苦说不清...am i using it correctly..?
haiz..i dunno la...sien with these kind of feelings..so i decided something..
to make myself not tat san fu when face the same problem again..

kinda miss Taiwan's trip...
wish to go again..
i wish to go with him and my frens..
go again tat place where full of clothes, pants, shoes, bags, and so on...
go eat the french fries again...
go famous night market...
eat, eat, eat, shop, shop, shop, buy, buy ,buy
another country that i wish to go is Korea...
no reason...just wan to go...

how good if i am rich..surf so many websites that sell clothes these two days..
wanted to buy so many clothes..but i dun have extra $ to buy...my money is just enough for food..too bad...
if i am rich..i can buy many many clothes..
if la...wont demand for so much la...think of Japan...we are so so so so good d..haiz..god bless them..
really hope that Utar can organise and collect funds for Japan...other colleges and uni oso collecting funds d..
their situation are even worst than last time China tat one...haiz...

♥

Random Random..=)

2011-02-17T20:08:00.002+08:00

wah...such a long period didnt come to update my blog..
is all due to my laziness lo..

my cny is simple yet satisfied...
might not as interesting as others...
but gather with the family members as well as the cousins is enough...
this year was a bit different from the previous year...
as usual we will have our reunion dinner at my aunt's house...
that house is the main place for us to gather when cny..is a tradition..
but for this year..due to my uncle's pub..we have our reunion dinner at restaurant...
i was really unhappy for this..i dun like they simply break our house tradition..
but no choice...have to follow..and as what i said..gather together is the most important..
think to positive side...i no need to wash those plates after dinner..> <
of course the dishes cannot compare with our home one...
after dinner we headed to uncle's pub...
and this time was oso the first time i went to temple at 1am..
coz as usual we will go to temple early in the morning of chor yat..
so that's the different...

overall my cny is good..
coz receive quite a lot of ang pau...hehe
coz gt many relatives came to our house but of course the ang pau were not taken that easy..
we gt to pay out something which is serve them as they really like those important guest...

one more thing i must mention here..
i only drank 3 cans of soft drink....i mean from nin sam sap till chor 4
HOW WEIRD.......
for ur infomation..i love soft drink so much especially coke and shandy..

skip to valentine topic..
had our earlier celebration at jusco on last friday...
went to wong kok for lunch...
watched all's well end's well..
nt bad er this movie...
for the exact day..2/14
we went to old town restaurant for dinner with nono and ah choy..
after tat we went to we dating cafe for gambling...hahaha
win few ringgit..nono is the winner..
ah choy lose the most...
he luan luan lai one..play 21dian..he gt 20 still wan to get more card...so sot right..?
tat's all for our celebration..♥

spot our shirt..=) dear bought me this..♥

Dear♥

after movie we went to have sushi...♥

Dear bought me this and a bag as Valentine's present...♥

bought for Dear as Valentine's present...♥

THANK YOU MY DEAR♥

better quality photos..

2011-01-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

the hotel we stayed for the first night..=)

their fruits are really taste good..

going to Taipei 101 tower..

the night view of Taipei 101

the other flavour of the best french fries..

made by corn...

Trip to Taiwan-Taipei♥

2011-01-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

not going to write the details one..
but first of all..
have to thanks my parent for giving the chance for me to go oversea..
this is my first time..
and i was so gan jeong when the aeroplane is going to fly..
the captain keep say that will going to depart very soon but then the plane was still on the floor..
forgive me as it was my first time..
we took air asia..
their service not bad but is not comfortable..really not comfortable..

Taiwan is really a good place for trip..
foods are cheap...clothes are cheap..shoes are cheap.. accessories are cheap..mask are cheap..
of course u dun buy at those shopping center..all are branded thingy inside there..
btw..their sport shoes like puma..are cheaper than our malaysia...and the design are nicer too..
since they are having winter now..
so i cant buy any clothes as the clothes are not suitable to wear in malaysia at all..
but i bought few pairs of wa wa shoes...
i love wa wa shoes the most..i wish i can buy all of them..
i bought one which just cost RM9.80..
cheap rite..?

sorry for my male frens..
i really dunno wat to buy for them..
as everywhere i shop is full of female's things..
hardly to find something for guys..

still ok..last few days only 9degree celcius..very cold..

first night..Beitou...

yam dessert..

my mum and my sis..

this one nice..=)

nice..

feel so wan to buy all the bread..

saw their taxi..?almost all taxi using toyota's car..i saw one mercedes benz taxi...

2000ml only 35..?cheap right..

very sweet...

the ppl in taiwan will automatically give their seat to elders..

taipei 101..

my love..the best french fries..

so cute...

dog's carnival there..lots of nice and cute dogs..

made by straw..nice..

see the clothes they sell...

the dome which built by using bottles..

故宫

Show Luo's shop in xi men ding..

stage..forgot to rotate bac..most happy is i been to there..

shi lin ye shi...=)

tats all..=)

My Dear♥

2011-01-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

love to go out with you my dear..

sing k and watch movie are the things we can do when go out...

since there are ntg special to do in ipoh...

we went for sing k so frequent during this sem break..

although we always sing for the same song every time yet we like to sing..hehe

♥♥♥

the japanese restaurant in jusco...forget the price..just remember very expensive for ppl like me..=(

not bad..but spaghetti like this hard to finish by myself..

our love♥

we just pay not more than RM 5 tat day coz we have coupon..=)

our outing very simple rite..?

not important...

as long as both of us happy..=)

dear say dun always envy ppl..

01012011

2011-01-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

since it is still 01012011...

so i came to blog for the first post for 2011...

seems like many ppl pass their new year eve with friends, with loved one and so on..

me too...

it just we pass our new year eve in different locations..

nvm..as long as our hearts are connected..

but frankly speaking..i do really hope to countdown with my dear and friends together..

hope next year i will have the chance to countdown with them..

the brand new year..

hope everyone has a good year ahead...!

for 2010..

was a past tense..but then i will remember all the memorable things with the one i love and care..

really have to thanks those who always take care of me...

healthy, safe, happy and of course a bit of wealthy are more than enough..=)

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

Randomly...

2010-12-30T12:20:00.000+08:00

after the two activities on monday and tuesday..
i am now very free at home...
so i came to blog about the two activities..

Monday
pooi chee invited us to go out for gathering..
plan to go for sing k and steamboat perhaps..
and hui xin suggested to cook something..
sushi is the thing pop-up in my mind..
so i suggested we go for breakfast together and go to supermarket for the ingredients that we need..
after that we went to hui xin's house and started our sushi making process..
everything was under our control and we did it quite smoothly..
let's see the photos...

the ingredients that prepared by us..

失败是成功之母

she is so concentrate..

sushi plate..the sushi taste good..

sushi roll..taste good as well..

model 1..

model 2..

me..

the process of making sushi is happy..=)

Tuesday

gathering with friends who i didnt meet long time d...

we went to jusco k box..

a simple and fun gathering...

i know they will have a numbers of activities on the coming days...

but too bad i couldn't join them..

i really hope to join them for every single activities..

but as for many reasons..

i couldn't make it..

but anyway..hope they enjoy themselves...

especially their trip..

we did not take much photos on that day..dunno y..

perhaps thats our style..

we are not those type of photo taking is a must for every outing..

and no one request to take photo so there are just few photos i can show here..

wai shan, loong yeke, lee jien..

lee jien, kah weng, pooi chee..

dear, chi choy, wai yee

sock teng..long time no see..still that noisy..XD

6 girls..=)

so sorry for the quality...should ask those who have a good camera to take photo..

btw..there are few pictures with my dear♥

♥

dear bought me lollipop again..♥

Outings with YOU♥

2010-12-24T12:06:00.001+08:00

had continuously went out with my dear three times this week..
maybe becoz he is going to kl this week with his boy's gang..
so we go out that frequent...

Last Friday
as we stay overnight in kampar after our japanese exam..
the next day we decided to go bac and watch Rapunzel..
which i requested to watch for long time ago..
before we went bac to ipoh..we had our lunch in kampar wo wen tian..
kinda nice..

the couple seat..♥

Dear♥

Monday
fetch dear to renew his license..time flies..he no longer a P license's driver...
since 10 mins settle all the things..den we went to parade for sing k..
but unfortunately..the rooms are all full...
was so frustrated that time..dunno..perhaps i hate this kind of situations..i mean..a lot...
since we are not that kind of shopaholic..so we just walked around..
we tried some taiwan's street foods..not bad and it's so big in size..

Wednesday
since it is super wednesday for tgv..
so we went for Narnia..
this time we couldnt buy couple seat ticket as it was full..
we bought bread and ate inside the cinema...
Narnia not bad..but Narnia The Wardrobe is the best among all...

Thursday
as we had booked for the kbox on monday..and since it is so cheap compare to other days..
so we went to sing k and it just rm 5++ each..
perhaps the price is cheaper..the rooms are always full..
luckily we had booked the room..
found out that the doughnut of the bread shop which located beside mary brown are kinda nice..
happy time always pass too fast..

♥♥

dear bought me this as i requested..=)

today dear is going to kl with his friends...

hope they have a safe and happy trip...

Might be nothing special for you but it is IMPORTANT for me...

2010-12-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

appreciate every outing with you although i can see you almost everyday..
appreciate every second with you although it might just a lunch or a movie..
hope the time will pass slower when you are going to say bye bye to me..
still very happy although every outing seem the same as previous one..

still remember that we are so different from other couples..
we not even watch a movie together when we started our relationship..
we didnt take meal together as well..
after few weeks..finally we have the chance to watch together..i mean just two of us..=)
till now we had watched more than 10 movies at cinema..

we never sing k together too..same..i mean just two of us..
that day was our first time..
but after that day..something bad was happened..
that was my hardest time...
same goes to you i know..
i cant do anything..

second time we sing k...
i sincerely hope that everything will be ok after that..
am i worry too much..?perhaps..

both of us are not the kind of taking-photo-is-a-must-for-every-outing..
but we might take few as we wanted to capture down our memorable moment..

this post might seems messy..
everything is not following the sequence..
i write what i think..
thats why...

My Dear..thank you once again for giving me a surprise when my birthday...
thank you for didnt blame me as i ruined you up becoz of a worm..
thank you for everything...♥♥

♥

1st day of December♥

2010-12-08T00:50:00.002+08:00

finally i willing to update my blog with my birthday post..
last few days oso dun have the feeling to write about my birthday's celebration..
even how sien am i..i oso not willing to update..
i oso dunno why...not feeling good these days..

btw..i feel that i suppose to update and thanks them once again...
the celebration with hui xin them i already mentioned in the previous post..
thanks to them and mei kim for buying me a tasty chocolate..=)
and hui xin for the rice that wrote my name and happy birthday..thank you.=)

the night before my birthday..
dear and frens help me celebrated again at restaurant dong hoi..
dear lie me..he said..just 5 of us(c202) eat together..say what maybe jien them 12am only come celebrate with me..
i trust him and feel a bit disappointed that time..
who knows when i reach there i saw kar lin them and jian le..
i saw still gt many chairs den i know jien they are coming oso..
haha..

is my first time to have a dinner like this when birthday..
thanks to dear so so much for planning all these things♥
after that only i know he went to book the table on monday and he book the cake one week earlier too..
he did all the things by himself..
THANK YOU MY DEAR♥

brilliant Tan Wai Shan, Lim Lee Jien & Pang Weng Yeong,Liew Kah Weng..thanks..=)

thanks kar lin,eqing,weng fei..=)

thanks Mei Kim..=)

thanks Hui Xin..=)

thank you chung keat siong too for his present..is a very cute cup with a spoon..and oso the couple key chain..=)

thank you jian le for ur camera..=)

Thank you Cheong Yoong Jen, My Dear♥

thats all for my birthday post..

good night..=)

Second Outing♥ (a detail one)

2010-11-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

second outing..?
with who..?

they are..
Evon, Xin, Mei Kim, Bao er...
all of us are so eager to date together again like last semester..
i not sure about them..but for me i really so desperate to go out with them again..
cant forget the moment we sing k together..
im not good in singing..but in fact, i love sing k so much..is so much..XD

back to the topic..
23/11/10 we had our second outing with the same gang of ppl..
and of course not to forget xin's bf..

the night before the day..i have a quite good plan..?
xin's birthday is on 25/11..so i plan with mei kim..
i suggested that we bought a cake for xin and evon..
evon birthday is on15/11..i tell mei kim ask evon fetch us go buy the cake and tell evon we help xin celebrate..
but but but..
on that day..the main character hui xin suddenly changed her mind..
she said she fetch us go ipoh..omg..?
how are we going to buy the cake..?
but the brilliant mei kim settle all these problem..

around 1pm..we start our happy journey..
we talk alots..talk so loud in hui xin car..talk about many many things..
hui xin suggested to go oldtown to have our lunch..
but the brilliant mei kim and bao er say go wong kok..
at first i din 'realise' why they wanted to go there..
hui xin misun baoer..said she wanted to eat expensive food..haha..baoer is so 'mougu'
the fact is birthday ppl can get a huge teh tarik at wong kok...

we took lots of photo as well as chat alots at wong kok...
we planned to bring out the cake after we eat..
so bao er and mei kim cheat..they said they go toilet..
actually they go to take the cake..i said i wanna follow..
bao er say no need wor..

den once i saw they walking bac to the seat..we sang birthday song...
and...
i saw my name is on the cake too..
big lol..
i ask them buy for hui xin and evon..but they write my name also..
seriously..i did not expect they will do this..
but of course i was very very happy..so touch i can say..
what i can say is mei kim and bao er are really the brilliant one..
they cheat me and evon..
i know we will celebrate for hui xin and evon..
evon tot is celebrate for me and hui xin...
and although mei kim brought along the big cake into her car..but she never realise also..mei kim..u really geng..
thanks to mei kim and baoer...although it just a cake..but is more than enough...THANK YOU..

evon..the cutie..saw tutti frutti..and she was so excited and we bought that also..tasty enough..^^
after that we headed to jj..k box..
we sang a lots..chats a lots..take a lots of photo..
we purposely find a birthday song and sing it again..
mei kim bought the mask..say what birthday party..haha..

hui xin bf join us..
sang song with his girl..
so sweet of them..
im sure hui xin will have a unforgettable birthday this year..have a blast ya..=)

thanks to Ng Wai Yee also..
he purposely brought the tau fu fa to me in jj...
at first i tot is few boxes..who know..he made a lot..really a lot...
and it is so tasty..everyone here like count so clearly each one how many boxes..as the tau fu fa is not enough for them..lol..ng wai yee...good job ah...haha..
thank you for the invisible shield as well..thank you so much la..^^

here are the photos of that day..

hui xin and his bf and his bf's bro

mei kim, me, baoer

with tutti frutti

mask..

very nice photo..i like the candle so much...

singing 朋友..first time sing this song in k box..

mei kim..

birthday gals..

tasty

25/11

15/11

thanks alot..

that's all...bye bye

Random update..

2010-11-18T02:13:00.001+08:00

is 2am now..came to blog since i gt ntg to do and not willing to sleep yet..

has been a while i din update my blog d..

the main reason would be i gt ntg special to write about..

everyday schedule is the same..

even now i wan to update oso dunno write about what d..

recently very addicted to korean singers..

especially CnBlue (Jong Yong Hwa) and SNSD (Seohyun)

because i am watching a korean famous show..We Got Married..

they are one of the couple that i like the most..

i love to watch them so much..they are just so sweet..

even they dun have not much skinship compare to other couples..

but no doubt they are very sweet..

sincerely hope they can become the real couple one day..

i even download the video from youtube which i had seen from pps and put into my phone..

they will be my companion sometimes..

and because of this..when i gt ntg to do with the laptop..

i will go for youtube and watch their mv for uncounted times..

i like the way they dance..is so nice..

cnblue..they dunno how to dance..but i like thier song so much..

i being affect by my sis..she is a korean addict too..

she more serious than me...

the show will be update every saturday..but dunno why until today pps still haven update the new episode..

haiz..i wanted to watch it badly..

many ppl tweets nowadays..wonder why it so fun..?

and i not really know how to 'play' it..

but i think it will be a better place for me to express sometimes...as i din add anyone as my fren yet..except evon..haha

i really wish to go cheong k with them again..

4 of them...i miss evon seriously..

i miss the time we having discussion together..=)

thats all for now..bye bye..good night..

MegaMind..

2010-11-05T22:39:00.001+08:00

currently in ipoh..
came bac yesterday since today is holiday..
but going bac to kampar tomorrow to attend my japanese lecture class..

suppose to do my presentation slides but gt no idea of how to do..
individual presentation again..
my weakness...
my last sem individual presentation is the best example..becoz of too nervous i get so low marks..
and i gt no any confidence in presentation anymore..
hope tis monday will be better..

went to jusco yesterday with dear♥
dear went to take his phone's case..
and we watched Megamind..is a cartoon...
but very funny..not bad er tat movie..
the after-renovation's cinema look nice too..

just had my hair cut tis morning..
cut my fringe..look weird..=(

hope list:
1. buy a nike sport shoe...tat day i saw my fren wear a white purple one..nice..
2. buy a wa wa shoe that nice and the most important is fit both of my foot..recently buy what shoe oso make my foot pain after wear it..
3. has a nice and suit me de hairstyle..
4. keep fit...i really fat le so much recently..really..no lie..
5.save money..so mostly cant complete the 1&2 d..
6. presentation goes smoothly..
7. japanese midterm not tat hard..
8. pass all the subjects this sem...

Random post...

2010-10-27T09:21:00.000+08:00

had started my new sem..
and now is the second week d..
assignments and presentations approaching..
ntg special in these two weeks..
attended classes as usual..

last saturday went bac to ipoh..
as my relatives from japan came again..
have to go bac and meet them...
this time is another cousin who i din meet for almost 20+ years..
my cousins at japan are all married..
she bring along her two kids as well...

Beni (in japanese means lips)..so cute right..? but she always cry whenever her mother pass her to other people..

Yugo..her 5 years old son..very handsome and cute...

he is a hyperactive kids..

cousins and aunt bought us present from japan..

their packaging are very nice...

they are going bac to japan today..

i feel really unhappy and frustrated when im in ipoh that two days...

someone really irritated me..

there are many many things that i couldn't speak out..

keep inside is the only way..

Monday's night went to We Dating Cafe to celebrated Kar Lin's birthday..

a pretty girl that i knew since foundation sem 2...

very blur rite..?

camera not good tat's why cant see their face clearly..

their theme for that day is wear a cap...if im not wrong..thats why the birthday girl is wearing a cap...

Kar Lin...

gt a little present for you..hope u will like it..

it's full of sincerity from me and yoong jen♥

Happening Week of October♥

2010-10-17T02:34:00.003+08:00

perhaps tis will be a long post..

as i gt few events on hand to write..

is a happening week..

if im not wrong..Tuesday went jj with my dear♥

we went there simply for walk walk..

as we plan to go parade at first but end up with jj as he has to take laptop for his sis..

had our lunch in sushi king..

bonanza..im sure all of u know about tis..

apply for the card and enjoy the RM2 per plates sushi..

after tat..ntg to do..tot of going bac but i suggested to go for sing k..

unexpectedly..my dear agree to go for that too..

this is the first time for us..just both of us sing k..was so excited..

took some photos as well..it was our first time..

the next day went to parade with dear♥

as i wan to buy something for him as his birthday present..

feel so sorry as i just can buy a shirt for him..

we went to sushi king again..

tot of eating ebiko which is dear's favorites..but end up we ate 10 plates only..

met yan yee,wilson mah, wing fei..

bought 3 presents for different ppl on that day..i was so headache about wat to buy for them..

hope they will like it..

14-10-2010 Thursday night

we went to kizuna which is located inside the royal perak golf club..

my first time to tat place..

we help yen wei to celebrate her birthday earlier...

touched by what she said tat night..will always miss her..

with the birthday girl-yen wei...

group pic

surprisingly..kar lin told me that they bought a cake for dear too..

and dear was so surprise too i think..thanks them for celebrate dear birthday as well..

♥dear's birthday cake bought by them

me and my dear♥

16-10-2010 Saturday♥

went jj with dear♥, ben, choy, jien, yang, weng, shan and nono

we watched The Other Guys..the movie is ok ok only..

after that we went to have dinner and birthday celebration at Folie-Folie..

we celebrated dear, nono and ben birthday..

dear- 16.10.1991

ben- 18.10.1991

nono- 23.10.1991

the birthday boys..

group pic...

although it was a simple birthday celebration..

but i hope they will happy for that..

thanks all of them who attend the celebration..

time goes very fast..

is the end of my sem break..

and i have to go bac to kampar TOMORROW..

can u imagine how fast it is..i dunno..feel like i just started my holidays..

but i do treasure my sem break tis time..

is 2.29am now..got to bed d..

good night..

Sunway Lagoon Trip

2010-10-11T13:02:00.001+08:00

just bac from 2days 1night trip..
is a kl trip but is more likely to be a trip to sunway lagoon..

first time buy ticket right 30 minutes before the train..
first time feel so nervous as all of us still do not know whether there are tickets for us..
first time feel so suffer before the time reach..

dunno what happen to ktm..they does not allow us to buy ticket before the day we depart..
system down for so many days..it bring problems to ppl...
and we bought 9.15am ticket to kl..
when we reached kl..is already 1 something..after check in is already 2 something..
and they decided to go sunway lagoon..
erm...reach sunway already 3something..
after lunch straight away we headed to the theme park and bought ticket..

my very first time to go sunway lagoon..
and becoz of this i know ntg about there...
feel so scare when play every game..
but after the first time..not scare anymore..
request to play the second time as well..^^
for my opinion..the funniest game is the childish one which is the wave...haha
dunno how to describe but we very enjoy at tat time...

one thing make this trip not perfect is we not able to take any photo when we play inside water park..
and the time for us to play is oso very short as the park close at 6pm..
but feel very happy at that time when we play together..
no worry no stress..
although i still feel that it is not that worth as the time we play is short..hope to have more time to play..

the second thing that i feel very enjoy is all of us chit-chatting when dinner time..
we chat many thing..
we complaint about our foods..
we complaint about other ppl..
we complaint how noisy are they..
we complaint how scary is the taxi driver..

2days 1 night trip is really very very short and it ends freaking fast..
we even dun have time to shopping..
jien..next time our trip must have at least 3days 2nights de..ok..?
feel freaking bu she de when i know our train is at 2pm..

oh yea..wai yee and choy help us to win 12 cans of Mountain Dew by playing the game below..thanks ah..

just like this we took away 12 cans of Mountain Dew..

we came bac to ipoh by taking ETS..
very new..very cold...fast...quiet..^^

took in ETS

in short..sweet,happy,enjoy and unforgettable things made our trip..

i always think how best if there are one more day for us to stay at kl..

Member of the Trip : Cheong Yoong Jen, Khoo Ebel, Lim Lee Jien, Pang Weng Yeong, Lai Chi Choy, Chung Khai Khoon

Special thanks to Ng Wai Yee to be our tour guide..

Freaking bad mood now..

2010-10-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

who can i tell..?
what can i tell..?
i dunno..
sometimes i feel so speechless..
as i gt tonnes of feeling wanted to express out but no word can be replace those feelings..
i got no direction..tats y i speechless..
y my days seem not so smooth recently..?

not dare to hope that will have a how interesting and exciting holidays..
just wish i can smile everyday..thats it..
it this so hard..?i mean i can sit at home watch pps without anything interfere my feelings everyday of my holidays..THAT'S IT...!!
i dun understand why such a simple thing i oso cant have it..
today this thing happen..tomorrow another thing happen..?
what happen wor..?cannot let me holidays without any stress...?
im going to die..those feelings killing me a lot...

still left one more week holidays only...
pls pls..pls let me pass my holidays happily everyday after today..pls..
holidays two weeks d..tv took to repair oso two weeks d..
everyday online watch pps oso wiill sien one..
ppl always say they are molding or wat...
grow mushroom or wat..
hello..!pls la..my kind considered as wat..?
i am so appreciate that i have to go fetch my mum and go out to have my meal..
if not i really is that kind called 足不出户..

sorry for being so frustrated as i am really frustrated..
hope my mood will be ok soon..

Independent ???

2010-10-02T20:43:00.000+08:00

today is the fifth day of my holidays..
5 days passed without anything special..
envy those who have a lots of activities during their holidays..
but i have used to it since every holidays i have is oso the same..
perhaps im still a little girl in my parents' heart..and transportation is oso one of the problem..
i appreciate though it is a boring one..
i dun wan to feel regret when my holidays going to end..

i wonder out of 10 girls..how many girls are independent in terms of the couple relationship..?
i knew there are girls who are really independent..
but definitely i am not tat kind of people..
learn to be independent is not a easy thing especially for me..
any way to change..?
maybe when the situation is really not allow me to depend than only i will try to learn..
why am i talk about tis ler..?
today quite emo..
but i watch pps to make me smile and laugh..

i am not matured enough but today i successfully to control myself..
i just dun wan my holidays wasted by thinking useless thing..

我们结婚了 is really a good show to make me laugh..
it is a korean show..they find some famous singer to be couple and married..
公主嫁到 & 我们结婚了 are the only entertainment for me recently..

i am a jealousy ppl...
not only in terms of love..
but family and friends as well..
i hope to get their caring and love..my friends..pls love me more..i do really appreciate you..

going to change design of my blog..i feel boring with it d..

my room's fan is freaking noisy..i hate..!

hope dear can go home safely..♥♥
hope my mum can come bac next wed safely..♥♥

took in hui xin's car..blog profie pic..

Thank You My Dear♥

2010-09-30T00:38:00.001+08:00

finally my exam had over..
almost one month didnt update my blog due to exam..
tis time i successfully control myself from being online since study week started..
and i hope everyone include me and my dear can get a good result for first degree's final..

tis is the hardest exam i had been gone through..
not concern about the exam paper..is myself..
for the very first time..i fall sick one day before the final..
after ate the fruits..my stomach not feeling well..
and vomit at night..went to see doctor as vomit non-stop..
got injection..but the situation getting worst..
feel very hot and force myself to sleep..
but around 2 am something i cant bear with it and dear brought me to see doctor again..
i gt fever and 80 gone for see doctor twice..
the next day the paper i had to sit is communicative english...
is a sub that no need to memorize anything..luckily..
and the next day after exam..fever again..
dear asked me to sleep with blanket cover over the body..fan off..to make me sweat..
feel really good after that...but medicine have to continue..
the people who suffer not only me but my dear as well..
i gt ntg can say except A BIG THANK YOU to him, My Dear♥
he gt exam tomorrow but he go here and there becoz of me..
wasted so much time to study...make he cant concentrate at all..
half way study half way worry me..2 am something have to fetch me to see doctor again and that time he is till studying..
how pity is he..?
i have never sick like this before..is so suffer..
他无微不至的照顾令我很感动也很感激♥♥
i swear i will take good care of you my dear..
thank you for everything..really..

tot tat after this i will be ok..but not..headache..stomachache..
exam that two weeks seems like keep not feeling well..
btw..everything had passed..now i am very healthy again..

the torture weeks had passed and all of us having holidays now..
will treasured this holidays...
watch whatever i wanted to watch..

today went to watch the legend of fist chen zhen with my dear♥
long time din go out watch movie with dear d..
tis time is the relax one..
the movie is very nice..
hope to go out with him soon again..^^

end here today..continue next time..=)

Mix Mix..

2010-08-24T18:49:00.000+08:00

part of the family members..my cousin and aunt from japan too..miss the cute little girl..

angie's birthday..miss yen wei and yan yee..

sing k with my groupmates..

they are very good group mates..although we didn't get high marks for every sub..but i like the moment we work together..♥ i thanks and appreciate to have group mates like you

hui xin-the dai kai jie♥

evon-the cutie♥

poh yee-the soh soh 1♥

mei kim-the very new fren♥

合作愉快

seriously wish to hang out with u all again..^^

evon, ebel and bao er..=)

the very first photo we took♥♥

first year anniversary♥♥

dear's favourite♥

my favourite♥

went to sushi king with dear before we went bac to ipoh last saturday..

is us♥♥♥

a post that contain most photos one..

no idea what to write about just feel like wan to upload some photos here..

not forget that my group had finally ended our presentation and assignment..

no any feeling of joy..becoz is already week 13..

exam coming very very soon..

i love my family..

as what dear said..healthy, 出入平安 is more than enough..

祈祷祈祷..

i love my dear..

same to you my dear..stay healthy..出入平安..

pls listen to me next time so that u wont sick anymore okay..?

i love my friends..

friends from smjk poi lam..

friends from utar..

friends from everywhere..

old friends..

new friends..

didnt find you doesnt means that i had forgotten you..

i love my group mates..

who had work with me tis 14 weeks..

from strangers to friends to group mates to babies..

wish you all get good result in final..

First time...18-08-2010

2010-08-20T22:39:00.001+08:00

finally i can update my blog..
as my fren has finally uploaded the photos that we took on that day..
18-08-2010..
hui xin, evon,poh yee,mei kim and me went to ipoh jusco..
as hui xin suggest to go and watch movie so we whole assignment group members went together..

before went to watch movie hui xin and mei kim wanted to go to buy mc d and eat in the cinema..lol
and we decided to buy too..
the very first time for me to eat fast food in cinema..we hide all the food inside hui xin's bag..haha
and we watch 人间喜剧..
erm..not nice i can say..dunno what's the main idea of that movie at all..

and they decided to go sing k..
the interesting and the enjoy part..
i really think before that five of us go sing k together..
i dunno my 'dream' can become true one day..
and we really enjoy there..
here are some of the photos..

me n mei kim..^^

me n hui xin^^

becoz i have to rush bac to kampar and rush bac to ipoh again..(do u understand what i mean?)
so we left earlier..
and they went to mc d to buy fast food for their housemates..
how many turns we turn at there d..?lol

can see how much they bought that day..?lol

and on that day too...
once i reach kampar i pack my thing and bac to ipoh again with my dear..
thanks dear♥ for purposely drive bac and come bac to kampar the next morning..
i know it's tired..

Finally..

2010-08-15T13:00:00.000+08:00

finally i have a chance to go out with my dear..
we had missing out a lot of movies as my dear has a lot of mid term tis few weeks..
and yesterday finally we gt a chance to jusco..
although it was a little bit not happy early in the morning becoz of some little problem..
but it still a very happy dating..
before we went to jusco dear brought his printer to a computer shop to repair it..
den we headed to jusco..

feel like long time din go there once i step into jusco..in fact i really few weeks din go there d..
and the first things we did was went to cinema and see which movie is available..
and we chose SALT..

for sure we wont miss out the GCB as well.
coz yesterday we only hav the chance to try it..
it is really a nice 1..wish to eat GCB next time..dunno when..=(
after brunch we went to padini as i wish to buy some formal for myself..
went to see shoe too..
but of course poor ppl like me wont buy anything as i dun have money to buy..

SALT is a nice movie..but actually i not really understand and dear and me feel that it will have SALT 2..

and night i went to Syuen hotel to have japanese buffet there with my family..
is a happy 1..

thanks dear so much as i finally have the chance to watch a movie with him♥

♥♥

Pls motivate me!!!

2010-08-13T16:17:00.000+08:00

tis week is not a happy 1..
quite many unhappy things happen and i cried dunno twice or 3 times tis week..
that incident i will never forget 1..

i was damn unhappy tat time but who know..?
Dear is the only one..
i think dear not really know why am i so unhappy but he just console me..
i am the only one can feel the pain..
wonder that whatever thing i do is also a wrong 1..
u make feel that i am so stupid and useless..
i feel scare whenever i want to do something..

now is already week 11..3 weeks more..final will be there to wait us..
tis time is so different..
i dun have confidence anymore..
people around me just keep beat me down recently..
sometimes feel like just give up will it be better..
but i cant..

i hope that my mum can faster change her phone..i wan use something new..
later will be going bac to ipoh..
has been 4 weeks we din bac ipoh on friday d..

i need something to motivate me..!

Long Time No Post♥

2010-08-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

realize that long time never post thing that related to me and my dear♥

but in fact, we really seldom go out as to compare with other couples..

and i always together with him recently..hee^^

let me recall bac what we had did tis few weeks..

tis is the watermelon with 3 scoops of ice cream..

we ate tis at那一间..

i remember first time we went to there to have our dinner and after that time dear was so refuse to go there again..

i think is because of the cendol..he said not good at all..

and because of the limited choices for us to take meal in kampar..

finally he accept to go there again..

and we found out that spaghetti there are quite nice..

we tried this and banana boat too..

last saturday went bac to ipoh and went to parade with dear..

although ckk was there too..

dear went there to buy his formal shoe and we bought 2 sparkling juice for choy..

after that we went to choy new renovated house..

chit chatting there till 12 only went home..

we long time didnt go for movie d..and we missed out so many movies..

but nvm..as long as we are together..

i am satisfied d..

not going to demand for more..

♥♥

One week..!

2010-08-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

again..the other week only i able to update my blog..
the week which had 3 assignments and 1 presentation had passed..
overall is not that good..i am very sure to say that Esth** gt some responsibilities in this case..
you will gt me very angry suppose say by me ok..damn you..
whatever..it's already pass..

ntg to say much bout assignment and presentation..
today is saturday..and we din go bac tis week..
becoz dear has 3 mid-term to sit for..
good luck and all the best..♥

good things never share with people dun ever expect that people will share their good things with you too..
what i had received from you is more than enough..
should appreciate what u have now..
still remember that last time everything was not like this..
u have tat thing doesnt mean tat u r the king in this world..
dunno what im talking about..?haha
i dunno as well...

actually ntg much to write..just dun wan my blog to be so boring..
i think this is the shortest post i ever have in my blog..
many things to say..but limited things can write..
the deepest feeling...who know..?

p/s: i am ugly..so what..dun comment ppl before u stand in front of the mirror and look at urself.

It's time!

2010-07-29T17:39:00.000+08:00

since when i never update my blog d..?
was busy recently..what else..?assignment lo..
never able to escape from assignments in my university life..
ok..just bear with it and accept it..
one more thing i have to emphasize here..
coz i never been like this before..
me,hui xin and evon had waiting and stay at cherry house for 7 hours on monday..
just to print out our magazine..the details is too complicated and i dun wan to repeat again..
i just wan to say..it was damn tiring and hungry..3 of us 3something only take our lunch..
can u imagine..?maybe is we stupid or wat..but we just successfully print out after 7 hours..
first time for us..pay so much effort and heart in an assignment..we just hope to get the satisfy marks..^^

second thing is..my nuffnang finally reached rm50.00..
was so happy..thanks everyone who had click the adv in my blog for me..appreciate..
btw..i haven cash out..

next week may be the hardest, tiring week..
3assignments and 1 presentation..
wish me good luck pls..and i hope i manage to finish all of them..

going to show u our group magazine..
is contain fully effort in it...
is our 'baby'..

cover page..design by me..hehe..

by hui xin=)

by evon and poh yee...(my groupmates^^) they not copy and paste de oo..they copy part the things and arrange the place themselves..geng..

edit by hui xin..

my part..edited by hui xin too..

these are part of our magazine..=)

that's all..

What's on my mind?

2010-07-19T19:31:00.000+08:00

suppose to do my mass comm group assignment..
but once again i came here to blog..i never do something with full concentration..
listening to music..fb is a must whenever i do my assignment..
just focus on the assignment like will make me die..= =
since my dear and mr.nono are sleeping so i cant listen to the music..fb gt ntg to do..
so blogging is the only thing i can do beside my assignment..

7 weeks passed..is week 8 now..
i didnt go bac for 2 weeks and therefore my parent♥ came and visit me yesterday noon..
said will come at saturday but postponed to sunday..
parent came to see my new room..as they never see how it is since i move to the new room..
and we went to old town there for our lunch with my cousin..
after that we headed to tesco..the only 'shopping centre' we can go..
since parent are going to pay..so it's time for me to buy something..
i am not that bad ok..i just bought what i need..
and it just a few things...
seems like long time never shopping with family at jusco..
guess will be going bac to ipoh this week after dear's exam..
appreciate that they came and see me♥

the toughest time come to us slowly..we have to pass up the magazine next week..
pr assignment next week..
what else..?still gt a lot of presentation..
hope that the outcome of our magazine will be nice and is in our expectation..

actually im waiting my mum send me the photos so that i can continue with my assignment..
but she will be free only after night..so i have to wait d..

ntg much to write...
oh yea..i was so emo in the previous post..
and i so touch and appreciate as some of them leave their comment..
seriously..i am so appreciate..
thank you all of you..
those who leave comment at my blog..
and those who leave comment at fb..
thank you so much..
thank you my dear♥ as well..

my fren say i cannot tight up my hair..coz my face is big..really..?haiz..

Hurt

2010-07-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

i didnt go bac again tis week..
dear going to sit for his mid-term tomorrow..
i have my own stuff to do tomorrow too...

currently having a very down mood..
as what i said in fb..yes..i am jealous the relationship they having now..they need frens..so do i..i knew that they dislike me..i have been selfish before..didnt she..?
what had i did wrongly..?
i do not know..
i miss those time..but i know it is a impossible for me to have those time again..
tears is in my eyes..i can feel the feeling of heartache..
i do not wish to cry in front of him..but i cant control myself..
i am so down now..i think no one can understand me unless they experienced it before..

i knew they have comment about me..for sure..as we always comment about people..arent..?
my situation is just like i dun have fren anymore..how sad...
people always complaint how unlucky they are..included me..
i always think about..why they can have both happiness..?
why people can drive so expensive car..but i dun even have a bicycle..
i know my family is not poor but is not rich as well..
i dun dare to demand a car from my dad..my dad might affordable to buy me a little car like viva..?
i know as a student shouldnt demand so much..i can have all the needs is more than enough..
i always think that how good if i have a car..i can go anywhere..
but when i saw some people walking bac from campus to their hostel..i know i shouldnt think that much..
i feel guilty when i see them walking..as i still have car to sit..although it is not mine..
so i do appreciate every time when dear fetch me to campus..
i complaint so much every time..i know they are people who are 1000 times unlucky than me..but still i do complaint sometimes..
and the thing i need is just frenship..
maybe my personality is very bad...?people dislike me so much..?
maybe i need to self-questioning..?
yea..maybe..

i am so so so so so lucky to have him with me all the way..
♥Dear, i so appreciate u know..
although we do argue sometimes..
although i show my bad temper to you..
but really...whenever i think if without you..what my no-fren-life will be..?
do not dare to imagine..
♥Dear, thank you for everything..
many many things until i cant list out one by one..
Thank You is the only 2 words i can say my dear..
I love you..thanks for be with me..

feel better after bac from dinner..
hope i wont think about this problem again..everything just let it be..
or just accept the cruel truth..life is just like that..

tomorrow gonna take photo at beijing house..
hope the progress will be smooth from the beginning till the end..

last but not least, sorry if i did anything that had offended anyone of you before...

Live Happily Forever After...

p/s: i miss my parent♥♥♥

IDWTTP

2010-07-15T18:45:00.000+08:00

halo..im here again...didnt update for another week again..
finally..adv group assignment passed up d..
another challenging assignment is coming too..
just try our best lu...

IDWTTP simply stand for i dunno what title to put..lame..?haha
erm..dear just went out to play football..i gt ntg to do and online again..
i brought my note..plan to study pop..but what am i doing now..?
study is really sien 1..

tis week is just so simple..everything is same exactly like last week..
just attend those classes..
oh yea..is not same is not same..
as i stay up all night on sunday night just for FIFA World Cup..
this was oso my first time watch world cup with my lovely one♥
was so excited that night..
although i felt sleepy..i mean before the match start..
after the match started..we all were so 'jing shen'..lol..
was so gan jiong..i support Spain..
finally and luckily...Spain GOAL...!!
seriously..i dun wish to see they kick penalty..i scare i will get heart attack..haha
so..it was so special that night..
i feel so happy..as i can watch somemore watch with my dear♥
it will be a perfect 1 if i can watch the closing ceremony..
but too bad..it was started to rain d..so have to go bac d..
i watched at mm2..everyone clapped their hands when Spain goal..everyone scream..i like that..
p/s: i hate those smoker damn much..

bac to today..after passed up the assignment..
me, hui xin and evon were trapped in the lift in block A..
lol...we not feel scare at all and keep laughing due to hui xin laugh non stop there..haha
we just keep pressing the ring button..luckily..just a while..
but inside there was damn damn dark..
i wont take the lift if i alone..definitely not..
but sincerely..it was a quite good experienced for me..^^

currently is doing ntg except facebook..
my blog will look sien with full of words..?
i personally like to read what people write more than just look at their photo..

p/s: plan to watch pps..^^

This Morning

2010-07-11T12:16:00.002+08:00

long time didnt spend my weekend in kampar d..

this is the first or second time..?perhaps..

feel so relieve after pass up the typography, mid term end, and CE assignment..

but..

another adv assignment to pass up next week..

and the toughest things is coming soon too..

seriously..i dislike adv this subject...i dun like to do something which is under our capability..

for example, design a room without any material..haiz..sien..

is week 7 already..7 weeks more..final...and sem break..

time flies..

year 1 is not easy d..how about year 2.?

tonight 2.30am world cup final..

spain vs holland..

which side win oso can la..

as long as...is not ???? anymore..hahah

luckily tomorrow mass comm class cancelled d..5 pm only gt class..

can watch till tomorrow morning..

♥cheong yoong jen..i can sleep till 5 pm er..haha..

can i copy and paste the information for adv assignment..?

coz the information is more than enough for the assignment..

i love google chrome..coz i can listen to song using kuwo d..

mozilla ? cha..

google chrome fast and easy...

somemore can put theme..google background can change..

nice nice nice..=)

not much thing can write actually..

just so sien but yao dun wan do my stupid assignment..

so came to blog lo..hehe

the weather of today morning means now is just so nice..

i feel so comfortable...with my blanket even without air-con..

how good if everyday can be like this..

people no need to on their air-con d..

p/s: kampar's worst thing is dunno where to eat..i mean for every meal..sien lo..pls open more restaurant or kopitiam la..

stupid maple sky din open yesterday..haiz..

Hi there..

2010-07-08T19:19:00.000+08:00

my dear♥ said i so less update my blog recently..

and last time i update my blog so frequent till like writing my diary..
but now..is once a week i think..

yes..i am extremely busy this few weeks..

i think my busy days will not be stop until the last day of this sem..

every week has at least 1 assignment to pass up..

and this week..

i just passed up my typography this morning..

and tomorrow is PR's mid term and CE's assignment on the spot..

i had decided not to upload the picture of my typography..

as i know my typography are quite childish..

hope my tutor can be more generous in giving us marks for this assignment..

as everyone of us had paid a lot of effort in doing this..

next week..

another adv group assignment to pass up..

and we still have at least 4-5 assignment which are still pending..

can see how busy are the stream B students..?

this is our road..= =

last few days dear♥ was sick..

and i force him to see doctor as he not willing to see at first..

he getting better i think..as he can go for football d..

i knew he is not fully recover but he cant wait for next week d..

football is part of his life..

once i talk about football..

i remember i shout so happy this morning as i heard Spain is going to the final but not germany..

sorry..no offend to those germany fans ok..

i suppose to study now..

but i came to blog..= =

yes..as i mentioned in the last few post(if not wrong)..

i already moved to a new house..

my new room is quite ok and comfortable..

but tat day when i woke up..

i saw a big cockroach stick on my hair dryer..

i shout so loud..my dear♥ immediately wake up and then we started our war with the cockroach...

tat cock was so clever and run so fast we even cant see where it is..but finally dear♥ killed the cockroach..

haiz...pls no more whatever insect in my room pls..

i just wan a 'peace' and harmony room to stay..

i am damn dislike those insect...

ok..i had wasted more than half hour at here d...

should stop here and go bac to my notes now..

wish us good luck tomorrow..

good bye..

First service..

2010-07-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

finally my laptop was bac..
it breaks my record for never touch my laptop for 1 week..
really so inconvenient without a laptop..
coz we gt lot of assignments need to do..
and finally we passed up our pop assignment..
and oso the communicative english first assignment...

suppose to do adv individual assignment now..
but i never open the illustrator..
coz im busying with those installer..
i need to install bac everything that i need..
as i just format my laptop..everything gone..

oh ya..i had moved to my new room d..
highly appreciate to the two guys..
my dear ♥CHEONG YOONG JEN♥
and the kind NONO CHUNG..haha
we are so efficient..and i just used 2 to 3 hours to gao dim all my things..
from pack my things..to shift my things..to clean and arrange my things..
we were so fast lo..hehe
and i quite satisfied with my room condition..
is quite clean especially the toilet..

just dun un y somebody can be so 'thick face' 1..

thats all for today..
good night..^^

有事钟无艳...

2010-06-27T18:31:00.000+08:00

just came bac and this is the very first time i din bring bac my laptop..
need to repair as it have some problems d...
so now just can use my dear's laptop♥

tomorrow have presentation as my tutor din come last monday..
hope everything shun shun li li tomorrow..
need to wear formal again..haiz..

have a lot of assignments..for public opinion assignment..
every paragraph have to write about 350 words like that..
is not that easy really..
dunno what else can write in..
and the apa referencing is damn ma fan 1..
we cant just copy and paste like what we always like to do in foundation..
degree is just so different..

my finger...last few weeks get hurt 1..
getting better today..
the blood inside slowly disappear d...
but it not pain at all d..

my sim card being deactivated last friday...
as my dad forgot to pay the bill..
what i can say is DIGI is damn ma fan 1..
and it activate bac my sim card last night..
and now i can send msg faster..
last time the msg need few mins to send out...now just few seconds...so fast..
i even feel not so used to it..haha

my dear♥ and nono chung are playing football using 'joystick' now..
my dear is so noisy while he is playing..he likes to shout very loud..he very sha 1..haha
and now they are scolding each other for not pass the ball to each other..haha...
they are so noisy..haha
i plan to watch pps..but half way i watch..it disconnect..= =

That's Me ignore this if u really like to clubbing as you may feel angry after read this but stay peace ok

2010-06-24T19:56:00.001+08:00

im all the way fine this week..
things getting closer to us..
yes..is assignmentsss...

sometimes i may thinking whether im choosing the right course or not...?
as i attended the classes this few weeks..
i just can get negative comment from our tutor..
what they said not motivating us at all..
is demotivating us actually...
of course this is not the main reason that make me feel confuse..
every course has it's difficulty..i think none of the course will be easy in the university..unless u dun study..
it is the easiest..
recently i saw lots of those clubbing photo..
i am not discriminate those clubbing ppl..
but somehow when i look at their photo..i feel disgusting..
especially some of the girls..they can simply hug ppl even they do not know each other..
hug like the way how a couple hug..can u imagine..?
yes..u may go there to relax urself..u like those 'powerful' song..but is it a necessary to be so 'intimate' with other ppl..? * no offend to those who like to go clubbing ok..just giving my opinion in my own blog*
this is the main reason..i know be a pr..sure there is a lots of social activities waiting for u...so that's what i am worrying..
i dislike smoke..i dun wish to go club at night..so am i choose the wrong course..?
but however..that is no turning point for me anymore..i have to continue..
hope that i can handle the 'problem'..

today went to sing k with my all my classmate..
not really that fun but for me i feel happy that know some of them..those lovely 1..
i am not that friendly actually..i cant really enjoy myself like how when i together with my old frens..
this need time..some of them just so friendly..but i still cant really enjoy with them..
i dun wish to meet/see those who i dislike..he left a very bad impression to me..
some of the rumor about him..if it is real..he is brute..
how come kampar a box like so outdated 1 d..?
last time we went there..the songs are quite new..
but today i just saw those old singers...
my fren said kl greenbox allow u to take their kacang putih as much as you can..
u can even bring along ur tupperware to take those kacang putih back home..
i said i dunno greenbox..i never been there before..ipoh dun have..
my fren laugh me..he said something meant that im outdated..= =
how i wish our ipoh can have more entertainment except club..
more shopping center like gurney/pavillion?
more karaoke..?for our age 1..always red box kinda sien..

must start to do assignment d..
next week need hand in d..
gambateh to all my groupmates...

Me

2010-06-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

knew that i din update for 1 week d..

is quite busy these days..

mine schedule is quite pack and i have tones of assignment to do..

i was so lucky as i have a presentation next monday which mean i still left 1 day only..

and i haven finish and not prepare yet..

the tutor is so fierce and i am so scare..

however, i am trying my best to do my slides and tell myself not to be so nervous..

i suppose to continue my presentation things but i came to blog..

as i am very tired of facing the chapter for whole day..

ntg else to do except attend my classes last few days..

skipped some of the classes too..

as it is so boring and attend the classed alone make me feel even boring..

true friend is hard to find in university..

i knew i dun have..nvm..

last saturday went out with pooi chee and my dear♥

again..i suppose to write about this last saturday but i keep on delay..

since we long time didnt meet each other so i date her out on that day..

four of us..my dear♥,me,pooi chee, and hui xin..

hui xin left earlier with her fren..

that day was a happy 1..she still that funny and sha..

my dear like to take joke on her..and she just so sha..hehe

planned to watch movie but none of the movie is available except those malay 1..

but we still managed to stay in jj for 3-4 hours..

as dear♥ went to buy his new futsal shoe..

after that..we went to De garden...

paparich again..

after paparich we went to tutti frutti...

finally 3 of us ate the expensive yogurt ice cream..

it taste like yogurt..

i was very enjoy that day..

i feel happy too..

i still remember last time(when im in form 1) i was not really syok her..dunno y d..she as well..we did argue that time..

but form 2 start we sit together..and till form 4..just me and her stay in s2..hui xin and kar yee went to s1 d..

so same..i sit with her..

i can remember that she likes to sleep very much..

especially when bahasa cina geh period..she sure sleep 1..

and sometimes i will sleep together with her..haha

we used to curi-curi buy kacang putih and eat in the class..

i still remember i always use my coat to do bad things..buy kacang putih and hide inside my coat..as no one can check our coat since we are senior..

our class is a peaceful and harmony 1..

we definitely can repeat our class history so many times without feel sien..^^

i miss secondary school life..

university life not tat relax anymore..

wish her can get good result in her stpm..all the best k♥

wish myself can do well in my presentation next monday..

everything shun shun li li...

This University suck to the max!!

2010-06-12T19:30:00.001+08:00

i am fed-up with this university..
not the environment..not the place..not something else..
but the OFFICER..

1. Work like he/she didnt get the salary...
2. Talk like we had offended them before..
3. Act like do one more little thing will die immediately..
4. Do not know the meaning of queue up..
5. Do things like turtle..
6. Some of them even blind i think..

sorry for being so rude to this university...
if u are so support this university...no offend ok..
this is just my opinion...
these is wat i experienced for this 2 weeks..

tat day me n dear♥ went to take photo in the early morning..
we queue and wait..
gt 4 girls...i dunno they blind or purposely do like tat..
we are waiting at the staircase there..they just came and be the first 1..
first thing tat make me feel very angry..
ok..nvm..let them..
finally we tot is our turn as we went into the room..
but...the officer called others ppl name..
i asked him..not take photo according to the line that we queued just now..?
guess what he answered me..he said: hmmm..no la..see who change their clothe faster 1..
big SWT right..?they are still in the kinder garden..?need to compete who change clothes faster..?
den what for we queue up just now..?
but no choice..we are still the students of this university..

sometimes really dun understand the rules that they set...
be flexible a bit la..changes can be happen anytime to deal with different kind of situation 1..

= = for you..!

The Degree

2010-06-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

since when i never update my blog d..?
is quite busy these few days since the degree life is just start..
especially for the first day..
i think 80% of the utar students didnt get their timetable included me and my dear♥
so we were woke so early in the morning and go our faculty to ask about our timetable..
what i can say is my faculty-arts and social science is so suck..
compared to other faculty like business and finance..
they have so many groups oso can list out the timetable group by group..
y cant u faculty for arts and social science..? and one more thing..can u officer talk nicely a bit..?

finally we gt our timetable on that day too..
started to attend my classes d..
it was so boring u know..especially when waiting for the next class..
becoz every class was ended earlier as this is still the first week..
tuesday is my worst day ever..
as i have to attend classes from 8 to 5..total 10 hours...can u imagine..?
i just have half an hour to rest..it is not even enough for me to take anything into my stomach..

and the bad things like came to me non-stop last few days..
when i get my timetable..i feel like crying..my mood was down to the max..
ok..it's fixed so forget about it..
attended classes alone..wah..tat feel really killing me..
the worst was my room cant access into the internet..swt..
but luckily..is ok now d..
hui xin same class with me too..and we get to know more friends this 2 days..

oh yea..i just go ck this morning to see my spec..i really need it so much..
and finally i settle this by today..

another thing to think about is my room..
i plan to switch my room to other house which the toilet is individual 1..
this have to discuss with my parents first..
can u imagine my toilet gt little frog..?blame my toilet mate..she always open the toilet door..stupid..
and thanks so much to nono..as he purposely came to my house after dear called him to kill the frog..
becoz both of us were so scare that time..haha

To my lovely dear♥

thanks for fetching me everyday to campus..
thanks for accompany me at night..
thanks for bring me to ck..
thanks for willing to waste ur time and help me search for the office to pay my rental..
thanks for everything...
pls allow me to pay u bac the petrol money..muacks..^^

my course is not an easy 1..one of my tutor said..
pr had the most failed student in the list in the past...
is fulled with challenging....
most of the subjects do not have mid term..
but the assignment is like a hill..
im going to be very busy in this coming weeks..haiz..
i need adobe photoshop and adobe illustrator...can anyone help me..?

♥Happy Anniversary♥

2010-05-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

first of all...
My dear♥...Happy Anniversary to You and Me...
I Love You♥

can i say time flies...?
but i have been waited this day for so long d..
one year...
neither long nor short...is not easy to walk till here..
but every step i walk with you..i felt happy and happiness♥...
you gave me so much..
your love to me..uncountable..
my love to you..unlimited..
Our Love Is An Infinity♥

i felt so touch when my phone showed 00.00am yesterday midnight...
i know..we have been together for One year..
i sent a long long msg to you with my sincere heart..
i even can make myself feel touch..
i hope i touched you too my dear♥

none of the couple in this world able to stay together happily for every minute,every second..
there sure some argue moment..
it sure happen in every couple..
no exception for me and my dear..
we do argue sometimes...we do fa pi qi to each other..
but we know tolerate..
our tolerate help us solved every single of argument..
i appreciate the forgiveness you gave me whenever i did any wrong things,my dear♥..
i know..besides my parent..you are the only one who treat me as urself...
me too..you are very important in my life...even more important than myself..
thats y i will treat you better than treat myself..i hope you do feel so..

we had planned to celebrate this big days quite long time ago..
ntg can stop us from this celebration..
at first we planned to celebrate on friday,28 of may..
but becoz of some reason..we celebrated earlier one more day..
is on thursday,27 of may...

we went to kampar early in the morning that day to listen the ptptn talk..
10 something we went bac to ipoh and headed to jusco..

we choose to take our breakfast in pizza hut..
we had ordered

mushroom soup...

chicken meat ball spaghetti..

4pieces of spicy and sweet chicken wings..

hawaian chicken flavour pizza..

we ordered quite a lot..and we was very full after finished all the food...
both of us keep ask each other to eat the food..coz we were so full d..^^

we watched Shrek that day too..
quite funny 1..
i hope my dear and me can Live Happily Forever After too..♥

as that day promised dear treat him bac with tutti frutti..
so we head to De garden...
there is a phone carnival so we went to have a look too..
once i walked into the carnival..
i was like..wah.........i phone just only RM199...
even china phone oso not tat cheap rite..?
we continue walk..walk to 1 store..the ppl gave us see the sony ericsson and nokia phone..
8.1mega pixels sony ericsson phone just cost you RM299..
met kah weng there...
the ppl said the phone is came from singapore and .........
the phone look so fake..but the price make me and dear and weng feel sam yuk yuk d..
of course at last we din buy the phone..we dun have the dare to buy la..over cheap..

ok..tutti frutti..erm..quite expensive..and the flavour are just 4 to 5 types only..
but the main point is expensive lo..
so we decided to go paparich but not tutti frutti...
dear♥..sorry er...wait school reopen i gt my money..sure treat you again er..ok..?

mango flavour silk ice..nice..^^

cendol ice..nice too..^^

these was wat we ordered that day..

home is the final station..
although it was a very simple celebration..
but both of us feel very happy and satisfied..
as long as together with you...
all those event is not important anymore...♥

photo of that day..♥

ignore my ugly face..

I ♥ YOU
with my fully ♥

Anyone can console me..?

2010-05-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

everything not going smoothly this few days..
i dunno what happen..i just like so dao mei...
bill haven pay..haven register..timetable dunno yet..
still not sure whether the bill can be pay by tomorrow or not..
argue with him..

dear♥..
im not mean that tat is not a problem..
i just dun wan u fan for the things that haven come..
im so sorry for make u so angry again..

i am such a useless 1..
yes...i dun have fren that really will care bout me anymore..
i am failure..
i should not be born in this world..
as my existing may just bringing problem to ppl..
i am a troublesome ppl..

i feel exhausted to the problem that i cant control and cant solve myself..
i feel guilty to my dad..as he may need rush to kampar for me to pay the bill and come bac to work..
my hopes all gone..
i feel so tired..
i am so so down now..i just hope my happy day will come to me asap..
y my 'di chao qi' always tat long and like never end..
since when i never feel really really happy d..?
y everytime there must be something unhappy happen when i feel happy..?
sounds complicated..?

sorry for writing post like this..
as i really need some space to express a bit..
SORRY to all of you..

Today

2010-05-26T11:40:00.000+08:00

dear♥ was complaining that i so less write about him recently..
hee...dun sad la my dear♥ ok..?

erm..last sunday i went bac to kampar with dear to register..
but at last we didnt manage to register..
as we have to pay our bill first..
tat means we purposely went bac to take our bill only..= =
UTAR really so ma fan 1..
oh yea..we gt our result oso...

yesterday went jusco with dear♥,reuben,karlin and yan yee..
as kar lin and yan yee came to first garden to dye their hair...
so they ask us to go for yum cha..
but where to go...?no idea..so they decided to go jusco...
and dear ask reuben to join us oso..
we went to mc donald to have our lunch..
nearly cant buy the mc value lunch..
coz tat time is already 2.58pm
immediately after we take our order..
they changed the menu..
i ordered double fillet-o-fish..
it is only rm8 something for 12pm to 3pm..
normal price rm11 something...
quite cheap wert..i tot it will be quite expensive coz it is double 1..
my dear♥ ordered double spicy chicken deluxe..price are quite reasonable..^^

after that yan yee went to s&j to buy something..
we gt ntg to do in jusco..
4 something jau go home d..

at night...i request for japanese food..
surprisingly my mum said ok..hehe
we went Akamomiji..which located near ipoh garden mc d...
the best japanese restaurant for us..
we order the food as usual 1...
satisfied but so full...

tomorrow will be going bac to kampar with dear♥ again..
for the briefing of ptptn loan..
hope all of us can apply sucessfully..
as many of us need it so much..

sentence of the day : 我在很多方面很幸福，在有些方面不幸福。。

I am always the alone one..

2010-05-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

my degree life going to start very soon..
i gt 6 subjects for my first sem..while other ppl in stream A have only 5 subjects..
pray hard so that i wont have class on saturday..

yesterday was a happy day♥
the first time for both of us to eat like this..

for sure he is not going to accompany me every night..
lonely night is coming very soon too..
dun comment me if u never experience that..
alone in that room is just so scary..

i am envy..
i am jealous...
so what..is very normal wert..
except to those who like to be alone all the time..

nvm..just leave me alone everyone..
as those day will come to me one day..

Flash back

2010-05-21T22:55:00.001+08:00

time and life doesn't flash back..
i cant go bac the moment which were happy and memorable..
i just hope my future will not be too bad..
i do appreciate what i had now..
but i am oso a human being..
dun tell me anyone can be perfect in this world..
at least..at least i had tried my very best..
u may not understand what am i talking about..
nvm..tats my purpose..
not everything can write in this blog..unless i lock it..
but there is no point for me to write blog but then lock it up..
it's meaningless rite..?
as the result some of the things only can keep inside the heart..
dun wan tell other ppl as they wont know ur feelings..somemore will get scold sometimes..
so what for i tell them..?keep it to myself is the best..

today went out to celebrate Weng's birthday..
our very first time to help him celebrate..
dunno today kbox geh part gt successfully give u a surprise or not..i hope gt..
anyway..hope u will like the things we did for u today..
wish u all the best in ur studies and ur future..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OO..

Time flies

2010-05-20T13:54:00.000+08:00

omg..1 month holidays left 1 more week only..
how come time pass so fast..?
we feel very boring everyday but yet the holidays is almost come to the end..
in other word, our degree life start very soon..
as i mentioned earlier..i am kinda worry about my degree..
everything of it..am i going to be alone in the first sem..?hope not..
am i going to have some good groupmates..?
oh yea..my fees for first sem is RM6184.00..
how come so expensive..?
stream A is only four thousand something..
swt..

today woke up at 1pm..so pig rite..?
actually i woke at 8 something..
but since ntg to do i decided to sleep again..and woke few times..
still not willing to wake up..at the result..i wake up at 1pm and haven take any food into my stomach..

called UTAR office just now...
for my offer letter...until now i haven receive the letter..
but they asked me call bac later..k..wait more a while..i'll call them again..

actually ntg to write 1..but feel wan to update a bit..
my everyday life just like a pig..
ntg else but just eat, sleep and online..
yesterday helped my sis do some housework only...
i feel like i am bathing and i so tired after tat..
sweat like bath..

changed my blog's background..simple but nice for me..
previous 1 looks too complicated..
i dun like so many things there and make me feel like hard to read..
so i decided to change..tis 1 easier to read rite..?

stop here..bye...

♥ You

2010-05-18T12:12:00.001+08:00

yesterday went out with dear oo..
again..his laptop was took to fixed again..
and this time..i drive..
becoz his car...erm..dunno do wat d..
and my dad went to cambodia..so i have car to drive..
quite enjoy driving geh..
but yesterday quite many cars d..
and i almost...wa..hak sei me ah..haiz..

after sent his laptop..
we went to parade a while..as we long time din go there d(can considered as long time)
we walk around there..with ntg to do..ntg to buy..
after tat..went to kfc again..haha
yes..kfc...tis time becoz i wan buy for my siblings la..

erm..quite happy and satisfied yesterday..
but negative thinking attack me again at night..
according to social psychology..lol
ppl feel weak especially at night...
i agree with this..
coz i always like this 1..think too much
at last tears drop down..

my dear♥ dun understand y i always like to cry..
i think no one like to cry in this world geh..
the feelings when cry can kill ppl..
the heart pain like hell..
really like broke into thousands of pieces..
though..i still cant stop myself from crying when i am sad..
i think it will be more more x 10000 times suffer if i keep everything inside..
salute to those who can do this..
but from now on..
i hope i can take everything as easy..(i gt mention in my blog before..?forgot d..)
just let it be..
i dun wan to be so tired of thinking so so much in everyday life..
sometimes really feel fed-up with such feelings..
even feel fed-up with my life..
i stand too rigid on something..can be say everything..is tired..

something is destined..
we cant change even we try how hard..
i mean to something la...this not means that we can sit at home do ntg..
and money will come to us...NO of course..
but i do remind myself like this when i am too sad..
yes..i am a negative thinking ppl..
sometimes sadness can bring some stupid mind to myself..
as a human being..we have to appreciate our life rite..?
we all are considered as very hang fuk 1..
cant imagine if i am the victim of earthquake in sichuan last 2 years..
now only their places have a bit of improvement..
many of us are still dunno how to appreciate of course I AM ONE OF THEM..
start to appreciate now..still not late...

知足常乐
try to use this in my daily life too...
a smile a day,keep sadness away..=)

Expected♥ & Unexpected

2010-05-15T15:07:00.003+08:00

result for short sem's final was out yesterday unexpectedly..
i tot it wont be out tat fast..
becoz as i know tarc result haven out oso..
and as normal our result will be out late than them..
but once again it out unexpectedly..
i was watching tv and i take out my phone..
there were 3 msg..i dun even know gt msg..= =
from jien,kar lin and hui xin..
3 of them msg me that result was out..
i was like har..and immediately go upstairs and on my laptop..
suddenly i felt stomachache when i was waiting the laptop to on..
i think is butterfly in stomach la..
feel so gan jeong u know..
ok..
laptop was on..internet was on..
portal..
clicked my id and password..

social psychology-- A-
maths for wat wat wat-- B
gpa 3.35 something..wat a surprise..
cgpa 3.09 something..why so low..?
short sem really cant help much in cgpa..
as there were only 2 subjects..haiz..
i tot can get A for maths..(i told everyone about tis after i gt my result)
coz i know how to do 1..this is unexpected 1..
at least give me a B+ la..
erm..y psychology cant get A leh..?
must gt a minus there geh meh..
i think is becoz my coursework marks is quite low..haiz
nvm la..as they said..should feel satisfied d..
for sure i clicked my dear♥ id and password..
he get a good result..for me la..
dunno he satisfied or not..
he can maintain to get A in every sem..wat a good thing...

congratulation to yen wei..she gt cgpa 4.0
even she is not continue her studies in UTAR..but she still tat bei sam gei to study..

thomas cup semi final at 7.30pm..
but it's start a bit early..about 7 like tat..
i just finished took my bath and dear♥ msg me ask me to watch..
immediately i ran to my mum's room and on the tv..
i just manage to watch the first match..
becoz i have to go out to have my dinner at folio-folio..
Lee chong wei lose to Lin dan again..
is under expectation of everyone i think..
but the double 1..
i tot malaysia have the probability to win in the double match..
which was played by kkk and tbh..
at last..malaysia still lose to china..haiz..
so gan jeong when watching the game..

y i haven receive utar letter geh..?

Alone

2010-05-14T01:25:00.000+08:00

had been sitting in front the laptop for few hours..
viewed ppl's blog..
silently..
tears flow down silently too..
the songs list dunno repeated for how many times d..
i not very sure...
feel better now..
still dun wan go to bed..
it's 1.14am d..
feel extremely lonely tonight..
as i already used to chat with you♥ every night before i sleep..
although sometimes u are playing dota din chat with me..
but i didnt feel tat lonely..
maybe i know tat u r there..
now u slept d..
actually..i really miss you♥ d..
i dun wan go to bed..
becoz i hope u can wake up and pui me a while..
at least 1 more msg from you tonight..
but is ok..
as long as u have a good sleep..
rest as much as you can..
as you did not sleep much last 2 days..
the reason u know i know ler..

i came here to blog again..
beside blogging..i dunno wat else i can do..
no mood to watch any drama..

same thing..
hope tomorrow will be a better day for you and me..
for everyone..
♥

=(

2010-05-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

is not a good week..
is not a good week..
everything seem not going smoothly this week..
yesterday not super wednesday..
feel very sad now..
hope everything will be alright soon..pray hard...

good things pls come to us asap..

i miss you badly..
i need you badly..
now!

i dunno wat else can i do at this moment..
i rely too much on you..?

if can..
i hope to receive ur msg again later..

Super Wednesday♥

2010-05-12T22:59:00.007+08:00

today went jusco with dear♥ again..

hee..as we promised...

i wan go out today becoz today is super wednesday..

the tickets for movie is just RM7..

and wednesday = pink day for Baskin..^^

we watch Iron Man 2 today..

not bad..but i feel damn sleepy at the beginning..

i really fall asleep for few minutes..

as dear♥ asked me to sleep a while oso..

maybe i woke up early this morning..

and i slept late last night..

i lie on the bed at 2 last night..

but i fall asleep at 3 something i think..

after movie..

walk around jusco..

and we bought Baskin ice cream..

we gt discount..as i wore white colour shirt with pink colour words..

we chose orange sherbet and very berry strawberry(if im not wrong)..

both are nice for me..

but for dear♥..orange sherbet is not good and strawberry is good..

but actually both are quite nice for me..

thanks dear♥ for treat me Baskin ice cream..is tasty..muacks..^^

let me treat you bac with tutti frutti my dear♥

before movie..we went to popular..

i feel wan to buy a recipe book..

for dessert 1..

as sem break is really damn boring..

i feel wan to do something..

like make myself an ice cream..?

think think first..

i am kinda lazy 1..haha

thanks for everything er..

i hope today will be a good day till the end of the day..

and i hope tomorrow will be a better day♥

About her..

2010-05-11T16:42:00.006+08:00

her shoulder is pain now..

her eyes are red...

her stomach was not feeling well since yesterday night..

she found herself not healthy anymore..

she need happy at this moment..maybe happy can cure her pain...

she gt ntg to do..

and finally she came to blog again..

she found herself ugly..

she look at the mirror..

and found herself very weak at this moment..

she repeated the song list for dunno how many times today..

becoz she has really ntg to do..

she wants to watch movie or drama..

but none of it attract her..

yet she still appreciate this so-relax-condition

she is a very ma fan ppl..

she found herself many weakness..

she know herself is very emo sometimes..

she know herself easy to get angry..

she cant control her emotion and eq..

she is not a clever girl..

she is worrying her result and degree course now..

she likes to think too much..

she treasure her family so much♥..

she has a very good boyfriend♥..

she treasure her boyfriend♥ so much..

she loves her boyfriend♥ so much..

she cannot live without her boyfriend♥..

she always make her boyfriend♥ angry..

too many she..

she cant list out all the things..

At last, she needs a massage so much at this very moment..!

I need a SPECTACLES..

2010-05-09T23:37:00.003+08:00

my eyes are so terrible lo..

i am so worry that i will blind if i keep like this..

i tell dear i scare i blind becoz i scare tat thing(i forgot wats tat called)will spot into my blindspot..haha..sound stupid..?

my dear♥ say wont d..

but i still worry..

from last time 200++ short-sighteness..to now..400++

and it just in two years time..

from now onwards..i must sit far away from laptop/tv or watever la..i mean a bit la..

becoz i dun have spec..i cant see anything if i sit too far..

and it is impossible to wear contact lens even in the midnight rite..

no one will do tat i guess..

my spec spoilt d..

untill now i haven tell my parents about tis..

i scare they scold me..i dun like they scold me d..

therefore..i decided to buy myself a pair of spec..

but then..just now i see from focus point website..

promotion oso need RM 388++

omg..but sure there are some cheaper 1..i hope la..

in first sem of degree..

i must have a pair of spec d..

MUST!!

i hope with sitting far away from laptop a bit will help me improve my eye-sight..

at least a bit..

ask me not to face laptop tat much is impossible 1..^^

k la..purposely write for my eyes 1..

Boring

2010-05-09T16:58:00.002+08:00

is here again..

today is mother's day..

3 of us..not used to say those 'yuk ma' words to my mum..

hmm..i think it will be better if we help our mum to do housework/obey wat she say/dun let her gek sum in everyday life rather than just saying happy mother's day in this day..no use for u to wish her in this special day but oppose her in other day rite..?

maybe u will confused with wat im talking about..

but nvm la..i just dunno how to express correctly..

btw..today dad brought us to Black Canyon to have our breakfast there..

their food is nice but is slightly expensive..

im not going there to have my meal if no one pay for me..haha..(i mean my parent la..)

i am satisfied with my breakfast..

erm..read their blog..

i dunno all of them..

but i choose to support the one who critic by ppl..

tat girl is very innocent 1 lo..

she did ntg wrong..

but the B girl just came and critic her..

none of my business actually..

haha..tis called 8..

i used to view my blog everyday..just to see whether gt ppl update their blog or not..

if none..i will disappointed 1..haha..too 8 d..

suddenly think of the word..
not every parent is the same in this world..

i think of the time when im still a secondary students...

my mum was so worry about me tat time..

therefore..she dun allow me to go with friends..

everytime my friends invite me..i sure cant go..

i even dun wan to ask my mum anymore..

becoz i used to the word 'no'..

but..some of them..wonder y i cant go out..

they just dun understand..y my mum so strict..

erm..i din blame for that..

coz i know..they worry me..

now is totally different..

at least i can go out d..

can even go trip with friends d..

they start to trust me that i can take good care of myself..

yes..i proved them..

but still i cant go out late at night..

i dun wish to go at tat time too..i mean at night..

coz i know it's not good for a girl to go out late at night..

and parent are sure waiting me at home..

so i prefer go out in the morning or noon..

the best is all of them go for work and school..

coz no one will be at home when i come bac..

ntg to write..so.just write for ..for making my post longer..?yea..maybe..

is quite boring now..

few things i wish to do in this holidays..

sing k..

steamboat in ipoh..

somemore..?

dunno yet..^^

according to my previous post..

i mentioned tat my dad going to have Blackberry phone..

yea..he got it..

but i didn't get anything..i mean his nokia phone..

becoz?!

becoz he want to use both of them..

blackberry and nokia..

haiz..once again i disappointed..

nvm la..it is not belongs to me..no point i wan to use it..

ppl use blackberry just for check their mail..?

thats all for now..=)

3 weeks more♥

2010-05-08T16:14:00.001+08:00

feels like holidays so long d..
but today is 8 of may only..
we still have 3 weeks more..
for us to rest..play..do watever without worry about our 'education'..
btw..result will out soon rite..?
i not sure when is it..
kinda worry..
becoz i scare i may get disappointed again..
seriously..i hope my psychology can get A..
and my gpa can get higher than 3.0
i dun wan below 3 er..
tat's not the result i wish to get..
just pray for me ler..=)

degree..
after 3 weeks..
i'll be a degree students..
no more foundation..
like old jor..haha

i kinda enjoy the life in ipoh now..
coz i have no worry about lonely at all..
here..i have my family..
i have my dear♥ sms with me..
go gai gai with me..
altough it is very sien..
becoz stay at home all the while..

if is in kampar i have to worry..
whether dear♥ is coming to pui me or not..
dislike the feel of say goodbye...
is it everything goes smooth when in campus..
if take bus..
i need rush for bus or not..
worry bout is it dear♥ able to fetch me..
toness of things i need to worry..
maybe im the think-so-much ppl..
ya..i am..
now i already worry for my timetable..
god bless me..
hope i wont have class till 8pm..
hope i wont have class on saturday..
worry too much d..
i suppose to enjoy my holidays first rite..?

oh yea..i hope i can use my dad phone..
bcoz his company going to give him a blackberry phone..
heard from mum yesterday night..
i hope it is true..
and i sincerely hope tat my dad will let me use his phone lo..
not the blackberry of coz..
although i dun like to use touchscreen phone..
but i wish to change a new thing lo..
like a bit boring face those old things..
for example..my laptop..
i changed a new wallpaper..and it has a new fresh look to me..
haha..im so childish..

tat day went jusco with my lovely dear♥
i drive tat day..haha
feel so gan jeong..
coz first time drive to jusco..
we almost late for the movie..
ice kacang puppy love..
seriously..
i dun like this movie..can i say i dislike much..?
the movie is so 'dirty'
i mean the place they use..
yak..
how can they sleep on those dirty place..
is for my own opinion la..
i know lots of ppl say this is a nice movie..
different ppl different taste ma..
peace oh =)

so funny when in the cinema..
becoz i keep make noise..
i keep say wat they will do the next step..
i so accurate 1 lo..
dear♥ say im the director...haha
dear used his hand to close my mouth again..haha
he say im very noisy..
after tat we went to sushi king..
saw a 'xiu long lui'
wah..she damn cute ah..
she even know how to pose when take photo..
she pose like a model..haha
so cute..
after sushi king..
we go MCD buy ice cream..
dear♥ so greedy er..
eat 2 d..some even look at him..haha

dear n me have a similarity..
we both oso dun like to make decision..
like where to eat..
go where..
later do wat..
this make we had a little argue tat day..
overall..tat day is a happy day..^^

took from genting resort hotel..i very fat rite..

Genting 3/5/2010-4/5/2010

2010-05-05T22:58:00.006+08:00

ebel: mummy..can i go genting on 3/5 with my frens..?

mum: YAO genting..?

yea..is Genting again..

but is go with

(gals) Sharon Teo Kar Lin, Chung Yen Wei, Lee Yan Yee, Chong Yee Ching, Ng Kay Xing & Me

(guys) Lam Si Lone, Reuben Foo, Alex Lim, Michael Loo,Denson Loh and of course My Dear Cheong Yoong Jen♥

total 12 ppl in tis trip..

first time for everyone of us i think..

First of all..

a very big thank you to

Teo Kar Lin and her parents

for the rooms and arrange everything for us..

and everyone of you for invite me..

Thank You..=)

tat day morning 6.30 like tat i went to fetch dear♥

go my house and wait for the van..

the van reached my house about 7 something..

after fetch all the ppl..

we had our breakfast at a place(i dunno where is it..) before start our journey to Genting..

we reached Genting Resort Hotel quite late about 1 something like tat..

very soon..

alex and si lone reached too..

after settled down our luggage..

we had our lunch in MCD..

and after tat ..

outdoor theme park..

the first thing we played..

swing chair..

dunno the name of that thing..haha

it is a must to play everytime we go there..

if not wrong after tat we went to play pirate ship..

dear♥ didn't join us..

becoz he not feeling well..

me,yen wei,yan yee and si lone sat the third row..

lam si lone was sat beside me..

and he was shout so loud..haha

we played so many things tat day..

we sure wont miss out the first roller coaster in malaysia--Cyclone..

silone and reuben same car with me n dear♥

they want sit at the back..we want too..

at last we win..haha

we played f1 too..

waited for so long..

nearly give up to play this..

i not tat lak seh as the first time i played..

haha..

Corkscrew..the scary 1..

i tot i no need to play tat..

coz they said it closed d..

but then it open bac at 5 something..

i dun wan to play at first..coz i very scare..damn scare..

yan yee too..

but at last we joined..

i sit with yan yee..

coz both of us are very very scare..

i cant even open my eyes tat time..until it stop only open bac my eyes...

seriously..this is my limit d..

dun ask me play watever tat scary than tis..

i enough brave to play tis ler..

bumper boat..

i was waited for so long d..

can say tat i very love to play this..

since last time play with jien them..

damn syok..

tis time our target was Lam si lone..

he said we wont success..

but at last we success...tis called co-operate..haha

everyone enjoy so much tat time i think..

we watched Ip man 2 at 1.30am..

before tat dear♥ and me take a rest in hotel..

while others continue their activities..

Ip man 2 is very nice..

so touch..

the next day..

just had a simple shopping in first world plaza..

after tat..went bac to ipoh..

2 days 1 night trip..

pass so fast..

happy but tired..

group pic..=)

That's All..^^

Is Sem Break Again..

2010-05-01T01:54:00.002+08:00

finally..my final end d..
end two days d...
after the last paper end..
i have a-very-relax-and-happy d feel..

but very soon..tis feeling disappeared..
and now im in ipoh for 1 month..
actually every sem break oso quite sien 1..
everyday do same things at home..
BORING lo..
but when sem break gonna end tat time..
we yao dun wan go to school d..
sure gt ppl complain tat y time pass so fast..
i will be one of them..haha..tis called fan jin ah..

tomorrow will be going to genting with dear and all his friends..
hope it will be a happy trip..

suddenly..feel wan play sdo..
but dunno wat happen the sdo we downloaded last time cant play d..
and i go it's website search..
i dunno wat is tat..
the web seems so messy..swt
i so miss last time we 4 play together..
weng always the most geng 1..
i not cha oso..
learn for few days..
become a bit pro d..
haha..praise myself tim..
but tat time really syok geh..
so long time din play d..
dunno finger will like stupid or not leh..
anyone can play..?if can pls teach me..thanks...

stop here ler..
since i dun have much things to write oso er..
night =)

1 more to go..

2010-04-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

just finish the first paper..
social psychology..
is not tat hard..
i know how to do..
but i know how to do doesn't mean i can get high marks..
it's different thing..
i hope can get A for this subject..
i hope i can..if cannot..
i will disappoint again..
just like writing for mass comm in sem 2..
stream A students are very happy today..
becoz their exam end d..
stream B still have 1 to go..
they were so happy and i just like ---diam only..
dun feel like wan to talk much today..

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Wednesday♥

2010-04-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

today is the 3rd day of my study week..
i haven finish everything..
still on the half way..
becoz i did not put my biggest effort in study..
i still in a quite relax mood = =
erm...study a while..fb a while..
listening to songs while studying..
watching drama while studying..
haiz..
i have many theory and terms have to memorize..
i cant keep study without rest..
my mind will get stuck there..

hee..today finally i met my dearest bao bei♥
we went out today..
to take his laptop..
and we went to parade just to have our lunch at sushi king♥
satisfied..
after tat..he came to my house to pui me..
coz we didn't meet each other for few days d..
how can so fast say good bye again..?
happy and satisfied for today..
hope can see dear♥ asap..

with love and miss..
good night..

Simple trip..

2010-04-19T16:24:00.000+08:00

just bac from genting..
the weather..
haiz..totally a big different..
here is so hot..
erm..very simple trip..
as we dunno wat to do at there..
same thing..
we bought all the snacks and go bac our rooms..
to enjoy ourselves in the room..

oh ya..i bought tis..PEACE♥

pen with light..just simply like it..

FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 coming soon..pls forgive my stupid phone's camera..

i bought tis cute thing too..it's a mirror contain contact lens container..♥

tats all for our trip..
and one more thing..
the food at there is extremely expensive..
spend for eat is already enough d..

p/s: i like the resort hotel's room toilet so much..^^

The 100th post

2010-04-17T12:44:00.008+08:00

this is the 100th post i write..
so fast..
i never think tat i can be able to write till here..
as i always so lazy..(for last time)
now i always update..
and even update so frequent sometimes..
so..congratz to me tat i walk till here..=)

feel unhappy becoz tat day cant take photo with them..
haiz..
watever ler..

dun feel like end up my 100th post here..
but i dun have anything else to write..

oh yea..i dun understand y somebody they wan make their english look professional..
just learn step by step...k..

Happy 100th Post..=)

The True Ever

2010-04-16T11:02:00.000+08:00

came bac yesterday..
but never online after came bac here..
coz dun have the mood to online..
cheong yoong jen♥ is fulfill the place in my mind..
i cant even concentrate when i am studying..
is half way study half way waiting for his msg..
finally his msg reached..♥
so happy to see his msg..
haiz..
cant meet him for 1 whole week..
i really miss him so much♥
but ntg to do..
we have to study tis week..
and his laptop is took to repair..
his car is going to take by his cousin to service oso..
the only thing we can do is sms..
how sad..
i will cry whenever i miss you♥
i cry whenever i think of this week..
you had accompany me for the whole week..
i really enjoy when together with you..
although i fa pi qi quite frequent this week..
you still tolerate with me..♥

i am very worry about my life in kampar when im in degree..
many things i have to worry..
seriously..
i dun like to be alone..
i hate to be alone..
i hope to have my friends as my housemate..
and at the same time..
dear still can find me 1..
i really very envy whenever i go dear's house..
whenever i go little house..
whenever i go yee qing's house..
all of them have their frens to live together..
maybe tat is my fate to live alone..
u all always say live together will have problem 1..
i rather have problem..
oso dun wan be alone..
i need yoong jen♥
i need fren as well..
i just dun need alone..
i feel like being neglect by fren sometimes..
becoz my present is not a matter to them..
honestly..i am crying when i writing tis post..
becoz i feel hurt..
i know i still gt him to accompany me..
but how about when he is not with me..?
ya..somebody will say i useless..
sometimes alone oso cannot..
alone is better and so on..
yea..i am useless in this case..
but do you ppl really experience the time when u are alone..?
u all ppl say jau pandai..
of course..becoz u all have friends to be with you ppl..
or else u really experience this..
if not dun simply comment me..
i really experience this for the first sem..
take bus alone to school..
waiting at campus..
bring laptop to pass my time..
but i still considered as very lucky..

Coz i have dear♥

although he dun have car tat time..

but he still cycle to my house to pui me..

sometimes midnight only cycle to my house..

dear..u everytime say i just remember ur bad thing..

i din actually..

i know u pay so much in our relationship..

i know u feel sam tong so now u try ur best to fetch me..

dun allow me to take bus if u can fetch me..

u dun care about the petrol and fetch me here and there..

i know u are my dear..

but i will still bu hao yi si..

as u always dun allow me to pay u bac..

i always say if i dun have you..i dunno how am i going to continue my life..

tats is oso y i so care and can be say jealous sometimes..

Coz i have jien shan yang weng..

they always invite me to dinner with them..

as tat time dear dun have car cannot fetch me to dinner..

they are the 1 who always take care of me...

A very big thank you to five of you..

Cheong Yoong Jen♥
Lim Lee Jien & Pang Weng Yeong
Tan Wai Shan
Liew Kah Weng

i just cant stop crying at this moment..
my heart feel touch and pain at the same time..

dear pls dun scold me after u read this post..
becoz i know u dun like i cry..
tis is the first time..
i write out all of my feelings..

Tuesday

2010-04-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

it's tuesday d..
still left 2 more days..
end up our very short sem..
is freaking fast lo..
and final is coming very soon..
two more weeks..
and next week will be stay in ipoh for my study week..
really have to study d..
so i'll treasure this 2 days to relax myself..=)

today really waste petrol..
went to tesco twice this afternoon..
im sure all of u know the reason..
ya..is for sushi king..
but very unlucky...
first time went is at 1 something..
and planned to attend class after lunch..
but who know there's many people..
line up there..
so me n dear decided not to wait and went to kfc..
and end up..
i din go for class...lazy me..
second time went to there is 4pm..
becoz i din go for class..
me and dear slept for 2 hours and wake up at 4..
and heavy rain coming soon tat time..
we decided go tesco again..
haiz..tot heavy rain no ppl go geh..
still tat many ppl..
we decided not to wait again..
walk walk inside there while waiting the rain to stop..
haiz..
hope can eat with dear♥ er...

y my things haven reach geh...?
meh meh reach pls..
i wan to get it before my study week start ah..
hope to receive all those things by tomorrow..?
is this possible..?

end up here..
bye bye..

Today

2010-04-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

is 11.28pm now..
feels like online jor so long d..
and yet..
is still early..
becoz normally i will sleep at 12 or after 12..
i really seldom sleep after 1 or 2 tis sem..
except go yum cha tat time..
but tat time oso 1 something only..
this is due to..
my class is 8am everyday..
last sem i already plan not to have 8am class tis sem..
but once i get the timetable tat planned by dear♥..
i almost fainted..
i was like..har..
but no choice..coz i wan to follow my dear♥
and until now i never regret to follow him..
although it is a bit suffer tat have to wake up tat early..
coz i feel tat my lifestyle is quite healthy tis sem...
and after i bath..i wont feel sleepy d..
and i quite used to it d..
last time i always sleep till enough den only wake up 1..
haha..follow dao few pigs ma..XD

erm..actually today i am not really happy..
in other words..i am not happy...
especially in the morning..
i know is my fault..
but i just cant control..
i dislike tat..
trying to change..
but is very hard..
hope u understand..
and u quite cruel this morning..
i think u never treat me like this before..
this is the first time..
i know i am quite over this morning..
but i really sincerely hope that u can understand..
i not purposely geh..
hope i can have better eq when i facing this again next time..
u know wat is tat..
i know u not feeling good too..
sorry..i am sorry..
everytime after i did wrong den only say sorry ..
no use d..
but i will feel less guilty after this..
The Conclusion Is---sorry..really is my fault..
(it really gt related to mood swing geh)

suddenly gt feel to blog tonight...
long time never write like tis..
is waiting him♥ oo..
dear♥ i cant use any words to describe how good are you...
becoz u are damn damn damn x 10000 times good...

= =my housemate who opposite my room 1..
now only have her..
dinner..?
or supper..?
but nvm la..she damn thin 1..
ya ya..eat more...
herng..talk dao tis..
i realized that i fat jor many many x 100 times ah..
i cant even wear m size d pant..
no la..is tat pant d cutting damn small only..
but i really fat jot..= =
last time i was only 45++ kg..
now is 50++ d..
i like to eat junk food..^^

today eat sushi with..
jien&yang
shan&jun xian
weng
maximum
yue yan
playboy..
now is the promotion again..
but i ate so less only..

k ler..ntg much to write d..
goodnight..
all the best to all you..^^

why geh..?

2010-04-09T19:26:00.001+08:00

dunno y recently i dun really feel like update my blog...
and i always delete wat i had type..
or i type half way i will stop at there..
and dunno how to continue d..
i oso dunno why..
last time once i type ..
i can type many things and wont like now..
make me no mood to update oso...

like now..i dunno wat to write d..
i just know my stomach still pain and now gt a bit headache..
feel not well..

chatting with my dear now..
hehe..
he really very sha d...
and very cute sometimes..♥
hee..

very hot ah here..

Everything~~

2010-04-08T22:09:00.000+08:00

have been long time didnt update d..
feel tat is quite busy and lazy to update..
but actually this week is quite relax 1..
there are ntg special..
just attend the class as normal..

not really want to update sometimes..
i have a lots of thing to write..
but not everything can write as word here..
this is not my diary..
is different..
if it is my diary..
i will lock up my blog..
still remember the day when me n little oso start to write diary in our exercise book..
and we exchange it every morning when i waiting for duty while she waiting for assembly..
coz we very early jau reach school d...
a very good memory for two of us..
sometimes wat we write are quite childish..hehe..

so..how good is the time when we are in secondary school..
i mean the study time..

i cried so sad infront of you♥ twice this week..
i oso dunno why i can cry so sad...
as wat i told you..
i am not really happy this few days due to many little reasons..
maybe i need ur hug when i cry..
so i cry infront of you..
sorry for that my dear♥

is currently at ipoh house..
tis week come bac on thursday..
recently..
i addicted to online shopping d..
i like to see the clothes, shoes and bag...
i had order some too..
just some..very very less..
i like so many things...
the girls wear dao those clothes really very nice..
haiz..
but the ppl like me and jien..
we always lack of $$..
we have to choose the 1 we want the most..
this is wat i said-the different between ppl from high income family and average income family..
the way we spend are totally different..
however..i am satisfy..coz i can buy at least wat i need..

em..one more week left..we are going to end our sem 3..
so fast lo..
feels like just start our sem not long..
and final coming soon..
have to start study d..
listen first la..= =
me always say only..

good luck and all the best..
i miss 5s2 friends...

Be ♥ Precious

Two Months

Week 3

My Dear Birthday 16/10♥

Back to the Reality

Time Pls Stop

Let's Recall..

Please Be Patient

Happy Birthday to Piggy Jien? Peggy Jien?

Halo People

Life

NuffNang...

Should I ?

Envy & Salute

Recently

Friendship = Full of Unknown

Beast Cn Blue SNSD CYJ♥

Back !

Tell me Tell me WhY....

An Unpleasant Sem...

How Good If Everything Can Be Expressed...

Random Random..=)

better quality photos..

Trip to Taiwan-Taipei♥

My Dear♥

01012011

Randomly...

Outings with YOU♥

Might be nothing special for you but it is IMPORTANT for me...

1st day of December♥

Second Outing♥ (a detail one)

Random update..

MegaMind..

Random post...

Happening Week of October♥

Sunway Lagoon Trip

Freaking bad mood now..

Independent ???

Thank You My Dear♥

Mix Mix..

First time...18-08-2010

Finally..

Pls motivate me!!!

Long Time No Post♥

One week..!

It's time!

What's on my mind?

Hurt

IDWTTP

This Morning

Hi there..

First service..

有事钟无艳...

That's Me *ignore this if u really like to clubbing as you may feel angry after read this but stay peace ok*

Me

This University suck to the max!!

The Degree

♥Happy Anniversary♥

Anyone can console me..?

Today

I am always the alone one..

Flash back

Time flies

♥ You

Expected♥ & Unexpected

Alone

=(

Super Wednesday♥

About her..

I need a SPECTACLES..

Boring

3 weeks more♥

Genting 3/5/2010-4/5/2010

Is Sem Break Again..

1 more to go..

Wednesday♥

Simple trip..

The 100th post

The True Ever

Tuesday

That's Me ignore this if u really like to clubbing as you may feel angry after read this but stay peace ok